I guess I've been writing; I guess I've been thinking. About a lot of different things. No where to really start, or end for that matter. Nothing important to cover as a high point. I've been writing down little thoughts here and there. I find I'm better at writing one-liners down than actually sitting down and writing a paragraph or pages on my thoughts: it all moves too fast and my hands just can't keep up. It'll be interesting in a few years when I stumble upon this notebook and see the few notes I wrote down and try to remember what I was thinking or referring to at the time: maybe I'll remember or maybe I'll be stumped but maybe I'll be able to apply it to something current in my life at the new time.
I've been avoiding social networking sites. I've gone through these moods before where I just don't feel like exchanging the everyday courtesies with people I hardly know, especially when it's in places as superficial as the internet. I have messages on facebook that I don't even want to touch. If I can ignore them long enough it will be as if they're not there, right? If I never read them their content cannot exist to me. I'm just not feeling myself right now, but then again if I do this periodically wouldn't it be a part of me in some way?



But do you know what I really want? I want to stop feeling sick. I guess I just feel beat. I feel like I'm trying to please as many people as I possibly can, while not stepping on any toes, while still keeping my sanity (which was waning for a bit there). I'm lacking structure. School will give it back to me. I just can't stand being at a standstill. I need shit to happen.

Let's move on to a more upbeat subject: Tell me little things that you like. I'll name a few of mine...
Water rings on paper.
The smell of a new tattoo.
The smell of a newly printed book.
Circuit boards.
The light snoring of my dogs.
People in electric wheelchairs that have dogs in their laps.
Elderly people who tell me they like my tattoos.
Overcast days.
Old photos.
Computer graphics homework.
Report cards.
Stacked books.
Anything print related. (faxes, files, large amounts of freshly printed paper)
Finding random keys. (due to the nature of my dads business, there would always be lost and random keys around his warehouse and I would go around and collect them as a kid when I would go with him to work)
Anything with a Chihuahua or R2D2 on it.
Delphi being the first thing I see when I come home because she always hears me first.


I suppose now would be an appropriate time to regale you with my Comic-Con recap.

First off, my iPhone photos:
The first night I stayed with Alicee at her place and met her sweet little pups.
First up is Chanel.

Next is Brock who I LOVE and want to be my new boyfriend.
You can kind of see Indy's (I think that's his name) butt in the top of this shot. He's still a youngin' so he moved around a lot.
Next day, pre-shoot.
Lunch with Milloux and Alicee
Pictured here are the backs of Milloux, Bradley, and Lolana.
Bob's boobs.
Chloe and I.
Me and Alicee.
Tita and I.
Ackley
Rambo & Milloux & Bradley
A lady bug landed on Milloux!
I drew a booth corgi for Radeo who proceeded to take a photo.
I shot Bob
Bob and Chloe
& Rlei, haha
Bob!

Now for some photos I've gathered from other sources:
Chloe, Rambo, Radeo, and Bob

A really dark photo of Bob, myself and Alicee.

Alicee, Bradley, myself, Bob and Vanessa

Seahorse and myself. He is the photographer behind my multi with Sash!

This photo cracks me up because of Alicee and Radeo in the back. Milloux, Exning, Venom and Bradley.

Chloe, Bradley, Alicee and me looking angry for some reason. I think I had zoned out and stopped thinking about what my face was doing.

And just me.

So that was comic-con, also in attendance but not pictured was Callioppe, CameronStewart, Missy and Sean. I think I covered everyone but I'm going to feel like total shit if I forgot to mention anyone.

I'm glad I went and I had a lot of fun but I don't know if I'm going to go back. It's all just a lot to handle. Smaller conventions I can handle or maybe just a day at the SDCC but a whole weekend is just way too much for me.

And lastly, a few days after returning I was pleased to receive the following:


How happy am I? Sooper happy. Way happier than I sounded when I started this blog. And I feel better now then I did then too! Go me! Ahh the healing powers of naked girls and awesome swag.

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'Til next time!