I live in England now.......I just visit Seattle....this is what I have been up to lately....mastering some photos ....perhaps a new set will be coming....miss you all<3

Still in England........................so here is what I did last night................

well lets see.....it has been a shit ass two weeks.....yeah...so i had a major uti....which is always fun....i love it when you piss and it burns....then i got to go to the emergency room......I have an ovary that is three times the sizeit should be filled with cysts....and yay one of them ruptured and was leakin some dopeass toxic shit intomy body so....yep...you guessed it....more infection........more antibiotics...and fun pain......life is so damned fun...its brilliant.......still leaving for Nottingham and some people have this odd idea that I am going for some strange ass reasons.....I am sort of mad at someone right now....I think he knows who he is....as he made a huge assumption....and you know what they say about that.......btw.....people need to not take myspace seriously....really.....its fuckin myspace.........thanks.....ummm...miss ya mister L.....

going to nottingham for 31 days...yes

so i guess my telephone was being gay....my dad actually came over because he couldnt get a hold of me.......and I have missed some alleged calls......I am off to arkansas....so i wont be back till the 5th of june...and since the 6th is my birthday......I will be hiding under the covers on that day.....so I wont be around.....but hopefully you call me Louie....as it would be nice to hear from you on the doomsday...otherwise known as my birthday...yes...that shitty day.......I think everyone should go to miss anika and tell her how freaking hot she is.......convince her to be an SG....its needed....ok kids....gonna get back to knitting a house cozy...hehe ARKANSAS WAS NUTS......I THINK EVERYONE THERE IS A LITTLE BIT OFF.....HOLY CRAP...I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE....TOO HUMID...THE BIG TOWN HAD A POULATION OF 122.....I HAVE 2 COUSINS THAT ARE ACTUALLY MARRIED.....AND I SAW HOW CHICKENS AND PIGS ARE TREATED TERRIBLY IN REALLY BIG OPERATIONS THAT ARE ACTUALLY RAN BY MY RELATIVES............I WILL NEVER EAT THOSE TWO ANIMALS AGAIN....IN OTHER NEWS........IT REMINDED ME OF MY GRANDPARENTS......AND THAT PART WAS AMAZING.....WOULD I GO BACK?....PROBABLY...BUT WITH A FRIEND TO KEEP ME ENTERTAINED.....I AM A CITY GIRL AT HEART.......AND WAFFLE HOUSE SUCKS ASS!!!.....I AM GLAD I WENT WITH MY DADDY THOUGH......WELL...TODAY IS MY BERFDAY....YAY.....

the 30th seems to be coming up way too fast....I really am not looking forward to Arkansas..but if I must go than I must go...I am hoping that there is more to do then drive tractors and look at all the chickens that are going to be killed...I am not vegetarian....but all my family out there are farmers....whether its chickens..pigs...cows....and even Emus...yep...no shit....maybe I can play a game with one of the Emu's....like kickboxing....they are cute..but mean fuckers...also I am not looking forward to the humidity and heat...I will end up a glod of mush on the floor.....that depresses me....bleh

In other news I have heard nothing of this big vegas happening...I really want to go to it...but I want a date already!!!!....I think I am supposed to be louie_the_Zebras date for this shindig......I don't know though....I am kind of mad at him for callin me Nomi.. JK.....if I go it will be a fun time I am sure...just to kick it with the zebra is fun....

Seattle cannot make its mind up about what kind of weather it wants to have....too fucking hot...or rainy as hell...its sort of pissing me off...I wake up thinking....yay nice day...then I get ready and the minute I walk out the door its raining..pisses me off

I have been knitting up a fucking storm...I think I need to calm down with the knitting....I will soon knit a cover for my entire house...just to see if I can do it..

for those wondering about my fishies name ...it is Shlomo...I named him after my moms dogs vet...his name is Shlomo Finklestein.....ha...what a great name...I have two birds now as well...only one is names ...his name is Wifred....after the Quaker oats dude...Wilfred Brimley...I swear to god the bird looks like him...but in a cute bird way...

So my birthday is coming up....06-06-06......I say I deserve random gifts just for having my birthday fall on that horrible day.......I mean I seriously think a house will fall on my head or some shit.....its either really unlucky or lucky.....I am hoping the latter of the two....if anyone wants to check out my wishlist I will love you forever

I do not really discuss my personal life on here too much...only to a few souls that I know and trust...I am thinking of holding some kind of Auction......selling signed pics and dolls I make and such....I am doing it for my Stepfather...who has been in my life for well...ever.....he has cancer......very serious cancer....and I want the proceeds to go to him to help with the costs.....did you know that one session of chemo....just one time is around fifteen hundred dollars...one hour =1500 smackers...for all of you that do not have health insurance....I seriously pray you go out and get it...that is how much it is for him and he has insurance......I couldnt imagine not having it.....I want all of you ladies and members to keep your health up......seriously....most states have special programs for those who cant afford it.....

well that is it for now kids....wish me luck with the whole melting like a snowcone in Hawaii thing....not looking forward to it....xoxo...jennirae....

ok so today was another cleaning day.....I had to clean out my fishies bowl...he was lookin sad so had to give him sone new water...he looks happy now.....

its super nice out as of late.....my house gets really warm though.........I do get to leave all the curtains open now though and its just beautiful...but hot...which sort of sucks as I am not really down with hot weather...which means Arkansas is going to suck balls.....speaking of arkansas I did a search to see if anyone was from there....one member ....seriously....

I finally caved and dyed my hair black....I was going to let it grow out and do this crazy mod andy warhol thing.....but I dont have the patience to do it.....so fuck it...I will probably have black hair when I am 80....which is just not so hot in my opinion....if your a hairdresser and know where to get a good haircolor remover.....specifically one by Rusk..I will be your best friend.....

I am still sewing up a storm..I have a gazillion dolls...its starting to look like a really odd horror movie in my house...well it always does...but really...I need to start a new hobby....speaking of dolls you should check out Roethkeher dolls are bomb diggity

so I took a nap today...which I now realize is not a good idea as it keeps me awake till it gets light out and then I can only sleep for like 5 hours...if I am lucky....blargh

I recently found a new site that is entertaining me..
www.elouai.com
I have been making these cartoony things of all my friends....

I am gonna get out of the house and shop for cleaning products tomorrow

peace out

ok.....so I went to Portland this week/weekend.....it was....way different than Seattle.....its still kinda dirty....but it has some charm....got to see my old dearest friend....Abner....and met a few lovely people......his Roomie Aaron is a super cool dude.....and he cooks....ladies in Portland...you should hit these guys up...seriously....I am back now....at home.....happy to be back but left with this little tingle for Portland......meeting people that are decent is so rare these days......I miss Louie.......I am sure you know that tho...huh mister zebra pants?!...hah.....go make fun of louie the zebra.....

I am looking forward to Vegas...dont know the full plan yet but I am soo down......word......it is gonna rock socks....

Arkansas is coming up end of the month....hey if your an SG from there....hit me up....or if you members know an Arkansas SG tell me bout it.....I need to do something......it is Arkansas...ya know?!

my house is sooo clean right now......it looks sweet

this journal entry is random as fuck...I think I will keep them all this way......

so yeah....I quit smoking...I am a week into it...and still feel like shit...but thats ok....my blood pressure dropped like mad so I had to adjust my blood pressure medication...(no everyone I do not have high blood pressure) which makes me feel all wonky......so now I take half the dose which makes me more jumpy.....argh...but I do not want to smoke ever again.......not after all this hell
I am still enduring......I am super nauseated.....my legs are cramping.........how the hell can anyone gain weight .....I would rather puke than eat.....and I can smell everything......fuck smoking and fuck this stupid profile picture...with the dumb smoke....if anyone wants to make me a new one....feel free.......I am over the smoking for good.....i will kiss instead......btw.......I love my family....like really....I will be okay....Louie..I super miss you<3