SuicideGirl: Kemper
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JULY 19, 2011 @ 12:32 AM


I feel like the creep level in my inbox has increased dramatically. I always got relatively normal and/or nice messages here on SG, and the occasional “I masturbated to you”, etc., but lately I’ve been getting more persistent and, for lack of a better word, odd people sending me messages. I don’t want to single anyone out or even say anything too specific but if someone messages me and doesn’t get a response, typically that person won’t message again the next week, day, or even within the hour. I like to think that usually people understand that I get a lot of messages and don’t have all the free time in the world to sit around daily and respond instantaneously.

It shocks me how little shame people have sometimes. Some of the things I read or hear make me wonder what people are thinking when they decide it’s a good idea to come out with those thoughts.
Just put the social-suicide gun back away in the lock-box you keep it in, deep in the hidden recesses of your mind and walk away.
If you absolutely must bring it out, use it on someone else, please. My pity only stretches so far which doesn’t include those with no self respect or respect for others.


Otherwise, I’ve been fab. I’m really looking forward to Comic-Con!!! I’m even leaving early to see miss Alicee. Amongst the multitudes of girls I'm really excited to see are Bob, Tita, and Milloux. I'm sad that Sash isn't going to be joining us there. frown

Given there's only 24 hours left until the anticipated multi set, I will reveal my beautiful counterpart. And all of you who guessed Bob were wrong! You were so sure too! Muahaha!

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Apparently it doesn't hit the SG wall until 11pm PST.
You have less then 24 hours to mentally prepare yourselves.


In other news, I have a lot going on right, between a few different shoots being set up, a meeting with a big tattoo magazine, comic-con, a trip for a wedding, an attempt at a trip up to SF. It all seems like more than it is. I'm not stressing, just taking these things as they come. Life has been great, along with all the people who fill it.

Since I'm probably going to be blowing my iPhone up with photos at comic-con, I'm going to go ahead and unload July photos so far on you NOW. Get ready!!!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

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I've been having strange dreams lately. I guess it'd be more accurate to label them at nightmares.
A few nights back I dreamt that my family had given my dog, Delphi, to my sister. I started plotting how to get her back. Finally when I got the chance to go steal her back she was nowhere to be found and upon asking someone there I was informed that Delphi had died. She is our youngest dog so there'd be no reason for her to die anytime soon in real life. I just cried the entire dream. I can't ever recall having cried in a dream before but I woke up and she was in my room in her little doggy bed so I have her a big hug and told her not to die, at least not prematurely.
Last night I had a really disturbing nightmare, I don't even want to recount it in detail, in fact I don't want to remember it ever. I dreamt that my friend was being savagely beaten and mutilated by a gang. It was so horrifying that it woke me up and I did everything I could to get it out of my mind. I can't possibly imagine what would allow me to dream something so terrible. Unfortunately, I remember it vividly, as I do most dreams, I just wish I could forget it.
I'm even a little afraid to fall asleep for fear of seeing something similar in my sleep tonight.
I'll just try to think pleasant thoughts before sleep and hope I never have to be reminded of it again...



Maroon 5 is my guilty pleasure.

I'm starting to realize that emotional for me is something no one sees. I haven't shared myself with anyone in so long.





I'm so tired of playing, playing with this bow and arrow. Gonna give my heart away, leave it to the other girls to play for I've been a temptress too long...



Stand Inside Your Love
The gay thing is that this video is suddenly unavailable to the US on Youtube. It was available a few months ago considering I remember watching it during the school semester.



See you at Comic-con!
Kemper: Out!

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lamesauce_nox

lamesauce_nox

San Bernardino, CA
February 2008

JUL 19, 2011 12:44 AM

I soooo wish I could go to comic con. Someday....

Until then, I anticipate living vicariously through your SDCC experience. Take a shit ton of pictures. And then take some more. <3

Bitten

Bitten

SUICIDEGIRL

Arizona, USA

JUL 19, 2011 12:45 AM

Loving the robot necklace. 645 in box is insane! I thought my 30 something was daunting. Have fun at comic- con.

thescarykid

thescarykid

USA
May 2010

JUL 19, 2011 12:49 AM

Yeah, 654... shit, man. Wish I was going to CC. I actually forgot to buy tickets. How does that happen, right?

AlkalinesBFF

AlkalinesBFF

Buffalo, NY
January 2010

JUL 19, 2011 12:59 AM

I've often thought about messaging you, just to introduce myself and tell you that you are the definition of gorgeous and perfect but the fact that im sure i would be the one millionth guy to say that and i figured your inbox would have 645 messages always kept me, but i guess i did it here. Hope the creepers leave you alone soon smile

Ceres

Ceres

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

JUL 19, 2011 01:01 AM

i totally agree with you about the whole "creep factor" thing.
my inbox is just gross right now!

adorable photos by the way + can't wait to see the sexiness that is you and Sash
xoxo kiss

veehaitch

veehaitch

Australia
October 2008

JUL 19, 2011 01:02 AM

I totally agree Kemper. Im just grateful we get to send the love for whats you sexy girls put into this site . and your heavenly breasts. God bless them love

samiam3737

samiam3737

USA
May 2009

JUL 19, 2011 01:32 AM

Hit me up if you come out to SF!

Anime

Anime

Japan
July 2011

JUL 19, 2011 01:49 AM

Sucks you're experiencing the creepers, I'd imagine that happens a lot on here. You're at least going to Comic-Con this weekend, granted that doesn't help with the creepers, but think of it this way, i'm sure you can buy something there to zap them away blackeyed

akuhidori

akuhidori

Oak Harbor, WA
June 2011

JUL 19, 2011 02:00 AM

Holy crap!!! I am sorry for the creepy ass guys. That is just ... well ... sad. But I do have a question for you. How are you getting the old style photos off your iPhone? I would love to have that app.

MetaTag

MetaTag

United Kingdom
September 2002

JUL 19, 2011 02:11 AM

The bargain being struck here seems fairly obvious. We get an wonderful view of beauty from the SG's and in return we show our interest and appreciation in ways that encourage the SG's to feel good about their involvement.

Creepiness pours cold water on the fire. eeek

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

JUL 19, 2011 02:17 AM

Hopefully, if I ever PM you, it will be a little more profound and a little less creepy... surreal I don't get some people.

Seann

Seann

I'm lost
March 2007

JUL 19, 2011 02:21 AM

mmmMMMmmm Deep fried fingers!
Best Bathing suit EVER!
Love yoda
The synopsis gave me a nosebleed..

and the creeps.... well, i think the world is stuck with them sadly

hodssorrow

hodssorrow

New Zealand
September 2009

JUL 19, 2011 03:13 AM

I dont send you messages because I know how many you get. If you do make it to SF be careful of earthquakes as me and some friends were mucking about with the earthquake software at university the other day and it predicts it is the next likely city in the ring of fire to be hit by one.

RooCH

RooCH

Australia
April 2011

JUL 19, 2011 03:30 AM

Ah, Portishead. I also find Mike Patton's version of Glory Box to be haunting. Man, the synopsis for that film is bad ass. Must get around to watching that.

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JUL 19, 2011 04:19 AM

I knew it was Sash (pats self on back.). I figure Bob will come later,
Enjoy Comic-Con, smile

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