Happy bday to Ma'dukes. Years ago on my mom's bday I wanted to take her out and had absolutely no funds, there is no worse feeling, I hope things get better what I did realize however was that my
Mom just wanted to hang out with me and really didn't give a shit about a fancy meal.
it make me sad to see this.... i know mom knows your struggles and im sure she is happy your alive and on two feet!!!!
i wanna give you a hug trooper (pc hug) If theres anything i can do lemme know!
btw my thoughts are with you too, about yesterdays fatal shooting, prayers to the families and loved ones, prayers to the city and locals! To close to home
I didn't think that's what you meant, when I say fancy I was talkin like I couldn't take my mom out to a $30 meal.
Don't be so hard on yourself, that's all sometimes we forget that!
I know it sucks, but soon when you get things the way Jaxy wants them im sure you will make for lost time.... I have faith that you will overcome this and move on to better things. Trust me