I'm glad you got the cds and enjoyed the randomness of the music I like!

As soon as I read "paranormal activity" and "New York" in the same journal entry I instantly thought of "Ghostbusters" which is still one of the greatest movies ever made!

I was looking at that pic you linked too, kinda creepy. However it looks like there is a curtain behind the actor and I wonder why the caption says only two feet between the actor and the wall. I wish I had a camera the two times I've seen a ghost. When I was growing up I woke up one night and looked across my room and saw a greenish glowing shape hovering near the stairs that lead up to my room. I would be sceptical, but I did see it twice, and other people have seen odd things in my family's home. We all think that I say my grandfather watching over me, but ther have been sightings there for years before he died. On a related topic, ever wish that a place would be haunted? If you send me a message back I'll go into detail. The story is quite strange and disturbing.
Where do those questions come from? I like number 7. I work in a kitchen and must confess to farting constantly. No one is the wiser because the hood fans suck up all the evidence, the fans also cover up the noise. Oh, and of corse they always smell like flowers..........rotted and burned over a skunks funeral pyre. hehehehehe

What is all this puking-up stuff?! I was hoping you were joking!

Before I forget, yeah I'm always five hours ahead of you. I exist in your future. oooh spooky *pulls frightening face*

Can I have my sticker for reading it all? I didnt find it boring and its fun to learn more about you. Im gonna answer them too:

3. In the movie of your life, who would play you and who would play your lover?

He's so much better-looking than me but I like him and he can do nerdy.

my girlf? well Iggy can play herself as my ex but I havent got one at the moment..ok just get Winona anyway-


6. If girls had penises and boys had vaginas, who would you date/fuck?
Id still date girls probably and I like penises anyway...not saying Id want girls to have them by default though.

11. What is the one book you think everyone should read?
Anything by Jordan. Right answer?

14. Tell one “too tired to finish masturbating” story.
This happens a lot. I masturbate almost daily, when I get the chance at least, but often if Im having trouble sleeping I'll start wanking. Sometimes I wake up with my boxers round my ankles and realize I never completed the deed.

15. Write down three true facts, and one lie. Don't tell us which one is the lie.
i am semi-obsessed with music and girl's bums.
i drink too much to cover up my lack of social-skills
i like being an outsider
i am not naked on the internet.

23. What turns you on? If it invovles a ball gag, please describe.
No Im not quite into S&M but I like rough sex. A lot turns me on, Im a sexual person.

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have a lovely weekend!

8. HA HA HA !!!!
Why IS his head so shiny?!!?

Smashing Pumpkins kicked off the Siamesedream tour in my home town in '93 in this tiny dive called Tewligan's. Only 350 people. The walls sweated it was so hot.
it was awesome.

14. Good for you.
15. Hmmm. Gee, would the 4th answer be a lie?

Anxiously waiting for the rest...

::waits for his sticker::

I need an expert opinion on hostel seems many are disappointed.

(Booooo…)

THAT’S Weird…. I couldn’t go yesterday. Trains still Fucked up???

The way it’s set up lends it’s self to a easy conversion to a screen play.

It would be fairly inexpensive to produce as most of it is character based. That could make for interesting casting. I agree you should keep it a graphic as possible. I’d love to read it.

All this from the mind of a “Carolina Girl” ???

You know I was thinking that as a matter of fact I left a comment on madscience journal referencing “the old in out”, as a result of just reading your work and thinking about clockwork.

The cakeshop show as good??? Did you buy anything???

Was that a Pumpkins show during your drunken mauling or just Billy?

Got your e-mail...sent ya one back!

Ok, well this is the strange and fucked up tale of why I wish a specific location to be haunted...
December 11 1986, started out like a normal day for a ten year old me. I think it must have been a Saturday or Sunday, anyway I was playing in my basement as usual. Until I heard the phone ring then shortly after the sound of my mother crying histericaly. Upon rushing to find out what was wrong I found my father holding my mother while he was on the phone. Even at age I could tell that someone in the family had died. I got that lesson the previous year when an uncle and aunt crashed their car, killing them both. Well, the phone call turned out to be worse than just a death in the family..... Several deaths, my aunt, uncle, and two of my cousins, (one barely out of high shcool, the other the three year old son of my other dead uncle) apparently someone had come into their home and shot them all.
One thing you have to understand before I continue, the family I belong to all get along, all love eachother, and don't feude like some. Also while my immediate family lived quite far from the rest, most of us, including my aunt and uncle and cousins lived in a small town, not even a town realy, there were only 4 houses on the street and threee of us were relatives.
So what I'm getting at is, this was not the kind of place where random violence occurs.
As events quickly progressed, very much to our horror, we learned that the killer was none other than my uncle's youngest son, himself about to graduate from highschool (ironicly at the top of his class.) Evidence pointed to an evil plan formed between my cousin and a couple of his friends. Needless to say we were quite shocked and upset.
Thing is some families would have defended the accused cousin absolutely. We, however, knew in both our hearts and minds that he did it. He had admitted it, admitted to mass murder, patricide, fratricide, hommicides. The damn local sherrifs were so, at the best un-used to or at worst incompitant, in dealing with crimes this big that they made precedural errors. My cousin only got sent off to jail to rot for 17 years for conspiracy... HE DID IT!!!!! Can't say that enough.
Jump ahead a few years, my mother and father and I were now living with my grandmother, because there were no other close relitives nearby to take care of her property (around 80 acres). We also used to keep up the apperence of my uncle's home, untill it could be sold. Imagine the feeling standing in the very spot were your family was gunned down. At one point the carpets hadn't been replaced, and you could see the dark stains.
I had always believed that acts of incredible violence and injustice can produce hauntings. But try as I might whenever I was in their empty house, sometimes alone. I never got the feeling that they were there. I guess that means that they all passed on. But selfishly I wanted to talk to them on last time. More to get the direct truth of events than just to say goodbye.
So there is my reason for wishing a place could be haunted. Also, the new owner of my uncle's home has said that nothing odd ever happens there. He's a good man and now a family friend.
The wounds have healed over as nearly 20 years will do. Scars and some bitterness remain, yet I still wish I could call up their ghosts in something other than a dream... They talk to me there sometimes, maybe it is them, maybe it is my mind wishing.

Feel free to share this tale. It helps my mood to share this sad story now, a bit of old fashioned bloodletting....

I think I just threw the bucket of water on the party... hehehe!

The ghost hunting/supernormal/psychic stuff sounds fun!!
Had an aquaintance who wasa ghost hunter in Lexington Ky. She'd go t all these old mansions and plantations looking for ghosts. Got some cool stuff on film.

Interesting to see how it started with a situation like that - a mental link then causing a physical reaction each time. You would have liked me last night then. I was silly and took quite a few drugs and a lot of alcohol. I passed out and, apparantly, banged my head when I fell down. I dont feel any bump or pain though.

I was out for a few seconds and when I awoke it took me about 5 second to realize where the hell I was. I felt like Id been asleep for hours and I couldnt understand why people were standing round me.

As I got more with-it, I felt nauseous and was sick twice.

It seems really hazy now. Im glad it is because I hate thinking about how it must have been a nightmare for my friend.

I need a long bath then a hug.

Mama looky here and then there...... OK! SOmething to send home to the parents.

You little bitch, you cheated!!!!! It's ok.

CARLOS D CAME TO SEE THE FUNERAL CRASHERS, GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!>>>>??????? What!?!? That is SO FUCKING AWESOME!!! I'm glad I wasn't there, you know. I read that he has a thing for big women (not like Jackass's "Sweaty Fat Fucks"--a little sexier) so I would've gotten drunk and tried to sell myself to him for like, a dollar or something. I really get nuts in general when I hear of any guy preferring big women, what ambitious bitches. It kills me, I swear. My ex will look at this site and say "She could use about 10, 20 more pounds." I think this fetish is the missing link of the next John Waters. You should work this into your future writings.

You killed me for saying you've been in love with yourself for years. Are you like me, while having sex, grab a hand mirror to check your hair? I've done it.

Ok. I gotsta work on that work schedule shiiiiit. I only have one other co-worker so it's rough.

Love, Peas.