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SEPTEMBER 12, 2012 @ 01:00 AM

Hello hello everyone.
I should blog more, I said I'd blog more.

I've been feeling down lately though.

So anyway, Tarion has a new set. YAY!
It's called Follow the white rabbit, I think it's pretty amazing

Also, my set is still in MR too. Over here.

Funny story, I entered the Inked Suicide Girl competition a few weeks ago.
I'm not sure why.
And then when Rambo mailed me to say I'd made it to the second round, I laughed.
And then, this morning, lo and behold..

Maybe less is more?

If anything, I hope I get a bit more exposure.
Can you imagine being a finalist with the likes of Radeo, Amina, Gogo, Katherine, Lass etc?
I'm pretty sure I can put that on my resume.
Noddy bagde for me.

Uhm. Okay so I'm sad these days, it's really starting to irritate me.
My mind is like one of those babies that just keeps crying and won't tell you what's wrong.
It's draining.
I assume it's something I'm doing so I've stopped doing.
Literally.
I don't model, I don't derby, I don't burlesque, I do't charity, heck, I don't even attend classes anymore.
So I'm feeling a bit better.
I'll pick everything up again maybe, once I figure out what's bringing me down.
There's the thing about living your life to please other people. Or your parents.
I'm not a social person, not when forced.
But they say go to church, I go to church. I even take membership.
They say do a sport, I do a sport.
They say take up a hobby, I go for dancing classes.
I'm just not sure what I'm doing for me anymore.
I saw this picture the other day, it cheered me up some.

I've had a toothache the past 2 weeks and I can't eat anything but soup.
I feel like a patient of Dr. Hazzard.(yes, that was her ACTUAL surname. Oh the irony.)

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

And there's your serial killer fix for this week

Oh guess what you guys?!?!
Rigel Suicide came out of archive!!

*happy dance*

Really loved her last set.

I'm not sure what else to say.
So I guess I'll end it there.
Here's some modelling pics for you guys.

Have a great week everone!
I love you all

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LuckyLu

HOPEFUL

South Africa

SEP 12, 2012 01:13 AM

Congrats on making it to the second round So happy to see more South African SGs get chosen for stuff. makes us hopefulls well... Hopeful Already voting for you to win!

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

SEP 12, 2012 01:25 AM

I hope you feel a bit better soon. And well done for gettin through the Inked Girls competition!

Marlene

SUICIDEGIRL

France

SEP 12, 2012 01:35 AM

Congrats about being a finalist of the contest gorgeous! I feel honored to be a finalist especially with girls like you, Radeo, Gogo...! How hard is the final?haha

apocalypseMM

South Africa

February 2012

SEP 12, 2012 02:21 AM

Congrats on being a finalist!

As to a bit of depression.. hey, hell, happens to us all. 3 weeks ago I just didn't want to get out of bed at all...

thought maybe I was getting old, which made it more depressing...

but after I battled my way through a bit of shit, and the sun started coming up a bit earlier and staying up a bit longer and I had a bit of fun it all started seeming a lot better... Summer is coming!!! and you are a suicide girl, which means you are automaticallty the hottest girl on the beach...

Tarion

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

SEP 12, 2012 03:42 AM

Congrats on becoming a finalist.
Love the pic with the pearls.

Autrum

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

SEP 12, 2012 03:55 AM

yay go you!! I voted for you :p
are you sure you arent just stressed from your party plans?

Changeling_

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

SEP 12, 2012 07:16 AM

Congrats on the competition! And good luck with the final round!
I hope you feel better soon too... I know how that feels to be constantly down, but I pretty much know what's eating at me at the moment... It must suck to not know what is up or how to fix it. :/
Maybe spend a week just kicking back and doing stuff you love doing for you, or figuring out what you want to do, regardless of anyone else? :')

Whatever you do, I hope you kick the bad feeling! Sending good vibes your way, hun

Spliff

SUICIDEGIRL

New York, USA

SEP 12, 2012 07:28 AM

that dr hazzard story is crazy!!! and congrats on making the inked girls contest!

RiverSong

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

SEP 12, 2012 01:20 PM

Gorgeous!! Congrats on being a finalist :3 im so happy for you!! Hope you feel better soon

Amina

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

SEP 12, 2012 01:55 PM

You, my dear, are exquisite.

melted

El Segundo, CA

October 2004

SEP 13, 2012 11:29 AM

The first thing you should do is go to the dentist. Now if you do that, don't think your living your life for me.
No matter how bad things are having a toothache can only make things worse. As a student of Psychology you must recognize that you are exhibiting all the signs of depression. Stopping doing everything, essentially withdrawing form the world, is a symptom not a solution.