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Oh my, had a wierd week 
but an awesome one too.....
Met Valentina who is amazing, beautiful and just great in every way....check her journal for pictures of our day out
I took her to fetish shops, we went for coffee then to a bar before i had to say goodbye 
but i am going to Austria in November hopefully so will see her again then and also WE will hopefully do a photoshoot together!
sorting out this Burlesque troupe is turning into a little headache, but its getting there and i'm very excited about the prospects, so i will keep you posted!
Been seeing a lot of RavenIsisand cakemix recently which has been nice, they are both really great people.....and its helped me out enormouly to be with people like that
now the shit news, gonna have to leave my house, as i cant afford it, in lots of trouble with some house mates and our landlord....ooops. looking for a squat right not but its not looking good
as squatting gets harder all the time, hopefully things will get easier once i get a job(yep still unemployed!) etc but for now its very difficult.......damn the capitalists and their private property laws!!!
Hope you all are good,
Much Love
Jezabel
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but an awesome one too.....Met Valentina who is amazing, beautiful and just great in every way....check her journal for pictures of our day out
I took her to fetish shops, we went for coffee then to a bar before i had to say goodbye but i am going to Austria in November hopefully so will see her again then and also WE will hopefully do a photoshoot together! sorting out this Burlesque troupe is turning into a little headache, but its getting there and i'm very excited about the prospects, so i will keep you posted!
Been seeing a lot of RavenIsisand cakemix recently which has been nice, they are both really great people.....and its helped me out enormouly to be with people like that
now the shit news, gonna have to leave my house, as i cant afford it, in lots of trouble with some house mates and our landlord....ooops. looking for a squat right not but its not looking good
as squatting gets harder all the time, hopefully things will get easier once i get a job(yep still unemployed!) etc but for now its very difficult.......damn the capitalists and their private property laws!!!
Hope you all are good,
Much Love
Jezabel
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Well I'm long over due for an update!!!So here goes.......
The Kerrang awards were a lot of fun......got very pissed on free shots of some whiskey or something and got dressed up to the nines, and got to see my friend B being crap at handling her booze!
Renegade burlesque went down very well at Leeds...they even mentioned us in kerrang!so I'm starting it as a proper permanent troupe!Should be fun.....Leeds was AWESOME I got to meet so many nice people, backstage passes are such a blessing, I'm not gonna go on and name drop but I will say that i met a lot of people I never thought I would, and every single one of them was so amazingly lovely......well apart from Pete Doughterty who is a first class wanker. The funniest meeting I had was on sunday, as I had taken mushrooms for the first time, and was talking to someone ridiculously famous for ages and not realising for ages who it was!
took a stupid amount of drugs but hey its me!!!so thats no surprise!
Went on tour with NOFX for a few days and had a ball, they are all lovely guys....Zurich was the most fun I think, met some really nice kids there and got really wasted.........
oh and I performed at Rock in Idro in Milan....only once but that was enough the audience was 20,000 and i was sooooooo very nervous so kind of screwed up but no-one noticed Met some Italian SG's too which was very cool......
Don't get me wrong I love being vegan, I feel better not only because i'm healtier but because i feel its right ethically BUT I have never been to Italy before and before Veganism ensued I loved Pizza and I would loved to of had some of the proper italian stuff, and ice cream but i'm glad i didnt wavier.......
Went to see the dwarves last monday who are great(and lovely people too, although I shouldnt tell you that really cos it detracts from their image!)
oh and i'm jobless AGAIN oh well I'm sure something will turn up
I'm also trying to set up a squat..I will get there in the end, time for some proper anarcho living!!Plus I owe a lot of rent so am so screwed its not even funny....
further i found this quote from my new favourite group its from sandman i love it!
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life ... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaiman
Love to all, Jezabel
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The Kerrang awards were a lot of fun......got very pissed on free shots of some whiskey or something and got dressed up to the nines, and got to see my friend B being crap at handling her booze!
Renegade burlesque went down very well at Leeds...they even mentioned us in kerrang!so I'm starting it as a proper permanent troupe!Should be fun.....Leeds was AWESOME I got to meet so many nice people, backstage passes are such a blessing, I'm not gonna go on and name drop but I will say that i met a lot of people I never thought I would, and every single one of them was so amazingly lovely......well apart from Pete Doughterty who is a first class wanker. The funniest meeting I had was on sunday, as I had taken mushrooms for the first time, and was talking to someone ridiculously famous for ages and not realising for ages who it was!
took a stupid amount of drugs but hey its me!!!so thats no surprise!Went on tour with NOFX for a few days and had a ball, they are all lovely guys....Zurich was the most fun I think, met some really nice kids there and got really wasted.........
oh and I performed at Rock in Idro in Milan....only once but that was enough the audience was 20,000 and i was sooooooo very nervous so kind of screwed up but no-one noticed
Met some Italian SG's too which was very cool......Don't get me wrong I love being vegan, I feel better not only because i'm healtier but because i feel its right ethically BUT I have never been to Italy before and before Veganism ensued I loved Pizza and I would loved to of had some of the proper italian stuff, and ice cream
but i'm glad i didnt wavier.......Went to see the dwarves last monday who are great(and lovely people too, although I shouldnt tell you that really cos it detracts from their image!)
oh and i'm jobless AGAIN oh well I'm sure something will turn up
I'm also trying to set up a squat..I will get there in the end, time for some proper anarcho living!!Plus I owe a lot of rent so am so screwed its not even funny....
further i found this quote from my new favourite group its from sandman i love it!
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life ... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaiman
Love to all, Jezabel
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This thread was started on a group I'm on and it amused me so much I'm going to carry it on here!
Having a wierd time being single, met loads of wierd people and psychotics or just well not quite right people
so..............
I will date you if:
you are Very Fucking good in bed
You are sensitive to my needs
Have (lots!tee hee)of your own money
Like decent music
Wont be possessive
Have a life of your own
Like cats
Have a Job
Are intelligent
Have your own Opinions
Are Not scared to disagree with me
Dont mind me being naked on the internet!
Dont moan about my eating habits (i'm now Vegan!!!yay!!)
actually I'm sure going vegan is going to make me put on weight, I've found vegan squirty cream, all sort of desserts and evilness, nice cheese..........
This list will get longer i'm sure.........
am i too demanding???
ooh Me, Nic, Nadine, Tsui, fanny, Disco, and a non sg jen will be performing on friday at the caberet tent at leeds festival!!!eekkk!!!!I'm so scared!!!We will be performing under the name 'renegade burlesque' you remember the show renegade right?
Hope you guys are good!
Love to all,
Jezabel
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Having a wierd time being single, met loads of wierd people and psychotics or just well not quite right people
so..............
I will date you if:
you are Very Fucking good in bed
You are sensitive to my needs
Have (lots!tee hee)of your own money
Like decent music
Wont be possessive
Have a life of your own
Like cats
Have a Job
Are intelligent
Have your own Opinions
Are Not scared to disagree with me
Dont mind me being naked on the internet!
Dont moan about my eating habits (i'm now Vegan!!!yay!!)
actually I'm sure going vegan is going to make me put on weight, I've found vegan squirty cream, all sort of desserts and evilness, nice cheese..........
This list will get longer i'm sure.........
am i too demanding???
ooh Me, Nic, Nadine, Tsui, fanny, Disco, and a non sg jen will be performing on friday at the caberet tent at leeds festival!!!eekkk!!!!I'm so scared!!!We will be performing under the name 'renegade burlesque' you remember the show renegade right?
Hope you guys are good!
Love to all,
Jezabel
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I have a confession............something i've not been proud of for a long time now.........its not big or clever..........but
I've decided to finally tell you all.............I secretly listen to Slipknot..............I actually think they are very good..............sorry everybody...............
oh buy Bizarre magazine!!!and see me Vicky, Fanny, Toy and Brit drunk!!!
have loads of news and no time but will post soon ok?
Love to all
Jezabel
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I've decided to finally tell you all.............I secretly listen to Slipknot..............I actually think they are very good..............sorry everybody...............
oh buy Bizarre magazine!!!and see me Vicky, Fanny, Toy and Brit drunk!!!
have loads of news and no time but will post soon ok?
Love to all
Jezabel
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Well I am mad!!!!!!!!! 
Got my phone and wallet stolen last night!!Fuckers!! I wanna kill them!! Luckily my wallet was empty(i had been on a bender!) and I managed to get a new phone today, and the number will still be the same, but it sucks losing all my mates details and stuff!!
But anyhow I'm going to paste some lyrics by a band called Against me!This song always relaxes me, and there is just something about it i love so i'd thought i'd share it
When you sleep,
No one is homeless.
When you sleep,
You can't feel the hunger.
When you sleep,
No one is lonely in a dream.
Without classes,
Without nations...
When you sleep,
She's standing there with open arms,
And one night could last forever,
And if you asked her,
She'd never let go,
And you'd stay forever...
And the sun's always rising
In the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
Let the new night bring you peace
And the promise of tomorrow,
Where we can wake to a new beginning.
Tomorrow I'll all but have lost their faces;
My friends and family,
Memories of all we had
And the times we should have lived,
And tomorrow America just might fall apart.
Tomorrow, tell me,
Where will you wake up?
Beyond title, beyond these careers and laws,
Something more than borders on a map...
And the sun's always rising in the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
To live through one night like this,
I would trade it for the silence...
Well i'm gonna go home and calm down now, never had anything like that happen to me ever, and it really sucks!
Hope you guys are all good!
Love
Jezabel
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Got my phone and wallet stolen last night!!Fuckers!! I wanna kill them!! Luckily my wallet was empty(i had been on a bender!) and I managed to get a new phone today, and the number will still be the same, but it sucks losing all my mates details and stuff!!
But anyhow I'm going to paste some lyrics by a band called Against me!This song always relaxes me, and there is just something about it i love so i'd thought i'd share it
When you sleep,
No one is homeless.
When you sleep,
You can't feel the hunger.
When you sleep,
No one is lonely in a dream.
Without classes,
Without nations...
When you sleep,
She's standing there with open arms,
And one night could last forever,
And if you asked her,
She'd never let go,
And you'd stay forever...
And the sun's always rising
In the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
Let the new night bring you peace
And the promise of tomorrow,
Where we can wake to a new beginning.
Tomorrow I'll all but have lost their faces;
My friends and family,
Memories of all we had
And the times we should have lived,
And tomorrow America just might fall apart.
Tomorrow, tell me,
Where will you wake up?
Beyond title, beyond these careers and laws,
Something more than borders on a map...
And the sun's always rising in the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
To live through one night like this,
I would trade it for the silence...
Well i'm gonna go home and calm down now, never had anything like that happen to me ever, and it really sucks!
Hope you guys are all good!
Love
Jezabel
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Well I am mad!!!!!!!!!
Got my phone and wallet stolen last night!!Fuckers!! I wanna kill them!! Luckily my wallet was empty(i had been on a bender!) and I managed to get a new phone today, and the number will still be the same, but it sucks losing all my mates details and stuff!!
But anyhow I'm going to paste some lyrics by a band called Against me!This song always relaxes me, and there is just something about it i love so i'd thought i'd share it
When you sleep,
No one is homeless.
When you sleep,
You can't feel the hunger.
When you sleep,
No one is lonely in a dream.
Without classes,
Without nations...
When you sleep,
She's standing there with open arms,
And one night could last forever,
And if you asked her,
She'd never let go,
And you'd stay forever...
And the sun's always rising
In the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
Let the new night bring you peace
And the promise of tomorrow,
Where we can wake to a new beginning.
Tomorrow I'll all but have lost their faces;
My friends and family,
Memories of all we had
And the times we should have lived,
And tomorrow America just might fall apart.
Tomorrow, tell me,
Where will you wake up?
Beyond title, beyond these careers and laws,
Something more than borders on a map...
And the sun's always rising in the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
To live through one night like this,
I would trade it for the silence...
Well i'm gonna go home and calm down now, never had anything like that happen to me ever, and it really sucks!
Hope you guys are all good!
Love
Jezabel
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Got my phone and wallet stolen last night!!Fuckers!! I wanna kill them!! Luckily my wallet was empty(i had been on a bender!) and I managed to get a new phone today, and the number will still be the same, but it sucks losing all my mates details and stuff!!
But anyhow I'm going to paste some lyrics by a band called Against me!This song always relaxes me, and there is just something about it i love so i'd thought i'd share it
When you sleep,
No one is homeless.
When you sleep,
You can't feel the hunger.
When you sleep,
No one is lonely in a dream.
Without classes,
Without nations...
When you sleep,
She's standing there with open arms,
And one night could last forever,
And if you asked her,
She'd never let go,
And you'd stay forever...
And the sun's always rising
In the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
Let the new night bring you peace
And the promise of tomorrow,
Where we can wake to a new beginning.
Tomorrow I'll all but have lost their faces;
My friends and family,
Memories of all we had
And the times we should have lived,
And tomorrow America just might fall apart.
Tomorrow, tell me,
Where will you wake up?
Beyond title, beyond these careers and laws,
Something more than borders on a map...
And the sun's always rising in the sky somewhere,
And if young hearts should explode
>From all the lies they've been told...
To live through one night like this,
I would trade it for the silence...
Well i'm gonna go home and calm down now, never had anything like that happen to me ever, and it really sucks!
Hope you guys are all good!
Love
Jezabel
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Hey People, Just to let you know I'm safe in this crazy city!
Things are getting back to normal(ish) now, was very scary at the time though and i'm very lucky becasue none of my friends or anything got hurt. I really hope everyone is ok and that this madness stops. I mean a big part of me feels that if blair and bush hadn't pursued their illegal war we wouldn't be in this mess......and now they have a mandate to go and attack other 'rogue muslim' states, which makes me sad.
Have a good weekend everyone...........sending much love and peaceful thoughts..........
Jezabel
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Things are getting back to normal(ish) now, was very scary at the time though and i'm very lucky becasue none of my friends or anything got hurt. I really hope everyone is ok and that this madness stops. I mean a big part of me feels that if blair and bush hadn't pursued their illegal war we wouldn't be in this mess......and now they have a mandate to go and attack other 'rogue muslim' states, which makes me sad.
Have a good weekend everyone...........sending much love and peaceful thoughts..........
Jezabel
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