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MAY 18, 2011 @ 02:13 PM


I'm at a stand still. I have access AND excess of an anti-depressant I don't need and yet I keep making an attempt to get my heart medication refilled with no success. I've been off of it for over a month now because the nurses are incompetent and only accept voice mails, not phone calls, and only attempted to call me back once (when I was in class) for the numerous times I've called and left messages. The chest pain hasn't really returned so so far so good I guess but I know it's unhealthy and it's putting stress on my heart.
I'm just annoyed and frustrated at the situation. I'd love to write a scathing letter.

I spoilered this because it's a long rant stemming from the above mini rant.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Lately I've been in situations where I've wanted to go to people's superiors and get them fired. I know that's mean but I get so frustrated at the time that I'm thinking, "I'm giving you my money and you've been given this job to aid me in some way and if you're not willing to do that job successfully then why not give it to someone who will do it better?" Last semester, I had been trying to make an appointment with my school's co-chair of my department to talk with her about a few things and to get her to sign a form I had and she ARGUED with me over email misconstruing everything I needed from her and essentially saying I'd be wasting her time. I was so frustrated I wanted to bash her brains in and wipe her brain matter and blood on the form I needed as a sign of her consent and signature. I compiled my email conversation with her and sent it to my mom (who was the parent who always believed the teacher was right and I was wrong) and she agreed that this woman was incompetent and useless, ESPECIALLY when we pay more for a semester then most people make in a year. Why should I be paying that much for anything less than phenomenal, worship-the-ground-you-walk-on service?

AND I can't take summer school at my old junior college because EVERYTHING is already filled and closed. Fuck. My. Life.
KThxBai.




On to the happiness these two bring me. I rely on them more than any love interest.
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<3 Das babies. Love them soo ssosos soso so much.

Anywho, past the rant-tastic beginning. I'm trying to remember to screen cap inquiries from members to answer:

I actually do use the hats a lot. I get cold easily and they're also good for covering my head when my hair looks bad. Haha. It rained yesterday and I wore my R2D2 beanie! Some of them don't get a lot of use like the shark one with the tail straight in the air, it's more of just a prized possession since my best friend made it for me last Christmas. smile


I DID stay after the credits for Thor, TWICE! Haha, I saw it again with someone else on Monday and we stayed and saw the scene after the credits for my second time! Yay!

I really want to do this to my hair.
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Like... REALLY bad. But it would involve SO much work and I've been growing my hair out to be red for SO long. Sure, I did the orange and the pink a few weeks back but it was just over my natural red hair and I knew it would rinse out. This would involve bleaching and a lot of dye AND a lot of upkeep. But I WANT SO BAD! It'd be SO amazing. In case you hadn't realized I have a rainbow obsession. Even as a child I've NEVER had a "favorite color" and I'm realizing I just prefer the beauty of the color spectrum as a whole in the form of the rainbow. All my tattoos are colorful, I just love bright color combinations.
Want. Want. WANT!

THIS WEEKEND is going to be full of epicness.
I've been invited to preview the new Star Tours at Disneyland! WOO! On Friday I will be at the Everything to do with Sex show in LA! I can't wait to see all the gorgeous girls I've been missing these past few months and it should be really interesting. I've only ever been to comic conventions so far (and one horror convention) so I'm excited to see a different dynamic of convention. ALSO Club Suicide on Saturday night! SO excited for that too and hopefully I can see the lovely miss Jaxy who I've been missing dearly. <3

I think that's it for news, I always end up writing more than I expect to. I'll leave you with some photos and hopefully I'll see some people around for this SG filled weekend!

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Toodles.

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Jaxy

Jaxy

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

MAY 18, 2011 02:20 PM

Omfg I want my hair like that too. It's soooo pretty but yes the upkeep would be a total bitch.

I cannot wait to see you!!! I miss your face sooo much! And you prepare yourself for the hug of a lifetime even though you hate people touching you! <3

knickh

knickh

New York, NY
July 2010

MAY 18, 2011 02:22 PM

you look great in hats...glasses too!

Padre

Padre

Tolleson, AZ
March 2007

MAY 18, 2011 02:24 PM

Medical field, that part I knew was a nightmare & education I know is a nightmare. Hopefully you only have to deal with that cuz if you have to deal with the trifecta of medical, education, & federal dealings you probably kill someone.
Hats are great, I can't explain my love for hats but you have to love them to understand. I live in fucking Phoenix & I wear a beanie & yes my head gets hot as fuck but I love my beanie tongue
I love you too Kemper, hit me up some time

Denie

Denie

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAY 18, 2011 02:25 PM

amazing new profile pic! and also love those pics with hands around you!

you are so pretty

xHeartSwornx

xHeartSwornx

Brunswick, OH
June 2004

MAY 18, 2011 02:25 PM

Hair like that would rock! Well, it would rock had anyone the time for the up-keep! smile
The R2-D2 hat is awesome, you really do have some amazingly awesome hats. biggrin

grim_ronin

grim_ronin

USA
October 2010

MAY 18, 2011 02:35 PM

Sorry you got hurt Kemper. It's good to know you have furry family to keep you from getting too low! I know once I have a stable home puppy is high on the get list! I agree with your rant but it's nice of you not to frag your foes. Your sets from prison would all look the same! >.<

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

MAY 18, 2011 02:44 PM

Those people have jobs. Their jobs are to serve. You are the customer. Thus, their jobs are to serve you. And as a customer, you are always right, It is, indeed, natural law,

Steam_

Steam_

HOPEFUL

USA

MAY 18, 2011 02:45 PM

Arent dogs the best therapy? My dog is like my lifeline.
I love your red hair. Seriously.
But the rainbow thing, OMFG. Me too.
I wanna go to that sex show so bad! Have fun for me!
xoxo

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

MAY 18, 2011 02:49 PM

Maybe go to the doctor's office when you have some time, and make them give you a new scrip right then and there? Nothing like a bureaucratic mentality. mad
Didn't you put some rainbow colors in your hair once before? I agree, it would be very pretty. smile
I can't see leaving you. I just can't. Not for any reason. confused
As always, your pictures are beautiful - because you are. love
As for what I'm reading: The Godfather by Mario Puzo, the book on which the movie (which I actually haven't seen! shocked ) is based.

There's nothing like a dog (or dogs) to make you feel better. smile

Charlatan

Charlatan

Minneapolis, MN
September 2004

MAY 18, 2011 04:00 PM

In the six years I've been on this site I've never been screen capped. I'm not sure what I should say or who I should thank, other than you obviously.

I totally relate to your frustration with the school. Colleges are giant bureaucratic nightmares. Every time I have any type of paperwork I need taken care of at my school it makes me want to grind someone's face into a cheese grater. If I am going to be forking out over thirty grand a year I should only be stressed about grades and nothing else.

I also kind of agree with your relationship thing. I've been seeing someone recently and am not sure if it is something that isn't going to be a distraction at best or end in disaster for me at worst. Next academic year I plan on doing a study abroad and a relationship doesn't really fit into that equation. On the other hand, love is a wonderful thing that I long for very much. It's difficult to let a spark pass you by; at least it is for me.

Still, it's summer in Minneapolis, which has no equal, there is comic convention this weekend here, Man Man is playing next week, and I'm going to Chicago in ten days. Life is good. I hope everything that has you stressed works out for the best. Good thoughts to you.smile

Leilee

Leilee

SUICIDEGIRL

Tennessee, USA

MAY 18, 2011 04:35 PM

my teachers at school are the same way..everytime i ask a question or make a statement, they just ignore me or treat me like im a total idiot. surreal
im so jealous about the star tours! take me! :p

Silence01

Silence01

Denver, CO
August 2007

MAY 18, 2011 04:43 PM

Damn I'm jealous I want to go on the new Star Tours! I need to move back to Cali. If you did dye your hair like that you could do a Rainbow Brite set.

Alicee

Alicee

SUICIDEGIRL

Nevada, USA

MAY 18, 2011 06:10 PM

<3 your going to have so much fun!! i cant wait to see you i need to plan a trip smile

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

MAY 18, 2011 07:27 PM

That hair looks like a twisted cany cane!
Gah, you always look so great in your photos! love love
Take care ok. kiss kiss

melted

melted

El Segundo, CA
October 2004

MAY 18, 2011 08:18 PM

One thing you can try is call the pharmacy that filled your prescription and ask for a refill, they will then call the doctors office for authorization.

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