SuicideGirl: Jordan
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Jordan likes pete doherty.

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DECEMBER 17, 2005 @ 12:06 PM


howdy. so i am planning on doing a set next week. hyde will be shooting it. can't wait. and my tits have gotten bigger, but like grandma's chicken soup, they are homemade, son.
skull miao!! skull
my agent returns in about 3 weeks so i have a lot of work to do, think i'm gonna send her some of Boys Town as well as Bound To Die Young.
here's more of Boys Town. enjoy.

Pretty As Filth (Still November)

The rich have been terribly misinformed.
Food tastes so much better after being without it for a good bit, and going out of your way to come up with the cash to buy it.
Too weak to move, but I cannot stop and shut my eyes because I know I will not wake up again.
“Come on, doll, we have to go.”
I go with him. Later I’ll be able to wash my feet somewhere. My heels are bloody because I lost my last pair, when I got kicked out, and bought a pair two sizes too big for me, cos they were on discount at 99th Floor, and I’ve walked the city in them, hoping eventually my feet will just turn numb and the pain won’t matter anymore until I finally look down and my feet are just two thick piles of blood and god will have enough sense to press his hand down on my head and shrink me so I can disappear in my own blood. Not die, just disappear. Please.
And I try to imagine like Jack said, seeing everything I need just on the other side of the window – money, food, warmth, one decent night can feel like a rich man’s life, see, and that’s what we’re striving for here.
Every hour is a step up or a step down, depending on how you look at it.
So it’s there on the other side of the window. Jack says imagine shattering the glass and sticking your arm through, careful not to snag your flesh on the sharp teeth-like jagged edges.
That is, he says, what it’s like when he slips his cock through Avery’s mouth, trying hard to slide it through the corner that’s less infected.
Try not to get sick before the night falls, the night he can finally afford to enjoy.
And we are there, we’ve made it, it ain’t exactly Hotel Monaco but there are warm corners and Jack’s friend will doze off soon and we can hopefully raid the fridge.
It’s a tiny room in a basement apartment somewhere in Wicked Park.
The bed is naked, its sheets used to cover a couch in the corner because there are pigeons in the room that have escaped their cages, and they shit over a lot of stuff, and that couch means something.
“He plans on selling it next week,” Jack says. “But not this bed, no one would ever buy this filth.”
But by the time we’re done in there, it ain’t even pretty as filth anymore.

EL SUICIDO LOCO

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SUICIDEGIRL

USA

DEC 17, 2005 12:19 PM

Love that simile

timirevolting

timirevolting

Astoria, NY
December 2004

DEC 17, 2005 12:24 PM

Looking forward to your set. Hope your living situation improves. It sounds like your somewhat homeless? Would love to hear more about Boys Town.

KyleOmen

KyleOmen

USA
January 2005

DEC 17, 2005 12:58 PM

Haha, I was just about to comment to let me read and I'll leave another.

KyleOmen

KyleOmen

USA
January 2005

DEC 17, 2005 01:00 PM

Ooo, a new set. How lovely. I can't wait. Gimmie NOW!

Rainbing

Rainbing

Hollister, CA
May 2005

DEC 17, 2005 01:02 PM

Wonderful excerpt (as usual). Glad to hear there's a set coming soon, any chance on getting a sneak preview on the largesse?

Venti_Mistake

Venti_Mistake

USA
November 2005

DEC 17, 2005 01:57 PM

my thing when i was a street rat was rice and sardines in tomatoe sauce.
ya life sucked then. i was only 15.
blackeyed

Venti_Mistake

Venti_Mistake

USA
November 2005

DEC 17, 2005 01:59 PM

gawd i love your journals!

TattooedTeddy

TattooedTeddy

Troy, NY
April 2005

DEC 17, 2005 02:31 PM

Thank you!!! kiss

TattooedTeddy

TattooedTeddy

Troy, NY
April 2005

DEC 17, 2005 02:39 PM

I wanted to wish you a wonderful weekend. I truely hope all is well. kiss smile

Hyde

Hyde

HOPEFUL

Brooklyn, NY

DEC 17, 2005 02:48 PM

MmMmMmMmM, tits

Cain

Cain

SUICIDEGIRL

Iceland

DEC 17, 2005 03:34 PM

slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam galang galang galang, girl if you was here i'd wiggle my ass in yo face...girls say wha wha? kiss kiss

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

DEC 17, 2005 06:39 PM

I love the texture of chicken soup… it feels so silky on my palate. The City as usual was interesting. I spent much of the time in Williamsburg. We should have had a drink or a dozen.

Nothing like a nice slice of Boys Town to compliment my sleep deprivation…

ldwarren

ldwarren

United Kingdom
February 2004

DEC 17, 2005 06:46 PM

Well I've looked into it and Amazon have First Impression of Earth (new Strokes album) coming out in USA on the 3rd Jan and coming out in England on..2nd Jan. Wo-hoo! tongue

Yeah the boy next door Patrick has a larger shopping budget than me so I just cant compete with his multi-label collection. But..he likes Huey Lewis & the News and kills people so; win some, lose some.

Again nice writing and a congratulations about the tits..I'll be checking!
kiss

zode

zode

Northampton, MA
February 2005

DEC 18, 2005 12:24 PM

Yes it is… she’s amazing. I get to the City often my good friend owns Uncle Mings on Ave B.

Jena

Jena

New York, NY
June 2003

DEC 18, 2005 12:58 PM

Hello my sexy mama, see I've been thinking of yooooooooooou!!!! love love love kiss kiss kiss kiss





and my most favorite again



New set=KOoooooooooool lady! You should do one when I come, I can be the photog assistant. That would be fun. And professional.

The Shemps (do you know them? theshemps.com Lots of pix I took on there along with one of my ladies squeezing my luggage.) are on their way here to Philthy tonight-I'm excited! Home-buddies!
blush biggrin I can't believe I'm going out and I'll see my friends, so weird. I'll see YOOOOOOOOu SOON!!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss

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