SuicideGirl: Jordan
suicidegirl

Jordan is a 37 year-old SuicideGirl in New York, USA.

I’m private
 
AUGUST 3, 2006 @ 08:31 PM


Off,
Like the lights of the empire state building,
For paranoia of a black out,

Off.

Like the hair he pulled,
So she just had it cut.

Off.

Like the boy with the bad scar
The scar multiplied into giant worms
Crawling up her legs to get her off.

Off.

Beware of what you turn on.

Don't blow a fuse.
If she's quiet and still let her be.
Don't switch on her network of blues.
I beg you just let her rock herself to sleep tonight.
I beg
Beg
Beg you.
She's dark maybe because she just doesn't want to see.
Comments
fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 09:19 PM

damn i am jealous. that is.......... i dunno the word for it. darktastic. surreal

fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 09:19 PM

the shit?

fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 09:19 PM

no, thats not it.

fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 09:20 PM

anyway. i wish i could express what is trapped in my soul like that.

Cahrizz

Cahrizz

France
December 2003

AUG 03, 2006 09:42 PM

that was gorgeous

fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 09:48 PM

thank you.

fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 09:49 PM

now you see, gorgeous works.
why didn't i think of that.
stoopid (as i smack myself on the top of my head).

Cain

Cain

SUICIDEGIRL

Iceland

AUG 03, 2006 10:03 PM

love

fenianone

fenianone

Phoenix, AZ
May 2006

AUG 03, 2006 11:14 PM

thank you so much for the nice words. i didn't think anyone ever looked at those. with that one i always find it odd that my son, 3 years old at the time, was the only relatively still one.

Doherty

Doherty

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

AUG 04, 2006 02:40 AM

I wish I had your mind and your talent.

I wish frown

You will make it big with your books and poetry and then I can say: " I know her! She is my wifey."

My tattoo hurts like shit, wifey. He inked me for about 2 hours yesterday and my arm is still swollen. frown But it is done. Hooray- my next project are 4-5 more stars on my legs- I will get them in September before our meeting in NY.

Also I am thinking about getting a nape surface piercing. A friend of mine has it. It looks beautiful.


charlemagne

charlemagne

Battle Creek, MI
May 2005

AUG 04, 2006 06:53 AM

It sounds like dark things are happening. Even out here we heard they shut off the decorative lights on the big buildings in NY city. I wish dark things were just in our imaginations, but I guess experience has to be at the base of most of our musings--a Hume thing, I guess you'd call it. Success breeds jealousy, and the genie of creativity can prompt jealousy by the truck load, and that can be the basis of dark things, too.

Doherty

Doherty

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

AUG 05, 2006 07:39 AM

Yes I dont have a good tattoo idea for us wifeys at the moment frown I hope I will get a wonderful one, otherwise I will just look at you and Ed getting a tattoo.

In the evening my family and me will go eating in a wonderful expensive restaurant. I havent eaten anything today, because after the restaurant Freddy will visit me and sleep over and I hate my thighs today so much.
Cant wait to see him. love

He hasnt called yesterday, he was in another town drinking&smoking trees with his friends, so I was a little bit sad& worried . frown

Kiss to you wifey

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Cahrizz

Cahrizz

France
December 2003

AUG 05, 2006 08:55 PM

don't forget to check out the band of the day--say anything wink

Doherty

Doherty

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

AUG 06, 2006 09:05 AM

Shit i dont know the magazine you wrote me... Where can I get it?? Aaaaaaaaaah I wanna see him shirtless... our slave.

We have evening over here, Freddy will visit me again in 2hours. Cant wait to see him, he is so funny and such a good kisser love

kiss D.

Lily

Lily

SUICIDEGIRL

New York, USA

AUG 06, 2006 02:59 PM

You are so amazing.

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