Rough sleep seems to be going around. I used to not sleep for various reasons before new years eve, then come new years day when I decided to make a change sleep still avoids me for other reasons. When sleep does happen it feels so restless. We can only hope the changes that we make are for the better as we continue the journey.
Oh I totally agree 100% with you, and I was in no way compairing me with you either, I was just kindly saying the same thing to myself that I shared with you. We all go down tough roads and I just feel more shocked about it than sad. I'm not gonna lie it hurts my feelings that she feels this way, but I find that the positive thing for me to do is find what makes me happy. The jokes were a way for me to show that I am open minded to this new change and am prepared to move on.
Really this is my first real break up and I don't know what i'm suppose to say right now. I figured that be honest and open would just make me feel better about it, but I now feel like a idiot for making jokes about it. That probably will also explain why my comment to you may have seemed like it was gonna be some long drawn out story but it wasn't at all. Sorry i'm new to many things these days and openly talking to new people about my feelings is a whole new world to me. It feels easy when your reading it or someone elses story, then being able to respond if you have something to share, I can do that. But today or this afternoon I just learned something new about me and my sharing thats all.
So I think i'm saying thanks for slapping some common sense into me!