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I can't believe he would do this to me the day before I leave to take my State Board exam.
What to do...
when the person you're with doesn't realize that months of trust have been destroyed, and things can't magically piece themselves back together?
I try to explain how words mean nothing when actions are so bold in comparison.
It's hard for me to believe anyone is 'in love' with someone else if their actions speak differently.
I ask him to take responsibility for his actions to regain my trust
and he replies with "I promise that from here on out I'll do whatever I can to be nothing less than perfect."
I almost feel like he wanted to add a sarcastic "like you" at the end of that sentence.
All I want is for him to stop blaming his stupid actions on the fact that he "didn't think it would matter", "didn't know better", or my favorite "I just didn't think about it when I did it." I don't think that's asking him to be perfect, at all.
I think that's asking him to be an adult.
post script,
new set in member review.
when the person you're with doesn't realize that months of trust have been destroyed, and things can't magically piece themselves back together?
I try to explain how words mean nothing when actions are so bold in comparison.
It's hard for me to believe anyone is 'in love' with someone else if their actions speak differently.
I ask him to take responsibility for his actions to regain my trust
and he replies with "I promise that from here on out I'll do whatever I can to be nothing less than perfect."
I almost feel like he wanted to add a sarcastic "like you" at the end of that sentence.
All I want is for him to stop blaming his stupid actions on the fact that he "didn't think it would matter", "didn't know better", or my favorite "I just didn't think about it when I did it." I don't think that's asking him to be perfect, at all.
I think that's asking him to be an adult.
post script,
new set in member review.
If you haven't given my newest MR set love, do it.
If you have, thank you.
Hooray.
My ham ham thanks you, as well.
ETA: He likes to pose for pictures.
If you have, thank you.
Hooray.
My ham ham thanks you, as well.
ETA: He likes to pose for pictures.
eh never mind.
New set in review.
All self-shot at 3am in my bedroom.
The intro comment says it all.
Hate it for it's lack of lighting and lack of a professional photographer: but then just know you missed the entire point. Go look at the airbrushed shit that goes up everyday, then. Ok?
New set in review.
All self-shot at 3am in my bedroom.
The intro comment says it all.
Hate it for it's lack of lighting and lack of a professional photographer: but then just know you missed the entire point. Go look at the airbrushed shit that goes up everyday, then. Ok?
Today the official Adventure of Epic Failure took place.
Somehow, I don't have a sunburn from walking around Old Town Indio all day in the peak hours of 109 degrees.
Somehow, I didn't get harassed by hobos for money or pudding like last time.
And lastly, I did not pass out and die from total lack of hydration on the side of the street in the ghetto part of town where I grew up.
See? I'm being positive.
I did, however, manage to get lost with Hannah
miss a bus stop
and walk up the same street twice trying to find a building that was actually on another street. But not according to California Mental Health Drinking and Driving facilities.
The refuse to believe they are on Jackson street.
THEY. ARE. ON. JACKSON. STREET.
"No, we're on Fargo."
No. No no no no no no no.
Not Fargo. It was not on Fargo street, they are in denial.
Whatever. I'll let them live their lies. Lying liars who lie.
Somehow, I don't have a sunburn from walking around Old Town Indio all day in the peak hours of 109 degrees.
Somehow, I didn't get harassed by hobos for money or pudding like last time.
And lastly, I did not pass out and die from total lack of hydration on the side of the street in the ghetto part of town where I grew up.
See? I'm being positive.
I did, however, manage to get lost with Hannah
miss a bus stop
and walk up the same street twice trying to find a building that was actually on another street. But not according to California Mental Health Drinking and Driving facilities.
The refuse to believe they are on Jackson street.
THEY. ARE. ON. JACKSON. STREET.
"No, we're on Fargo."
No. No no no no no no no.
Not Fargo. It was not on Fargo street, they are in denial.
Whatever. I'll let them live their lies. Lying liars who lie.
I've got Google Chrome for an internet browser now.
I'm testing the waters, my boyfriend is obsessed with it simply for something he calls "porn mode" although I'm not sure what that has to do with the quality of anything.
I miss Firefox, but it'll always be there for me if I need it.
I'm testing the waters, my boyfriend is obsessed with it simply for something he calls "porn mode" although I'm not sure what that has to do with the quality of anything.
I miss Firefox, but it'll always be there for me if I need it.
Calling all licensed hair professionals:
A week from tomorrow I take my State Board exams.
While I feel pretty confident about the practical portion of the exam, the written portion I'm feeling kind of overwhelmed.
Any good test websites or study method suggestions would be great. The test seems like it covers so much I'm not exactly sure what to study for, and everyone I talk to has different things to say about it. Some people say there were a lot of chemistry questions while others say most of it way about hair structure and curl form.
It's made studying stressful since I've been going over this stuff for a year now and there's no way I'm going to remember ever nail disease in the universe or how disulphide bonds work.
Right now my brain is a disaster of over-directed curls mixed with softening and swelling peroxides and toners and marcel irons.
Shot me.
ETA: my friend told me about http://stateboardquiz.com
I took a few tests and realized that most of it was incoherent enough to be utter crap.
A week from tomorrow I take my State Board exams.
While I feel pretty confident about the practical portion of the exam, the written portion I'm feeling kind of overwhelmed.
Any good test websites or study method suggestions would be great. The test seems like it covers so much I'm not exactly sure what to study for, and everyone I talk to has different things to say about it. Some people say there were a lot of chemistry questions while others say most of it way about hair structure and curl form.
It's made studying stressful since I've been going over this stuff for a year now and there's no way I'm going to remember ever nail disease in the universe or how disulphide bonds work.
Right now my brain is a disaster of over-directed curls mixed with softening and swelling peroxides and toners and marcel irons.
Shot me.
ETA: my friend told me about http://stateboardquiz.com
I took a few tests and realized that most of it was incoherent enough to be utter crap.
Latest obsession.
I am a mere beginner with this program
and have yet to create anything sounding like something outside of the Super Mario genre.
Yes.
I shall make it a genre.
It's 5:26am.
I didn't get up early, I just didn't go to bed at all.
Stupid Fruity Loops Studio and it's amazing ability to entertain me.
I am a mere beginner with this program
and have yet to create anything sounding like something outside of the Super Mario genre.
Yes.
I shall make it a genre.
It's 5:26am.
I didn't get up early, I just didn't go to bed at all.
Stupid Fruity Loops Studio and it's amazing ability to entertain me.
I just finished the song "If Mario had a Cellphone".
It's ridiculous.
Almost as ridiculous as "Kiss Kiss Bump" is going to be when it's finished.
Almost.
I know I need to study more than anything else. But I find myself fucking around with FL Studio all day instead.
I really need to study.
My exam is the ninth. And I've done very little.
gniwohg84why84
I have no initiative.
It's ridiculous.
Almost as ridiculous as "Kiss Kiss Bump" is going to be when it's finished.
Almost.
I know I need to study more than anything else. But I find myself fucking around with FL Studio all day instead.
I really need to study.
My exam is the ninth. And I've done very little.
gniwohg84why84
I have no initiative.
