..How are you Darlings? I've been fighting the flu and or food poisoning plus trying to get my school work done making my life miserable SERIOUSLY. soooooooooooo anyways I'm took the night off from school to stay home and rest. I definitely have CABIN FEVER!!!

uNTIL nEXT tIME...

Since the jobs are scare, and I still unemployed...I decided to go back to college for Criminal Justice through the Obama Opportunity.gov to better myself. BUSY BUSY BUSY



Sorry sugarboogers I haven't much to say today...

MAKE YOUR DAY SOMETHING SPECIAL NO MATTER HOW SMALL

HUGS

I woke up this morning to make my morning , erm, I mean to , sit down and read over possible job opportunities of course, to my discouragement there is nothing I am qualified for

The night before Mark and I discussed riding our knocks to Issaquah to check out the Rat Batards Car Show, but my mans knock was sputtering, unwilling to go over 30mph so we turned around and rode home. It's okay though, another day and time



REMEMBER TO TREAT PEOPLE AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED

HUGS,

...

Mmm, s t r e T C H...Micky, my 10 year old kitty, looks to me gives me some of his wonderful cold, nose kisses, jumps the bed, looks at the gate, then back at me as if to say, "Would you mind?" Ha! My kitty has definitely got character. I do one more good S T R E T C H and proceed to slowly roll out of bed. I'm Micky's elevator ya know. I open the front door to let him out, yet he still paws at the door as if on this particular day I would forget. A mystery they are indeed! I reach over and ......I use the last three squares..., slighty miffed at myself for not taking care of that errand last night. I grab my sweatpants, hat, keys and handbag and I'm out the door. My plan is drive to Walgreen's, go in entrance off 15th, leave by way of Market street, turn right on 17th, pass 7-11, make another right past the Post Office and fill up on gas at the 76 Station. I pick my man up from the airport later this evening so I wanted to make sure the van was good to go. As I am driving down 15 Avenue in the right hand lane I notice two cop cars are stoped ahead in the lane I am in so I turn on my left turn signal and drive over. As I approach closer I noticed several cop cars surrounding the 76 Gas Station, yellow crime scene tape, camera man walking briskly to set up his camera, news crew getting ready to roll...I admit I did rubberneck...it's my hood. I'm curious. I continue onward to my destiination and purchase the very needed and completely out of TP. I stick to the plan and leave by way of Market street, turn right on 17th, pass 7-11, make another right past the Post Office and try to fill up at the 76 Station knowing full well I would not be able to. It was just another excuse for me to rubber neck a bit more. I make another right back onto 15th Avenue, make left on Market street and thankfully no cars made a swirft left turn into the shell gas station. I ask the clerk as I am pre paying, "Do you know what happened at the 76 Gas Station"? His reply, "Yes. Approxiimately 7am this morning the place got robbed and the clerk was shot and killed". He proceeds to describe the clerk to me per my request. I knew the guy, not well but he always remembered me when I would I come in. A nice, younger fellow, dark hair and eyes. Friendly. That's the gas station we stop at before riding out hardknocks' for a long, fun ride. I instantly got a chill down my spine and goose bumps up and down my arms. It has sadden me greatly. I did shed tears for the younger man when I arrived back home, sitting on the couch typing to my man about what I had seen and heard just as I am doing right now with you. I did turn on the television and checked all the news stations in hopes maybe one was covering it live. I ended up turning it off. I do not understand WHY they had to kill the clerk. Isn't enough to go in an steal from people, mostly likely family owned and operated business? I mean think about it. It's from all their hard work, blood, sweat and tears, years of compromising to get to be where they are today.

**Seriously if your having a bad time, life isn't treating you well, you got no money, maybe you recently became homeless...ya know just down and out...either take this and call me in the morning OR , BUT DON'T TAKE OUT THE CLERK. C'mon a bigger person would just say and sleep on it.

HUGS

Heres a true story that should bring a smile to your face.

My man is in MN right now. He wired me monies today to help me get through while he is away. I receive $100 via Western Union. I go to my bank to pay the overdraft fee I was aware of which was $34.00. Of course it's never what it seems. I actually ended up being $72.00 in overdrafts. I won't go into WHY I had the overdrafts other than a hint, CLEARWIRE. Anyway, now I have twenty bucks to my name until he returns home. There is no gas in the van so basically the twenty bucks gets to go into gas so I can pick him up in two days which leaves me ZERO. I send him an email to inform him that I am now broke again so would he send more monies via western union. He doesn' feel like going to western union again so of course I am livid and think his behavior is inconsiderate and rude. My attitude at this point to anyone who said anything to me was Bottom line I am pissed so to try to get me back into a lovely mood so I distract myself by walking to the library and taking care of letters I needed to type and mail in. Mind you I am still very upset. I finish at the library and walk home by way of the Post Office. Along the way I pass the senior assisted living and approximately ten feet in front of me I notice a ladybug on the sidewalk. Now through the grape vine I have been told ladybugs bring good fortune. I lay my hand down on the sidewalk in hopes the ladybug crawls up which it eventually did. I admire the ladybug for several minutes, then put it back down only this time not on the sidewalk where it could be potentially squished, yet on the grass next to a tree. Of course the incident brings a smile to my face. I continue onward to my apartment. I was craving the can sprite I had bought earlier so I take it out of the fridge, open a cabinet door to grab the coozie and to my suprise there lays a fifty dollar bill. I seriously stood there in disbelief for what seem like longer than it mostly likely was.

WOW! Wonders never cease. I now am able to survive until my man returns home, hence I am now in a wonderful mood.

I really want to go out dancing, but I have no one to go with. My friends are all pre occupied so I guess it's a good book tonight lounging with my beloved kitty, Micky. Oh and let's not forget my three crazy, yet super cute ferrets.



HUGS

THIS DAY F*CKING SUCKS........................

I just received word that I get the night OFF! WooHoo...that means I have 3 1/2 days off.

I get paid tomorrow which makes it a full circle of happiness!

HAVE A GREAT DAY!

NOW THAT IS AN ASS YOU COULD CRACK ACORNS ON!!!

I thoroughly enjoy working out; however lately I've gotten a bit lazy. Well that isn't entirely true, I did have the motorcycle accident that put me out briefly, then the rest is just laziness. I have Gunnar Peterson workout at home. His workout shows results. I did have a free 7 day trial at LA Fitness which I absolutely enjoyed. I wanna get a monthly membership, but lately fifty bucks is more the equivilent of $200!

My first month at Rick's as a manager was interesting, new, get to listen to music all night, but now I think no so much. I am sticking it out for ~ 8 months until I can attend the Animal Control Officer Academy March 2010. I can start taking some courses in October.

and on that note...

so I have no awesome or funny 4th of July story. I actually had to work last night which btw was HELLA BORING. I ended up calling my man several times over within a small amount of time passing bugging him with awkward silence and few words to say.

Unsure what I wanna do today. I heard of a Rockabilly gathering somewhere in Bremerton. It could be fun. I work tonight so I don't know if I wanna deal with the ferry. Maybe I will walk to the beach. Just being outside is healthier than sitting on your ass inside your home staring at the mindnumbing box... I'M RAMBLING

oH fORGET iT...lATER

ENJOY YOUR DAY.

oH aND