I remember the day, when I have to said goodbye to person I love .. Death is taken such a good people, who mean's lot to me! Today is the day that many people lost one good person.

Black coffee in cheap cafe and two red roses with no words made my morning. Then black clothes, black eyes and black glasses .. I couldn't take them off all day long.
I was surprised that just few people are come and sad that most important people couldn't come. I didn't cry, I was feel so sorry for her .. even that I knew that her suffering was ended .. And the most sad moment was when the coffin lid closes and at this moment you understand that you see this person last time in your life.

I had sad posts here last days ..