SuicideGirl: Katherine
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MARCH 3, 2012 @ 10:12 PM


So I'm drunk, therefore this is clearly the best time to post. Duh.
Excuse the awful grammar and spelling but I just have to say this to someone, anyone.
I knew one day I would get my heart broken and I think today may be one of them.
I cut it off with the guy I'm flirting with. Not even something I would usually rate big, but I started to like him. BIG TIME. And he hasn't replied.
I know its 6 in the morning and his phone is probably dead and a thousend reasons. But I just want him to want me. Please god I don't want anything more right now.
Can I even look him in the eye next time I'm at work? I'm still at work now getting trashed with my friends.
I'd love to talk to them, but this happens to me so rarely its usually me helping them. They wouldn't know how to help me, I can't blame them. I love them. I love him? Oh jesus.
I want to keep typing about him forever, but I'll cut it short now. I just had to get this out somewhere.
Hahaha. Feel a bit better now :]
Please don't feel obliged to give me sympathy, I'm not looking for it. Just a way to rant!
Love xx

p.s. thankyou for all your love and support. especially in helping me become the SG facebook profile picture!

www.facebook.com/katherinesuicidegirl
x





I kinda hope he sees this. Is it weird to leave it open?

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mhef

mhef

Rocklin, CA
June 2008

MAR 03, 2012 10:17 PM

You are the sexiest woman on the planet,,,,oh yeah,,,you
are a pleasure to look at,,,,..NAKED!,,,,,mhefbiggrinkiss

xMissKrisx

xMissKrisx

Bowling Green, OH
January 2012

MAR 03, 2012 10:22 PM

I feel like I'm going through something kind of similar, and it's making me act like a crazy person. I've only been out with this guy a couple times but i really like him alot. and that just makes me overthink everything, so one minute i wanna be with him forever and the next i just think well fuck it ill just tell him we're better off not continuing this thing. idk, i hate dating. i hate that i think too much. i hope you figure out what to do, because i have no clue over here.

Physis

Physis

I'm lost
February 2012

MAR 03, 2012 10:26 PM

You're amazing.... Give it a day and call him. He'll answer!!!

TheCrownlessKing

TheCrownlessKing

Australia
February 2012

MAR 03, 2012 10:43 PM

if he dosent want you then he has to be mentally insane, your absolutely gorgeous and im sure you have the personality to match smile

rockaholic

rockaholic

Grand Prairie, TX
March 2009

MAR 03, 2012 10:46 PM

ah to be young and in love tongue

workingtogether

workingtogether

Chesterton, IN
September 2008

MAR 03, 2012 10:49 PM

i agree if he doesn't want to be with you it is his lose and you wouldn't want to be with someone who couldn't appreciate who you.

BitterAsHell

BitterAsHell

Oxnard, CA
September 2011

MAR 03, 2012 11:35 PM

I can appreciate the need to rant, especially about matters of the heart! Hang in there, you're right, there could a thousand reasonms he hasn't called. It's so tough to believe that sometimes I know, but things do happen. Hell, he may be scared and trying to figure out what to say or do. Love sure can be difficult, but God it can be great! Best wishes darling, you're wonderful! kiss

HelenJade

HelenJade

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 04, 2012 12:02 AM

It would genuinely be his loss babe. You're beautiful and from what I know/heard you have an amazing personality. Maybe you just intimidate him? Or he's too shy to say anything?xo

Fische

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

MAR 04, 2012 12:17 AM

Try not to think about it too much; it makes everything worse. Hope you cheer uo lovely x

HopelessSemantic

HopelessSemantic

Tempe, AZ
September 2011

MAR 04, 2012 12:17 AM

I totally feel your paiin. I am drunk as well lol. Just a quick word of advice, it sounds like you work with this guy. Don't ever date coworkers. People always tell me but i didnt listen and dated a coworker. Worst relationship ever. Anyway, good luck!

grim_ronin

grim_ronin

USA
October 2010

MAR 04, 2012 05:18 AM

I have no advice either way. You are definitely on the roller coaster, I say throw your hands up and enjoy it. Not many aspects of life as exciting and invigorating as new love. Hope you enjoy the ride and get off with no regrets!

hornyarm

hornyarm

Canada
January 2012

MAR 04, 2012 06:52 AM

Have a nice day

vertizontal

vertizontal

Mc Lean, VA
December 2011

MAR 04, 2012 07:10 AM

I feel your pain. Ride it out while you can. Otherwise, it's his loss!

HowlingWolf

HowlingWolf

Mexico
July 2011

MAR 04, 2012 07:57 AM

Wow, I can't believe it!!! This boy has the opportunity that many men like me would love to have it!!! Something is not clear here, but well maybe he is shy or had something else... give him time and stay positive.

Btw, if he is a coworker, be careful. I had a relation with a coworker some time ago and it's really difficult when you break up and have to see her every day (luckily she is no longer working in the same place I'm).

Take care and wish you the best pretty girl, I know that great things are there for great people like you kiss

Eureka_

Eureka_

HOPEFUL

Mexico

MAR 04, 2012 09:49 AM

He just deserve one word. Idiot. Sorry hun but you're beyond amazing and he's missing the opportunity. Big hugs xx

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