SuicideGirl: Kemper
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AUGUST 20, 2011 @ 12:08 AM


Ah, SG. I've been meaning to post but haven't found the right moment.

I still can't quite organize myself properly for this but I'm going to go ahead and give it a shot since I've got a few free minutes.

-I've been talking to Levee who's been incredibly helpful about my girl fund and I think I'm going to try it out. I haven't started it up yet, I'll probably set up my profile tomorrow and I'll keep you posted on it but if you're on there and want to check for me, I'll most likely be going by Kemper or Kemper Fi.

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-I'm super fucking tired but my friend's on her way over. I haven't gotten to see her much since she works so much and I move back to LA in week so we're trying to make time where we can. These late hours are typically out of the norm for me when I'm at home but I guess it's time to get back into the swing of college living. I'm going to miss all my friends here but I'm so ready to go back. The anticipation is killer, I'd go tomorrow if I could.
I mentioned my disagreeance with drinking in a previous blog and I've been doing better but I made the mistake of having an ill-timed margarita today and I'm still feeling shitty from it so that's why I'm tired but I know I'm not going to sleep until I'm past the alcohol.

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I really like this picture even though I feel like I look like a hipster in it. whatever

-I've been doing some drawing lately which is so frustrating considering I know how bad I suck. I don't have the photos readily accessible soooo too bad. You'll see them eventually.

-I lack stimulation right now, I need to get back to school quickly, before I lose my mind.

-I've been a bit of a bitch this past week or two and I've been reverting to secluding myself due to having a lot of things on my mind and no actual outlet for it. I just need time to move faster and to get my life moving again. Standstills are lame.

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-I'm actually getting really tired of looking at myself. I need to be more concerned with what I can do and not what I look like and looking in the mirror seems tiresome. I could elaborate... but I fear I'm running out of time and I don't even really know how to organize those thoughts right now so moving on...

-I'm getting tattooed in a few days. I know, I just got tattooed but I'm not getting any work done on my leg this time. I'm just getting something really small that I've wanted for years and just never did so the day before I move I'm going to get it. I'll keep you in suspense until I have pics. wink

-I also got removal work done a week ago. It was miserable.
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And I'm only half way through. whatever fml.

-I can't wait until my friend gets here from SF. zoom image She's moving back down to LA a few days after I move to LA so I'm hoping I can see her soon.

-And lastly, does ANYONE reading my blog work at, manage, own, etc. a strip club in the LA area? I'd really love a waitress or bartender job at one but have no experience and look terrible on paper so I'm screwed at trying to apply the good old fashion way. I know this is a long shot but I figured I'd give it a shot.


I know that was a lot of tidbits, I just don't have the time or determination to sit down and compose an eloquent story. It's going to be a late night and even though I want to pass out, I need to power through.

Thanks for reading.

Kemper

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longlostsapper

longlostsapper

Sandusky, OH
January 2010

AUG 20, 2011 12:28 AM

Don't over do it, and that looks painful

redd3vil

redd3vil

I'm lost
January 2006

AUG 20, 2011 12:30 AM

Kemps that looks ouchy

elmachi

elmachi

United Kingdom
December 2010

AUG 20, 2011 12:47 AM

You sound tired... and yeah man, that removal thing looks pretty painful, more painful than have it covered up actually. Writing blogs is definitely a skill... that I lack, so don't worry about writing some eloquent story. I love the pics thought, you are really hot ;-).
take care!

DaSGluva

DaSGluva

Kearney, NE
August 2010

AUG 20, 2011 12:48 AM

OUCH!! That removal looks painfull.. can I kiss it to make it/me feel better? Hehe... So girl if you need someone to unleash on im here for ya and I wouldn't mind you taking advantage of me!! winkbiggrin

Ultima

Ultima

SUICIDEGIRL

Italy

AUG 20, 2011 01:05 AM

Beautiful as always! Take care hon kiss

XXXUmramiXXX

XXXUmramiXXX

I'm lost
November 2010

AUG 20, 2011 01:12 AM

Great entry, hope you find the job you want soon =)

veehaitch

veehaitch

Australia
October 2008

AUG 20, 2011 01:13 AM

Kemper i love all your pictures . Never think your not doing enough Kemper. We should all just be thankful. I cant wait to be tattooed. Ill be sure to look for ya fund <3333333

FoodForTheGods

FoodForTheGods

I'm lost
May 2011

AUG 20, 2011 01:29 AM

You're fucking awesome smile

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

AUG 20, 2011 02:23 AM

I love your blogs. smileblush
You get more beautiful all the time. loveblush
That removal work looks excruciatingly painful. blackeyed

kiss

maggot89

maggot89

Canada
February 2010

AUG 20, 2011 02:23 AM

I know what you mean about being in a standstill. I've been in one for the past year-and-a-half, and I still have a year to go (until I go back to school)

entese

entese

Germany
February 2011

AUG 20, 2011 02:39 AM

i just adore you!!!!

JeremyDean

JeremyDean

Escondido, CA
July 2009

AUG 20, 2011 02:46 AM

Heh...trying to retain deep thoughts while scrolling past your photos is a test of will, lol. Maybe this is not a good question without a better understanding of what you're feeling, but do you have any past hobbies that might engage your interest during these long waits? Though I don't know you well, I've picked up enough to get a sense that you're very capable. And I don't mean only your photography.

hodssorrow

hodssorrow

New Zealand
September 2009

AUG 20, 2011 02:50 AM

I know just how frustrating drawing can be especially since the way my brain works it wont let me draw symmetrically.However it can still be nice to get creative especially when you see something inspiring.

abigbat

abigbat

United Kingdom
October 2010

AUG 20, 2011 02:56 AM

You really are absurdly attractive.

Anyway, that removal looks agonising - hope it get's finished soon!

Sounds like you need to take some time out, clear your head. Nothing worse than getting all pent up and not knowing how to relax and deal with things one at a time - get away for a weekend, hit the beach or a forest. I tend to have so much on my plate at once with my band and art and all that I have to totally escape every week or two just to relax and get back to a comfortable place. x

BrassBancroft

BrassBancroft

USA
November 2006

AUG 20, 2011 03:29 AM

-When you're a balding 30 year old I think it's ok to get sick of looking at yourself in the mirror. When you are one of the most beautiful women on this website...that I have a harder time believing.

-Levee is a sweet heart, never surprised to hear that she's helping someone.

-Can't help you in the job front best of luck finding something!

-And that removal pic looks extremely painful.

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