today was a mixed bag. went to bed at 4.30pm last nite, then up at 6am this morning. went food shopping aroun 7.30am. came home and tidied up a bit. started out the day in a good mood, but as it progressed began to mope around a bit.
the lonliness is starting to creep back in in a bad way. i went into town and walked around a bit, bought tickets for a show next month...and finally found a store that sells crumpets!!!!
yay!!! (i've been looking since i got home from the uk, there are hardly any stores around here that sells any english/british food) decided to go look for a dress or skirt or something cute to wear to sgb on saturday nite. no surprise, i found nothing and felt even more mopey.
came home, got on sg, and realized how much i miss the uk kids.
i know it's on ly three months off now.....but it seems like they're gonna last for fucking years. i feel like a whiney brat, but i'm just so fucking lonely.
i wanna just go to bed, but i'm gonna go work out instead and try to get my mind off of my problems.
why can't i just win a few thousand dollars so i can make a few small things happen? why god why do you hate me so much?
the lonliness is starting to creep back in in a bad way. i went into town and walked around a bit, bought tickets for a show next month...and finally found a store that sells crumpets!!!!
came home, got on sg, and realized how much i miss the uk kids.
i wanna just go to bed, but i'm gonna go work out instead and try to get my mind off of my problems.
why can't i just win a few thousand dollars so i can make a few small things happen? why god why do you hate me so much?
FEB 23, 2004 09:05 PM

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