SuicideGirl: Jordan
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Jordan likes the thought of getting all her beautiful friends in a hottub and just shagging it all the way down to the bone with every single one of them.

I’m private
 
MARCH 22, 2006 @ 12:28 PM


you shoulda never trusted hollywood.........
i'm at the awesome cafe where i work, i have the day off and i'm working on some projects, finishing editing 'chuckers,' and working on the new one, and they're blasting system of a down so loud i can feel the floor vibrate but its cool, i haven't actually heard the entire album until now..............
i have a cemetery's worth of dirt on my ripped apart jeans.......
some idiot actually hacked into this site last night and info got erased
that's just sad. i've had the pleasure of getting to know paulie through emails, he's a big inspiration to me........and congrats to him for winning his lawsuit. finally.

time for another afternoon drink,
everyone have a spectacular weekend!!
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I feel good things on the rise. Hell I already see them. They’re here. I feel stronger. I belong here. It’s been a long time comin, baby.

Some people inquired about what my tattoo meant. Shelter and the arrow (7inches, wahahaha) that points to my right hand. Of course it’s in reference to me being a writer. Writing has gotten me through so much pain. It has always been there and always will be there and now when I look at my arm I’m constantly reminded of it, that everything will always be okay. Art is God. When I was homeless, and all I had was Borders and a notebook, I wrote. When I was hiding from a friend who was trying to have me institutionalized because my depression was so bad, I wrote. When I found out my parents were living in a car and I didn’t know where they were or how to find them, I wrote. When I was hiding in a pantry from a psycho ex-boyfriend who tried to kill me, I wrote. When three therapists at one time couldn’t help me with their pills and their files and their ‘check the box that most represents your feelings’ bullshit, I wrote.

And here I am, surrounded by good people and a great city and new responsibility and finally happiness. And a book that’s coming out soon, I swear! It will be part of a trilogy. I’m still doing some final touches editing wise on Everyone Is Chuckers but I have started brainstorming the second book already. There will be a website soon, and excerpts from Chuckers. I'm hoping it will be out by June. Everyone keep their sticky fingers crossed!

((((((__________Life is a One Way Street. Revenge Is Driving__________________________
-Chuckers...................))))))

Well I NEED a drink. I love you all. Thanks for being so supportive and just simply awesome.

And I still have a hard on that won’t fit in this world…………………………

on a side note i'm totally obsessed with the sopranos. i hope AJ seeks revenge. OH HOT..........look at that pout! (and he's a pisces)


miao!!
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other pisceans like myself:








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zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 12:31 PM

Hey ...your 30!!!

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 12:32 PM

...you're... that is

Charley

Charley

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 22, 2006 12:41 PM

Thank you lady, I am indeed a Scorpio, pretty typical don't you think? Although my chart is pretty fiery wink I love Pisceans!!

I also love you new tattoo, I don't think I got around to commenting in your last journal. I love cryptic tattoos!! kiss

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 12:42 PM

That was my point when you turn 30 you become famous and rich but only if you want to because when you are 30 you automatically become enlightened and even sexier…

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 12:48 PM

That which does not kill you makes you stronger…

mellisa

mellisa

Chicago, IL
March 2005

MAR 22, 2006 12:54 PM

did you know that you also inspire people? huh huh? did ya?

well, i guess you do now. you got what was comin to you luv, and i am super happy for you! now if i could just be closer...

someday, we'll do a double event, your book signing and my gallery showing! haha in my dreams.

ajs gotten hot, but meadows yummi too! i think he will seek revenge, this is the final season isnt it?

mellisa

mellisa

Chicago, IL
March 2005

MAR 22, 2006 02:24 PM

i wish babe i sure wish. mabey someday! until then i shall love you from afar.

and if i ever do make it, youll be the first to stand there next to me. id never have pushed the pictures issue in myself if you hadnt encouraged it.

kiss

ldwarren

ldwarren

United Kingdom
February 2004

MAR 22, 2006 02:41 PM

You are so fucking interesting and cool. I never knew about all those hard times you have got through, you really are a survivor aren't you?

Good thing is you are still open and eager. I love your mind (=you).
love kiss

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 05:53 PM

Are you going to make it to Top Chef tonight???

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 06:14 PM

CHUCKERS!CHUCKERS!CHUCKERS! I need some CHUCKERS! right about now.

There was a Board Meeting today at work and about the worst possible scenario occurred. In the end it’s all good and as I mentioned to your earlier today…That which does not kill us makes us stronger…

I need to see some Food Nazi’s doing their thing!!!

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

MAR 22, 2006 06:16 PM

Very Nice keep up the Good Work!!! Good Things do happen to Good People…

SonOfAPunk

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC
January 2006

MAR 22, 2006 06:18 PM

I want to be the first person to make love to this book, just to be special in some way. Haha! biggrin

Why the hell do you want AJ to go and do something like that!?! Junior's gone cenile! He didn't mean to hurt Tony! If AJ does something as stupid (and entertaining!) as killing Junior, he's just gonna enter a world of hurt! I dunno, I hope it all works out...

Is there a date for Everyone Is Chuckers to be released yet? biggrin?!

SonOfAPunk

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC
January 2006

MAR 22, 2006 06:20 PM

Shit, I forgot to mention that your tattoo has a fucking awesome meaning behind it. I'm sorry you had to go through with so much bullshit, but you obviously can hold your own and a pen (even at the same time!).

I envy you. All I do is attack the problem head-on. I wish I had creative enough of a drive to tap into my genius screenwriting ideas. I just lose my motivation so fucking easily. Even when the ideas are flawless and genius...

Maybe one day I'll be able to fix that problem.

SonOfAPunk

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC
January 2006

MAR 22, 2006 06:26 PM

Alright, I'll start up a whopping-erection right now and try to hold it until June 1st! biggrin

That book is never gonna see this coming! smile

SonOfAPunk

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC
January 2006

MAR 22, 2006 06:37 PM

I'll wrap it before I slap it, I promise. smile

And I have no intentions to "make love", I'm gonna rip that fucker open! "Make hate" if you will. Haha! (It's from a movie called "Vulgar"!)

And yeah, I just don't know how to tap into my drive. Like I got a wicked idea, I know exactly how I want that scene to play out, I know exactly what to write, but I don't know how to take it from there. I guess I could just write shorts for the time being... But I got no equipment, no money, and very VERY little talent. What I do have is a passion, a vission, and talent.

Unfortunately that gets you nowhere these days...

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