well.
hooray for being back in jersey.
boo for panic attacks.
boo for not falling asleep with my bf anymore
boo for stress
boo for having to get a new job.
yay for recieving my SG care package =)
my head is spinning right now.
idk how i feel.
hmmm...

so im back in dirty jerz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes, its tru =)

ok so im really leaving today lol
yes,
very behind schedule
(as usual!)
but the bf is moving which is a good sign.
now we have to pick up paychecks,
cash them,
get gas,
possibly food,
and hit the damn road!
my idea is to stay over night in savannah, ga
(as previously stated)
and then leave tomorrow morning and hopefully make it to north carolina.
then leave NC saturday morning
and hopefully make it to jersey in time for greg's bday show saturday night.
well see how well this works lol
anyway...
...i wont have computer access for the next few days
so i wont be able to talk to you beautiful ladies and gentlemen until late saturday or early sunday.
(im sure youll manage )
until then...
later lovas!!!

soooo...
goodbye Florida
(i think)
the game plan is to go pick up our paychecks,
cash them,
pick up some alcohol for the trip home,
pack the car up,
and leave tonight.
i dont know how well that plan is going to go.
seeing as how its already about 3 p.m.
but yeah,
im planning on leaving tonight.
well probably drive until we hit Georgia
(maybe)
and sleep there and then drive some more until we hit
the Carolinas,
where well probably stay in N.C.
and then a possible stop off at the SG east coast camping trip to say hi =)
then home in jersey hopefully sometime friday evening.
whew!
god damn.
i wont be able to check anything on the computer until i get home bc
my laptop charger was left at my bf's old apartment in nj =(
but leave me tons of lovin for when i get home, k?!
thanks <3

so.
i really want a banner for my myspace.
and i dont know how to get one.
and im not live so i dont even know wha tpic to use or anything.
this makes Katerina a very sad girl =(
anyone wanna help me out?

ok.
so.
7.10.06
me n the bf's 1 months anniversary thingy.
started off with us fighting ALL DAY.
boo.
eventually we talk and get back on good terms.
this occurs around 9 p.m.-ish
now previous to us working shit out,
our friend,
jeff,
who we've been living with,
decides to give us an anniversary celebration.
so here's what happened :
we took jeff to the store where he bought everything he needed to make dinner.
he made us angel hair pasta with white clam sauce.
definitly one of my faves.
yum.
then he ran me an AMAZING bubble bath.
so damn relaxing.
then,
after i was done,
he ran one for mat,
while i took a few shots
after we were both done with our bubble baths,
(complete with candles and relaxing music)
mat went into the living room and jeff gave me an amazing massage.
my massage is now over and mat is getting his.
after mat's massage,
jeff is going to ground us.
if youre pagan,
youll know what that means.
as for right now,
i gtg.
i promised these boys cupcakes.
and dammit!
they are goiung to get the best damn
funfetti cupcakes with
butter cream frosting
that they have ever tasted!!!!!!!!!!

yes.
it has been a very good night.



ummm.
nix the cupcake idea.
i was told there were cupcake baking trays in this house.
clearly,
there are not.
boo.
i was very excited for funfetti cupcakes =(

please
oh please
if you are a liberal,
democrat,
or if ur just very anti-Bush,
join the Liberal Politics group
and get involved in the "More Bush-induced Psychosis" thread.
im not just looking for people to go in there and agree with me
im just interested in everyone's opinions on the matter.
the subject in question is very interesting to me
and if you love to debate,
i'm always down.
and if you DO agree with me,
even better lol
but yeah,
if youre into politics and current affairs,
join in.
thanks =)

30 seconds to mars : the kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?





yeah.
fantastic song.
jared leto is the singer.
(yes, the actor.)
&hearts;

u know whats really fun?
when someone knows what really pisses you off
and intentionally talks about it
right on front of you.
oh man
i fucking love that.
no, really.
oh wait,
maybe u cant pick up on my sarcasm through my typing.
whatever man.

ok...
...so my "case of the missing period" has also been solved.
i found mine while smoking a cigarette with my bf.
god how i love the sudden feeling of being stabbed in the babymakers.
not.
so now im dealing with rediculous cramps,
the need to do laundry but not having the will to do it,
nothing to do tonight,
and im still missing nj =(

oh, and i was super psyched to go on the camping trip this upcoming weekend.
but with no tent, sleeping bag, or money...
...i dont think im gonna be able to make it.
boo.