I am bored and no one's home so it's always fun to see me naked somewhere else than my room right?



Right.

Apparently I'm blonde now too. Haha, no it's not that bad. I got some highlights but it looks a lot more blonde in those photos because of the light.

• My mom is pissed at me because she was bugging me earlier about who I was texting and I said "Well, it's Nikki but it's none of your business." That may seem a bit harsh but you'd have to understand how my mom gets when she's nosy like that, not to mention it's just annoying when anyone asks who you're texting because hey, guess what, it's none of your business.



• I have a couple male acquaintances who bother me simply because I know when they ask to hang out with me, they just want to fuck me. Now THAT may seem cocky or whatever, but I have plenty of male friends who are perfectly normal and don't make me feel that way. In all fairness there's only two guys I'm thinking of: one of them I did have sex with when I was seeing him and now he only texts me when his parents are leaving town (he moved back in with them last semester) in hopes that I'll "come over". The second one I went on one date with and after he texted me constantly trying to get me to come over and making sexual comments, and when my R2 bathing suit photo went viral he messaged me to tell me he "must have me". No thanks. And on that ONE date, there wasn't even as much as a kiss so he has no reason to feel justified in trying to get me to sleep with him. Annoying, k thx.



• Another pet peeve: Men who can't be men, or should I say boys who can't be men. If there's an issue, just say it. I'd rather talk about it then just play the awkward waiting game because I don't play games and I definitely don't wait. This pet peeve is actually in effect right now. He probably thinks he's getting away with having to talk about it with me when really, I've already moved forward and gotten over the issue. Can't wait to see if this guy will fall into the previous category in a couple months. Ah, the anticipation.



• People (not just guys) who text me CONSTANTLY. If I didn't answer you the first time, don't text me about it again. I told you to begin with I didn't want to spend my day texting you but you're still texting me constantly. Last night multiple times, this morning when I woke up, later when I'm driving, again and again and again. It's annoying and it's a turn off (granted this is directed more towards that person you went on ONE date with.)

I need a good balance. I want a relationship, but at the same time I can't fucking stand them. I don't want a growth, a cling-on, or anything else along those lines. But I also don't want a shady motherfucker who doesn't tell me anything. Aw well, the search continues.