slowly dying my hair red
currntly only done the underneath bit of fringe
unsure if to do it all
pretty scared to be honest
god that makes me sound SO sad haha


Whats going on in my life right NOW

-DISSERTATION oh what a bore im aiming to have it done by next thurs (one week today) i have only done 500 and it needs to be 10,000 words
FUCK
not good so looks like i wont be going out next few days which is really frustrating because so many things are happening

-Seeing james and sky and possibly elf on saturday for lunch
which im sooo excited about yummy food with lush ladies!!!

-ALso on sat is Akemi's birthday weee so will be meetin her for a few then back home to do more work which sucks because i have not seen her in a while and i miss her muchos

ALSO please go have a look at what i have for sale in the sg sales area
(i have no idea how to link to places HELP??? i want also to link to my wishlist which i have created)

i went to my little (20) cousins eventon monday and Fabric
it was a good night but i got SOOO lost
it was so big in there and so smoky so i left
BUT
of cource being a classic me i couldnt leave without doing something stupid

INFRONT of his gf (who i was jsut being introduced too)
i was like ' oh also i model now... naked on the internet great isnt it??'
thier faces were of shock and she walked away
still not sure what my cousin thinks have been too scared to ask

oops

hope everyone is well?
what have you got planned for the weekend??
xo

WHO IS JAY EVANS???


got a cheque from jay evans today and no idea who it is



also thanks for the many emails i have recieved about my event
it went really well thank you
everyone loved ettin
www.myspace.com/ettinuk
and were dancin lots which was fab
no major issues
mainly the issues were with the security who to be honest were fuckin nobs
they turned people away and told them to go upstairs (so they wld get more money as a venue as they charge 10 pounds on the door and we were chargin 3 which all went to charity)
i thought it was fukin sick that they did this n or cource i questioned them and they simply said
'meh i can do watever i want'

ah well
i just wanan thank the lovely disco and amarie for helpin me out i would not have been able to do with without you guys
its so nice that you guys (everyone pretty much on sg) support me and one another
i love the community on this site and how some people are so genuine and givin its nice to know there are actually still nice people out there in this world

x

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FOR 3 BANDS
DJS TILL 2 AM
MAGICIANS, JUGGLERS
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PLEASE PLEASE COME

On a more positive note there are SOME nice people around

Finally uploaded pics from Brighton Tattoo convention was a fab weekend and thanks to everyone for working, and to those who came along and said hey to us ladies. Despite stupid train troubles Shiro made it to the convention after over SEVEN hours on the train poor lady.

Met Charity for the first time and realised how similar we are.. we said things at the same time and pull the same facial expressions haha.

My boyfriend dave came along too and modelled the mens thermal hah




THe amazing Kit was there pulling sexy faces [god this girl makes me laugh]



After a long day working at the convention we went to wagamamas for dinner (yum)






My sexy babies (even though i realised im actually the youngest haha)



Men wear SG panties too (what fukin legends)



About 30 secs after this pic was taken someone pulled his pants down haha causing an uproar around our stand




MY TWIN AND ME PULLING THE SAME FACE haha






All the girliessssss lookin sexy



This Pic was taken by a very good friend of mine Menna



And finally
we made it into some MAGS wooop woopp
This is from SKin Deep (out now) Half page spread



ANd this is from the Argus (local newspaper)




Hope you enjoyed

its sunny today
and i have a major photoshoot in 2 hours
FUCK excited
x

fuck it
you unfriendly fucking dicks

just fukin chill out
fuk your stupid rules
i try and help out
i try and do something for you but it all get fukin thrown in my face
i have no idea why i bother


cheers to those who are real friends
fuk those who push me out

ahhhh i have long blonde hair aaahhhhhhhhhhhhh








AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I will answer yours questions soon in a vid stupid thing wouldnt upload coz it was too long

I had one of the best weekends so far this year it was my good friends 21st and it was 'marine theme' as her name is Marina
was so much fun.
Here are some pictures......





Marine Crew



Me getting attacked by a pirate


Best girlies everrrr




DRUNKKK




Also back in december time Fatal came to my house to do a photo shoot for her uni work called 'doppelganger'
Here are two of my fav pics






ALSOOOOOO
who is coming to the brighton tattoo convention
NOT LONG NOW
so excited about it

much love
x

[edit] I found out today Heath Ledger is dead it really upset me as his grandparents are friends of the family and so was Heath
so it was very shocking to hear and upset me quite a lot

RIP

yet another one gone to the shit world of drugs

x

send me any questions you wanna ask me and i will answer in a video
i fancy making one tonight so get too it

look forward to your questions
x
ok so i made the vid
and now im really gutted coz i can upload it as its more than 100 mb
im reli bummed out
im gonna have to make another one... shorter
x

heyy
im so sorry its been so long i am useless i went to see the spice girls AGAIN tonight i was very lucky to get VIP passes and i met cheryl and ashley cole was mental, i was so drunk that i said 'I feel so sorry for you, and your life' To ASHLEY hahaha ohh dear, was pretty funny though.











bad boi mel b



SUICIDE BOYS (check out thier coats)



BEST BOOBIES EVER



Girl Power





I also went to see the Spice Girls in Koln,Germany with one of my best friends who is moving to America soon, and when they sang 'Goodbye' we both cried and hugged one another, its amazing how powerful a song can be and how it can bring people together. I saw lots of my family whilst we were there which was amazing. I saw my cousin who is now 8 and she is so funny she said to my auntie (once we had left) ' Angela your not as fun as the girls.. i want them back"' bless her haha little children can say whatever they want god damn them.

Me messin about with the cam in germany


Me and emma on a crazy night out



Me the next day... sooo hanging



WOLF WINE.. amazing



I had a really good christmas with probably far too much christmas cheer as i ended up having 5 christmas's al together. Christmas eve was spent at my moms (as us germans celebrate on 24th) we had a sandwich for lunch hah and a party in the evening (the way xmas's should be) stayed up till 3 am with my friends drinking absenthe (EW), the next day i text my dad saying 'please can we cancel xmas this year' because i was so hanging, but of cource that couldnt happen. I had an ok xmas day and in the eve i went to a friends house with my mum and we played many crazy games and ended up having a late one .. again. Boxing day i saw my cousins which was amazing (they are like my brothers and sisters) and i gave matthew (my 2 yr old bro_ his christmas present. Which was a mini kitchen .. i think i ended up playing with it more that he did but yeh he loved it!!!

Me and my house mates


my bf dave and my xmas tree



New years with my girls


New years eve was my boyfriends FIRST new years (in 2 years) with me in brighton so it was really nice we went to a gig and then to a party which was amazing. But the next day i found out one of my good friends.. and his brother were stabbed nye so that dampend my mood and im still pretty shaken up about it...


But on a good note... i cant wait for the brighton tattoo convention, dont forget to spread the word and please post this flyer wherever you can it would really help me out (im promoting it)


ta
xxx

thinking of tomorro..
when my essay will be done
and i will be drinking with good friends
and i will be going home and celebrating there too


right now im finding it hard to keep my eyes open this week i have had to write 11,270 words.. and im not even joking
its not even for my dissertation its for cource work.
i have had about 10 hours sleep all week im surviving on raisins and my smoothie that is about to run out
i have the worst headache over


the worst thing is im writing bollox just to get this essay in and i no im gonna fail but right now i couldnt care less i just want to get it in.

i guess it is all my fault i spoke to my friend sam on msm for 4 hours as its been so so long since we spoke he makes me laugh so much i love people like that, people you can just pick up the fone to and chat to about shit all but still laugh and they still make you smile.

i have very few friends that i can do that with but with the ones i can.. i fucking love especially akemi that girl can make me smile no end and we chat about shit and its just funny, i cant wait to see her again when i go back home


next week im seeing the spice girls in cologne. germany im so excited and i dont care what anyone says about me being sad for liking them. i no i will end up crying, wishing i was 8 again and i will be singing along, and i will look to my left and there will be emma singing with me , and then we will smile, and realise this is not going to happen ever again.

A lot of friends have left me recently and it has been such a shock and has really got to me
my good friend emma is moving to america to live with her fiance, my friend katie has moved to france and another friend has gone travelling around the world, i know our paths will meet again, but right now im just hurting. its hard to find good friends and when you do you dont want to let them go, thats why half of me i scared about going home for christmas, will i have anyone to hang out with? will anyone even notice im back


i fucking hope they do
x