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JANUARY 8, 2007 @ 02:11 AM | 8 COMMENTS

Stoopid sock-monster ate all my socks! Give īem back and Iīll give you a cookie....come here liīl monster...Oide oide!

(Iīm actually planning on trapping him and keep him as a pet, donīt tell, schhh...!)

EDITED to say that englishking got him! Photographic evidence:


Heīs not as cute as I shouldīve imagined...

kiss

PS Someone bought me A Bird In The House earlier this autumn. Iīve started reading it now, and itīs awesome! God, how I love it when little presents make their way to my mailbox.
JANUARY 4, 2007 @ 05:07 AM | 13 COMMENTS



Lavender nights...what are those? The kind of nights when you just canīt sleep, when you are held awake by some inner fire. So awake, at the same time so calm. Absolutely yourself, but yet so lost.

This set was some sortof attempt to deal with those teenag-y feelings of being emo in your own private space. Dream and reality floating into each other. Iīm hurt but Iīm healing, Iīm sad but extremly happy. Iīm in controll, but I am chaos. Is the music really there or is it in my head?
....deep stuff, deep stuff. Well, obvioulsy, Loretta and I are a silly team and all of the pictures turned blurry because I couldnīt sit still or stop laughing. Maybe Iīm not so emo after all?

Thankyou nice people who commented on my set, I read it all and appreciate it, allthough I especially appreciate the tag someone made "70s pornstar" because it made me laugh so hard. Iīm putting that on my CV. biggrin



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Imaginary poll of the week on my guild board is "How many in the guild did you sleep with?"


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PS Iīm starting to get my life sorted again, or realizing that i will never get it sorted out completely? Iīm not sure, and in a way Iīll probably forever be a mess.
Anyway, my point is that Iīll start answearing really, really old mails, start reading blogs, watching sets from all autumn probably and try to deal with that ton of friend requests Iīve got
...and probably delete "grey" friends for the first time ever. feels sad and nostalgic, but I guess it needs to be done.

DECEMBER 25, 2006 @ 09:48 AM | 23 COMMENTS

Dear 2006,

This is what you gave to me:
-little or no money
-a fight with my best friend
-a visit to the emergency room
-stress
-breakup
-fighting
-tears
-moving away from family
-heartbreak
-no snow for Christmas

Kthnxbye!

/That girl you apparently decided to screw over

PS Okay, that might be a bit harsch. maybe we just werenīt that compatible. I hope you find someone else to...oh, wait, youīll never come back. Mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!

PPS

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Okay, seriously. I want to thank you for these things though (and theyīre actually huge):
-The beautiful bleak sun last winter
-Those times last spring when we didnīt fight
-Loretta <3
-Locksley
-Starting uni
-Work
-macbook (actually I owe that more to my favourite girl than to you, but you can feel good about it if you want to)
-Friday night dinners with my family
-All the cookies
-The beautiful, beautiful stars that special autumn night
-The way he smiled at me when I almost thought he was mine
-Music (the biggest comfort ever)
-New friends (theyīre all so great, thankyou for sending them my way)
-Azmo
-Self confidence!


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Dear 2007

I believe in you, letīs rock!

Just to be open with each other, this is what I want/need to:
-get another kitty
-learn a lot of math
-start studying computer science next autumn
-get to level 60(70) with Cardea
-start working out, start with Wing Tchun again, maybe?
-find a job!
-have lotīs of cookies!
-learn to play music, finally
-look for some other place to live, together with people, being lonely is so boring
-paint and paint and paint
-have lot of nice moments with my friends <3
-start taking photos again
-get laid!

If you do this and also promise not to make me sad ever Iīll be a very good girl and eat a lot of spinach and hold the nicest speech to your honor next New Years Eve and even cry when you go away.

kiss

love,
Katrina

DECEMBER 7, 2006 @ 10:55 AM | 10 COMMENTS

Thanks dudes! smile

Yay for WoW and hot chocolate and friends.
I decided that sadness doesnīt fit me, so Iīm happy again tongue

kiss

PS I tried editing my profile too fit the new layout but I got something like "You like movies with too long titles" back. Hrmpf.
DECEMBER 6, 2006 @ 12:16 AM | 10 COMMENTS

Fuck you for making me fall in love with you, and then just ending it. Just like that. It is no more now. Fuck fuck fuck. I donīt know if you understand how strong my feelings were/are. So in love it made me stupid. I should have known all the time we could never be.

(Okay, some anger is good. Keep that up, itīll make it easier).

But Iīm breaking inside. I donīt know how to handle this, Iīm a mess.

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DECEMBER 5, 2006 @ 11:36 PM | 3 COMMENTS

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DECEMBER 4, 2006 @ 03:08 PM | 8 COMMENTS

...

Heartbroken

...

The moon is dancing among the clouds
And my knees are shaking
And my dreams are breaking
But I know I live
But I know I live today

I know we could live tomorrow
But I know I live today
I know we could live tomorrow
But I don't think we should wait...

-Laleh
NOVEMBER 23, 2006 @ 01:52 AM | 15 COMMENTS

My new baby is here. Sheīs all small and white and perfect. My macbook Sumomo! Named after this little cutie offcourse!
(Hey, wouldnīt it be awesome now if I got a black macbook pro that ran Linux and called it Kotoko?)

Iīm not really getting my life together like I should. But it could be because of this:


(Will anyone think Iīm cool if I tell you Iīm a level 12 Troll Hunter? Nope?)

...Emo pictures of me:



Thingsies:
-OMG! Thereīs a monster outside my house! It walks by every night and lets out awful sceams. Frreals yo. Should I feed it sugar?
- All these little things in my everyday life gets so much more dramatic while having "Oh Fortuna" from Carmina Burana as the soundtrack. You should try it!
-For some weird reason itīs so much easier doing my dishes when Iīm on the phone with Azmodan. How come?
-I went on a walk yesterday with this girl Iīve gotten to know. We walked away from the city and saw these really beautiful surroundings. The sun was all pale and weak, faintly glowing just above the trees. It felt really good to get some geographical perspective on this place, and some emotional perspective on...life.
-I let someone cut my hair! OooooOh, itīs so short now. Give me back! Kaise! No really itīs fine, and it was all broken and needed to be cut a bit.
-People I hang out with are weird and have too much time on their hands: Thoryanaīs Greatest Tank Songs (I love it though!)

kiss

NOVEMBER 14, 2006 @ 12:06 PM | 12 COMMENTS

OMG how awesome:



OK guys, let's do this...Update:
-Locklsey is growing so quickly! I think he'll soon not be a little kitten anymore. Oh, my little baby's growing up... smile I feel a bit sentimental.
-Katrina loves Loretta
She is teh awesome! She's so nice and caring. I feel like she should get some sort of friendship price.
-Hey, why can't I like both Star Wars and Star Trek? Get over yourselves, people! (If I had to chose it'd be SW, yes). (But yes, I'd like a Trek uniform please).
-I'm studying again, just can't keep away from it...logic is the subject. It's fun, but I haven't really mentally started yet I think. Give me pep talks!
-I teach kids again, a bit. Can't keep away from that either. One of my students has a level 60 character in WoW. Man, how do those brats have time to study anyway?
-I've moved towns as I think you know. And with that came changing the people I ahng out with on a daily basis. I think that might be good to change you social environment, but it also sometimes have made me feel lonely.
-Gah how I love to fika. And no that's nothing dirty. That's a swedish word meaning "Drinking coffee and perhaps eating cookies and talk about things in a nice place with friends." Sortof.

Guess what happens on Thursday?

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I get a macbook delivered to my humble home! Woot!



kiss Puss och kram kiss

NOVEMBER 12, 2006 @ 10:31 AM | 6 COMMENTS

Things always take so much time..to even realize what you're up to. I still mean to let you people in to my life again. Meanwhile, here's one of those quiz thingies from sweetie L7rules:

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1) Are you a chick or a dude?
Chixx0r tongue
2) What's your lucky number?
Ï₎
3) Do you pray?
No, never.
4) Ever wish on stars?
If I see one fall I do.
5) Do you believe in karma?
No, but I sometiems try to live as if I did.
6) What's your zodiac sign?
Libra.
7) Have you ever almost died?
I guess not.
9) Do you cry during sad movies?
Yep.
10) Do you like to dance?
Mhm.
11) Ever laid under the stars?
Ever gotten laid under the stars? The answear to that would be no. But that would be a really nice thing to do, right?
12) Ever sat on a rooftop?
I used to climb onto the roof of my old house. Allthough I'm terribly afraid of heights. But I love the view.
13) Is there a such thing as a soul mate?
Is there such a thing as a soul?
14) Could you live without the television?
No problem. I don't have a tv now, and haven't had one for a while. I have a tv card though, but I don't use it.
15) Could you live without music?
I could always sing to myself, right? I can't see a way to make music completely disappear from my life, no.
17) What do you dislike the most about life?
What a question...that it doesn't give everyone the same basic chances I guess. That it can be so cruel.
18) Have you ever been to jail?
No.
19) Ever had a job for less than a day?
No.
20) Ever been fired on your off day?
No.
21) Ever been fired because of your attitude?
Not really.
22) Do you get jealous of other people?
Very seldom. I get the feeling people usually are jealous a lot more then I am.
23) Would you rather love someone or be loved?
It's heartbreaking, but I'd rather love then be loved. To love gives me something. To be loved if I don't love someone back is mostly mildly good for my ego.
24) What's under your bed right now?
Paper and letters and photos.
25) Have you ever done anything illegal?
Offcourse I have.
26) Have you ever been dumped?
Yep.
27) Ever dumped somebody?
Yeah.
28) How cool are you?
Not so much.
29) Do you support abortion?
Offcourse I do.
30) Who's your best friend?
Depends on what you mean.
31) Did you graduate high school?
Well, I live in Sweden, but yeah, I graduated something similar.
32) Do you wear the same clothes two days in a row?
Like exactly the same outfit? Nope.
33) Have you ever drove someone crazy?
That's what I do.
34) Ever bullied someone?
I used to bully my sister quite a bit when we were children. I'm so ashamed of this now, it's like the worst thing I've ever done.
35) Ever done the Macarena?
Yup. Last time was just last week or somehting when I saw the female human dance in wow.
36) Do you act your age?
Me wants to play with pretty flowers.
37) Is it okay to disrespect your parents?
Offcourse it is.
38) Do you flush the toilet when you're done?
Eh...who doesn't?
39) How long do you stay in the shower?
Forever and ever.
40) What kind of soap do you use?
Showercream from IKEA. For reals.
41) Are mullets cool?
The fish or the haircut?
42) Spiderman, Batman, or Superman?
OMG, how can you even ask? Spiderman for the win!
43) Do you like your middle name?
Yes.
44) Has anyone cheated on you?
Not that I know of.
45) Ever cheated on someone?
Yep.
46) What's your favorite animal?
Cats and pandas.
47) Favorite flower?
Something with many petals and colours.
48) Have you ever shaved your head?
No.
49) For medical use, should weed be legal?
I don't know. Ask Canada?
50) Do you think it is okay to drink and drive?
Definitely not.
51) If you won $1 million dollars, what would you buy first?
A house, and another kitty for Locklsey to play with.
52) Do you fear terrorism?
No.
53) How many SERIOUS relationships have you had?
Kinda still depends on what you mean with serious, but two I'd say then. They both were several years long and in both of them I saw a future that could have been the rest of my lfe. Serious enough?
54) What's your favorite candle scent?
Hm...cinnamon maybe?
55) Do you use profanity?
Hell yeah!
56) Who's the last person you talked to on MSN?
Codemonkeym right now, and another friend.
57) What's something you're ashamed of?
Lots of things, but the again nothing. Well, perhaps the fact that I catually like Shakira's "Underneath your clothes".
58) What woke you up last night?
The forth or five missed phone calls from friends.
59) What did you dream about last night?
It was awful. I dreamt my bunny (Yojimbo, you know) were loosing hair (as he does sometimes). I was picking it and brushing his fur, when I realized he had some loose hair on hos face too. I cecked it, and his cute little bunny face was all swollen and big. He had gotten parts that were all stiff and looked like some sort of rhino-horn. It frightened me so much, it was something really awful about it, I knew that.
Ask Freud?
60) Ever been to the zoo?
Yeah.
61) How many beers did you have today?
None.
62) What's the last movie watched?
The Call of Cthulu
63) Are you usually late or on time?
Usually about 15 minutes late.
64) What's a cartoon you watch often?
Does anime count? I often watch Azumanga Daioh when I feel a bit down.
65) Do you have any imaginary friends?
Nah.
66) Are you waiting on something right now?
Yep, I'm waiting for my macbook to be delivered later this week hopefully.
67) Who's pretty?
Ooh, it's so pretty!
68) Who's ugly?
Mental breakdown?
69) Are you worried about something?
I think so.
70) Ever swam in the ocean?
Yeah. But I'm no good at swimming.



..and so it ended as abruptly as ever. Take care bunnies! kiss

PS Well, I have no life (and therefore can't be kiled, mind you), so here's another one:

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1. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
No. Did anyone? Why?
2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club?
Nope.
3. What's the largest age different between yourself and someone you've dated?
Four years I think.
4. Have you ever dated someone you met online?
No.
5. Have you ever smoked pot at a concert?
No.
6. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a coworker?
yep.
7. If so, how did that turn out?
Not quite sure yet...
8. Ever been involved in a hit & run?
No.
9. Were you popular in high school?
No. I was kinda infamous.
10. Have you ever been on a blind date?
No. Well sorta maybe when I was 11 or 12.
11. Are looks important?
No, but yes.
12. Do you have any friends that you've known for 15 years or more?
Loretta and I met when we were 7, so soon. But yes, I have this one girls I met when I was two.
13. By what age would you like to be married?
When I'm ready.
14. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?
No really.
15. Have you ever sacrificed yourself so your friend can get in good with a person of the opposite sex?
Sacrificed?
16. Have you ever drank milk that was past the expiration date?
Probably. I don't drink milk now though.
17. fuckedaround with a friend's ex?
No.
18. Ever mess around with a married person?
No.
19. Are you a good tipper?
Hehe, no.
20. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?
Like 600 SEK maybe.
21. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
Minor crush.
22. Do you know all the words to the first verse of Ice ice Baby?
No frown
23. Have you ever had crispy bangs?
Hey, I've had this question before..and I didn't study for it! What's crispy bangs?
24. What was the worst style of the 80's?
White jeans?
25. Have you ever peed in public?
I guess.

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