Well I guess I should update this thing. Hmm lets see this week has been kinda shitty.But last weeks sg burlesque was awesome. I was a tip girl and I got to meet a bunch of the girls who are all great. I love stormy shes so fuckin adorable. Last weekend is a blur to me.
Im gettin used to being single and its actually fucking awesome. Last night I planned just to go to the movies to see cold mountasin and drool all over myself for 2hours over Jude Law Swoon . But instead me and my friend ended up stayin out till 7 gettin wasted all over Brooklyn. But I ended up kickin it with this hawt hottie also which was cool. Hes a model for marc jacobs and shit hmm I dont really remember what we talked about but, it was fun.But still, I think im going to be single for a while judging on the crap selection thats out there.Alright so maybe im not doin that fne hey its hard for a cuddle whore to be alone
But besides that ,hows everyone else doing ?? what are everyones plans for valentines??

Well ive been away for a little bit but alot of craps happened. I started school . It sucks 9 am class almost everyday with a sweet 4 hour breack in between where I get to sit around doing nothing woohoo.And then on monday I got into a car accident and got a concusion which was fun. They took me to the hospital and wouldent let me go to sleep. But, to make things even more awesome I was stuck in a room with this smelly half dead old women who wouldent even let me put the tv on. Trying to stay awake when your so tired and all you have to entertain you ins to count celing tiles sucks cock.
But besides that everythings goin good I got some sassy new earrings but its gunna hurt like a bitch to fit a 0 gadge in my ears im just gunna get drunk and shove them through.I got my new school ID today my picture is so bad as usual I look like I have a lazy eye in it
I might go meet up with Jaidee later and tomorrow I might go to the first night of burlesque and be a tip girl.
Oh well im out

Well last night was fun I went to some NYU 80's party which is pretty chessy no actually its really chessy but it turned out to be alot of fun. Im such a party whore Ill go to any party.Some pretty cute kid was kickin it to me and I got his number which made my day a lil better.And I was pretty trashed . Me and my friends dressed 80's punk rock I just pulled out all my old shit like my bullet belt. I kind of miss dressing like that to bad im to lazy to lace up boots everyday. There should be pics up soon .Tonight should be fun as well my friends having a hotel birthday party cant wait to go. I just found out my tattoo guy whos supposed to finish my sleev wont be back in the city till March I guess its not that far off but by then Ill probabley spend all the money I saved for it

Well whats everyone else doin tonight?

Well its been a while but, I should update this bad boy. I usually dont like updating it I like having alot of comments hehe. So you guys better fucking leave me a shit load more kiddin. Well alots happend I guess in these past few days. I shot a music video with this emo band the commercials on friday. I was the vixen and I had to make out with some kid . I didnt wanna be the nice girl it dosent suit me.They said there gunna send it to mtv2 and shit so thats should be cool I guess. Check out the band there on http://www.blackoutrecords.com/. Other bands like Kill your Idols are on that label I wish I could have done a video for them .
And ohh boy oh boy It snowed again what else is new. Is there anyone in Hawai I can live with. .
But on a better note Ladies and Gentlemen youll be glad to hear that Jax is back on the market Im single now and taking applications see if you fit the criteria
-Nice eyes
-Large cock
-Sweet
- Good in bed
Tattoos and having something in common are a plus.
Nah Im kiddin so please no creepy members reply to this thinking you can get in pants. Yea me and my boyfriend broke up I think it was just cause he wanted to get with his ex.It hit me like a Mac truck I thought we were closer than that and that he cared about me more. Meh I dont really care that much I was ready to be single , I think im gunna keep it this way for a while do my own thing and shit. Im more worried about not havin a valentine but, I got a whole week of shit planned with my friends.I cant wait to go out tonight.
Its new girl week I hope I go up soon. Oh well im fuckin tired ill write the rest of this shitty shit ball entry later.

I want someone to come over and cuddle with me . I need a emo boy

UPDATE:how could I forget the most fabulous part of my week investing in my own personal shrinky dink machine.Im adddicted im gunna have so many small pieces of plastic with stupid pictures on them Im not gunna know what to do.

I think I may have said this before but its so fucking cold!!! .Yesterday was fun my friend djed at some bar he was pretty good he played all the music I wanted to hear at least. Then 2 of my other friends ended up coming with me and bought me a shit load of shots. It was really sweet of them but I really needed to get home early and actually get to work on time instead I ended up going to sleep at five and going to work feelin like poo . Jax hungover what else is new .
Today kinda stunk so I went and treated myself to some piercings.I went to my friends shop so he hooked me up. I got 2 lip piercings one in each corner of my mouth. Im still gettin used to them Im not really sure if I like them woops .
Pat I forgive you but you still have to buy me flowers

Well im gunna update this thing I guess. This weekend was fun. I got to meet some new sgs on friday likeTina and Monica there both so adorable.And then I got to see JaiDee, Kikka and Monika with a k agian. It was supposed to be a girls night out but some how it turned in to a night at Bkfreaks house, with girls topless in hammocks and someone peeing their pants im not gunna metion any names. .
And on sunday I went to see Sick Of It All. I t was a good show and they played my 2 fav songs but I was to hungover and tired to really enjoy it. But after I got Yakatori . Ick and then I went home and watched Ghost Ship the worst fucking movie ever
. Id rather eat shit then sit through that piece of crap again.
Oh well my friends djing somewhere in the city I guess Im gunna go support him so im out
Happy Martin Luther King Day!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE: I have some time before I can go out im sitting here watching american I dol. Ahahaha did anyone see the girl with the mans voice??

Winter sucks cock!!! I was so convinced I was gunna have a day off and then I had to haul my fat ass in to work. But thanxs to my gem of a boyfriend laughing at me and mooning me from the window while I cleaned off my car in the sub zero tempretures I managed to get through my day a little easier.
At least " Dont tell mom the baby sitters dead" is on HBO that movies a classic.Tonight im gunna go out with my gal linsay and her friend from Gerogia maybe. Go hit up the bars.

Yesterday I had a good day I saw Big Fish with pat It was really cute. And 2morow im gunna meet Monica and were gunna reap havoc on the streets of New York.
My sets never gunna go up.

Im so depressed, and its not even that something specific in my life sucks its just that it me im a mental retard.I just hate who I am. im a such a small weak jeloaus person. As much a everything in my life changes I always have the same problems. I always feel alone and I always get stepped all over.I hate throwing up my problems all over people and bitching about it but shits just seems so bleack right now. My job sucks and ive got nothing going for me maybe its just the winter thats making me feel extra shitty.I dunno i just want to go to sleep for a few days or something.blahhhh
Oh well I dont think im gunna get this coctail waitress thing there was another girl there with big boobies they liked her better hmm.
Hopefully 2mororws better or I gunna snap

Anyways hows everyone else doin this week

Today I went to work extremely late and got out early I love my crappy job.I have to get my shit together though. Im kind of looking foward to school starting so I have something to do.Thanx guys for all your nice comments. It turns out he didnt even chill with his ex after all she missed her train or some crap haha hehe. I guess I overreacted maybe just a little hes a sweetie. I want to see big Fish anyone seen it???
Meh Im soo sick some one kill me. Oh well im off to the city get some food and crap . And then to brooklyn to see whats up with this cocktail waitress job.
Oh yea does anyone know how i can get god dam pics up??? it always says their to big