Im just sitting here waiting for Buffy The Vampire Slayer to come on. Its too hot to do anything else besides watch chicks and vampires fight. But Im feeling better. I just have very few people in my life who are close to me, I dont let a lot of people in, and sometimes I think I need more attention than anyone can give me. Other times I just wanna be left the hell alone. Im difficult to love and its hard for me to love others. Also Im anxious to hear back from my agent. Im not sure the right way to communicate with such a highly respected agency. I have no former experience and this is a very big opportunity and I dont want to blow it. Not to sound melodramatic, but I sincerely couldnt forgive myself if I fucked this up. I have so many people in my immediate family doubting any future success Ill have in writing. Thats not why I write, I write because its therapeutic and also because I enjoy entertaining people. I want people flipping through the pages of my brain long after Im dead. The new book is going awesome. I got a lot of writing done yesterday on the train ride out to Long Island.
Yesterday I went to the beach. It was wonderful. Free whiskey, sand, water, weird dead sea life washed to shore, and I turned a game of ping-pong into ruthless air hockey and kicked ass, climbin on the table and all.
I also found another job which is cool. Its funny last night I told a friend of mine that and he said, Dont you find a new job everyday? Ahahaha. Ive literally had 46 day jobs. One night I couldnt fall asleep so I decided to go back and count through them all.
Back to work. Back to writing. Back to what I love. No, wait, its time for Buffy.
Hope everyone is well. Thanks for the kind comments.
Yesterday I went to the beach. It was wonderful. Free whiskey, sand, water, weird dead sea life washed to shore, and I turned a game of ping-pong into ruthless air hockey and kicked ass, climbin on the table and all.
I also found another job which is cool. Its funny last night I told a friend of mine that and he said, Dont you find a new job everyday? Ahahaha. Ive literally had 46 day jobs. One night I couldnt fall asleep so I decided to go back and count through them all.
Back to work. Back to writing. Back to what I love. No, wait, its time for Buffy.
Hope everyone is well. Thanks for the kind comments.







