SuicideGirl: Jayne
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Jayne is a 33 year-old SuicideGirl in United Kingdom.

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FEBRUARY 23, 2004 @ 07:50 PM


today was a mixed bag. went to bed at 4.30pm last nite, then up at 6am this morning. went food shopping aroun 7.30am. came home and tidied up a bit. started out the day in a good mood, but as it progressed began to mope around a bit.
the lonliness is starting to creep back in in a bad way. i went into town and walked around a bit, bought tickets for a show next month...and finally found a store that sells crumpets!!!! biggrin yay!!! (i've been looking since i got home from the uk, there are hardly any stores around here that sells any english/british food) decided to go look for a dress or skirt or something cute to wear to sgb on saturday nite. no surprise, i found nothing and felt even more mopey.
came home, got on sg, and realized how much i miss the uk kids. frown i know it's on ly three months off now.....but it seems like they're gonna last for fucking years. i feel like a whiney brat, but i'm just so fucking lonely.
i wanna just go to bed, but i'm gonna go work out instead and try to get my mind off of my problems.
why can't i just win a few thousand dollars so i can make a few small things happen? why god why do you hate me so much?
Comments
catdad

catdad

Portland, OR
August 2002

FEB 23, 2004 09:05 PM

I've seen crumpets at Trader Joe's, but I don't know if they are traditional or some bastardized americanization.

drexel

drexel

I'm lost
January 2004

FEB 23, 2004 10:54 PM

it sucks to be homesick. frown won't be long tho. and you can have someone ship you some maltesers and stuff like that in the meantime. wink

goldengram

goldengram

Oakland, CA
September 2002

FEB 23, 2004 11:57 PM

i need a few thousand dollars too. that would make everything in my life just dandy while i wait to go on tour again.
it's so much harder and more lonely when you know EXACTLY how long you have to wait.

i think some rogue wave music would help to cheer you up in that shins elliott smith kinda way. it does for me.
you can listen
here
lemme know if you'd like to hear more.

cheers,

goldengram

Perversia

Perversia

United Kingdom
November 2003

FEB 24, 2004 12:09 AM

I can't really imagine what you're going through. Homesick for me can be solved in 3 hours so I really do feel for you. You know it's not too long til you're back.

:hugz: and kiss's to keep you going!

CousinDell

CousinDell

United Kingdom
June 2003

FEB 24, 2004 06:34 AM

crumpets yay!! biggrin love im so gonna buy some today now!! aw babe hang in there i hope time flys by for you kiss

oh and..looks like your gonna have to settle for you own personal set..hehe nevermind wink kiss

CousinDell

CousinDell

United Kingdom
June 2003

FEB 24, 2004 08:01 AM

love kiss aww cheers hunny smile

ok jayne thinkin im as hot as hell is all a girl need to know blush blush blush love hot damn biggrin

kiss

Jacqui

Jacqui

South Amboy, NJ
April 2003

FEB 24, 2004 08:32 AM

and shes looking for some english food eeek im in total shock...really ! i miss chips & gravy, mushy peas, and a good cup of tea, but thats about it, am i lame ? but crumpets really are fucking lovely though.

so sorry i didnt get a chance to meet you, it was a combo of having no money for a ticket, and being alittle busy. i had to help my mum with her work for the first week and a half which was horrid seeing that all i wanted to do was hangout with my friends and drink some decent stella. you'll be there again so next time i'll be sure to be alittle more prepared.

I had no access at all to the net, I had one chance when my mum left the office but it only gave me 4 mins to check my messages. seeing that they have dial up at my mums work i thought it better to not go looking at a naked chik site with only four minutes to do so. my mums such a prude. i made a little site for mark and i thought she would think it was kool, she yelled at me and told me that it was dangerous to have your pic up on the net....and then went on about stalkers ???


anyway, im going to nap, im still messed up so i need plenty more sleep to sort myself out.
dont worry, you only have three months, and even though it seems like a life time it will pass before you know it.
take care pretty
xXx
jacqui

ps: pic 4 is fucking hilarious.


kiss



[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 8:34AM]

munch

munch

United Kingdom
May 2003

FEB 24, 2004 10:00 AM

grrrr Crumpets....yumyum!!!! biggrin

venom66

venom66

Oceanside, CA
January 2004

FEB 24, 2004 10:31 AM

God hates us all ! dont sweat the details - shit seems to always fall into place -
plus - your pretty !

big_dave

big_dave

United Kingdom
March 2003

FEB 24, 2004 10:32 AM

^^ crumpets, indeed, yum yum

thanx smile The first bit was, indeed, beautiful. It led me somewhere better for a few hours last week, but just underlined realities yesterday when I spent 12 hours by a hospital bed realising I couldn't continue to be the bastard I am being at the minute. Life is a series of choices and I just made some wrong 'uns frown

I'm very glad to have the London posse to help me forget some of it, and looking forward to when you and Nick are going to be fulltime with the rest of us, too biggrin kiss

JohnnyForeigner

JohnnyForeigner

United Kingdom
July 2003

FEB 24, 2004 11:38 AM

A crumpet shortage? Aaah, the luxuries we Brits take for granted... shocked

God doesn't hate us, He's just very, very insecure. Three months is nowt, after London its going to be at last that till I leave the house socially again. My suggestion for passing the time: Dungeons And Dragons (this may be why I don't leave the kouse much).

I am presently very happy with my hair, although three minutes every morning is hassle in my world. I can make no recommendations for your future colour/style, as obviously you look perfect already biggrin However, using a dice to decide is always entertaining.

annajoy

annajoy

HOPEFUL

Chicago, IL

FEB 24, 2004 12:47 PM

so sorry you are sad. there is nothing like homesickness.

if i could make you tea or something equally comforting i would.

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