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HEY my dear loverss!
First of all thank you SO MUCHH for all the love you have given me in my new set! this set was shoot by the greatest Gossip with a bunch of sexyyy girls! I felt so happy for the comments and support. all of you have a special place in my heart! I'm so sorry if I dont respond to everyone but lately my life has been fucked. school school and school. I'm studying web design and my course ends in 2 months. And I have to do a web site for my final work. I'm like OH NOOOOOOO.
so, for me has been, like a therapy come here and see all the love you gave me cause my head was been like a bag full of shit lately... andd to fuck me more I have serious alergies to spring. So I have been like a baby child when dont like something ahha
keep loving him <3
OH of course there are one more thing that makes me feel happy
Randommm stuuffff
First of all thank you SO MUCHH for all the love you have given me in my new set! this set was shoot by the greatest Gossip with a bunch of sexyyy girls! I felt so happy for the comments and support. all of you have a special place in my heart! I'm so sorry if I dont respond to everyone but lately my life has been fucked. school school and school. I'm studying web design and my course ends in 2 months. And I have to do a web site for my final work. I'm like OH NOOOOOOO.
so, for me has been, like a therapy come here and see all the love you gave me cause my head was been like a bag full of shit lately... andd to fuck me more I have serious alergies to spring. So I have been like a baby child when dont like something ahha
keep loving him <3
OH of course there are one more thing that makes me feel happy
Randommm stuuffff
AWESOMEEE art work
This is AMAZING! Incredible perfect! Everythinggg. Im feeling so honored and happy to see my face in such a perfect piece. Also This piece represents one of the most important things I have and I love most in my life! Wicca and my pack!
http://www.gndillustrations.com/#!portaits/c1t44
Its amazing for me seeing people liking my work and making art of me. Its kind of breathtaking!! <3
andd I want your help! I felt in love for this body but they dont send it for portugal. just for US 
anybody can help me please please pleaseeeee?
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Hey everyone!
How are you today?
soooo..newssss... My new set (shot by Gossip) will be in mr in four days... god I'm so nervous lol. will always be a surprise to know what you guys think. I change a lottt. In my opinion for better.
This set its about wednesday adams. Because you know... she rocks! And I really think I have a little of wednesday inside me.
I really hope you like it!
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and if you want to make me happy <3
for now its everything.
LOVE you all!
your Illusion
So..this will be that stupid blog feelings...
I'm a really closed person... I cant tell my feelings cause its very difficult. so..writing for me is better...like a therapy.. these days have been so hard... I cant sleep well, I cant take care of me. nothing. so, now I want and need to tell everything is in my mind.
I have been super busy = I lost a bit who I am...I cant think what really means to me. what is good to me. what I need. cause my head is tired and is just a bag full of shit. I'm thinking 193749 things in the same time. really hate this. I like to be lucid.
Is impressive and fascinating as humans can feel feelings so powerful and so big. as if we could blow up with the whole world. is good to know that you were made for one person.
that it exists .. your life is a thousand times better. the world seems to you more
beautiful and more joyful. the heart stops when we see it... and just look at her to know that all is well. because nothing else matters ... just her. you know that life is not easy for you, that you spent many obstacles but it's there... in thought, by our will, always will be. The world could end but she'll be there .. But there is one thing more powerful than that in the world. I and I realized that now. the ability of that person to destroy all that great feeling. and ... well .. how life it's funny.. As a person reaches a point ... no longer able to fight for their feeling. however much we want. how that person was able to destroy a feeling so strong? it's sad but it's still funny.
because life is always surprising us, and when we do not expect something happens .. situation that you had the certainty that nothing would destroy it ... is gone. he was my
life, despite everything that has happened ... after all he did. now? I do not know. perhaps boils down to nothing. and that scares me. Because for me it is very sad that feeling disappear .. despite also be a relief. desperation and relieving ... months ago I saw myself lost without him, my life didn't make perfect sense without having him. He was my sun and my moon. was half of me ... for 2 years. now? I look at him and start to see a person like the others. I can live without it. in fact I even like more being without him. and what I feel ... I dont know where it is. if it is. I feel despair because all this goes against my principles. I was aware of what I wanted and felt and it all collapsed.. and I dont like when it happens to me.. makes me look like a fool. makes me doubt what I think. bullshit
I rarely like someone ... is super hard because after all I am a lone wolf. only liked two persons in my life that I can truly say that they laid me down in a snap. something that is almost impossible to happen. I am a very cold sometimes ... but nobody goes cold from one moment to the other right? it takes many slaps. In fact, I have already taken enough. I do not regret it, even a little. I am proud to have gone through everything I went through and be aware. and since I am a strong woman...
sometimes although I am strong and confident what I want, I'm afraid to hurt again ... because when I have doubts or fear of something or someone I run away ... I'd rather be alone than to suffer again and again. By the same option. I'd rather be cold ... be alone. I'm happy in that way.
all this because it seems that I found someone who pulls me. that makes me a giant smile on my face just thinking about him ... that makes me feel those butterflies in my stomach again. that makes me dream ... and want to have the strength to continue. and I feel that I want this but I have fear at the same time. Confuse ..very confuse. Cause this should not be happening. I should not feel this, supposedly. because the person I am. but I feel...and if not try I'll never know what will happen. so...be strong arggg
sorry for the rant .. but as I said this is the only place where I can really say what I think and feel.
Good stuff to show you!
24th of this month out my new set: blush:
"Growing Wednesday"
Long ago that I do not do a set and I loved doing this because besides being one of my favorite characters I'm a bit like her. so hope you like it
My lover's
I'm a really closed person... I cant tell my feelings cause its very difficult. so..writing for me is better...like a therapy.. these days have been so hard... I cant sleep well, I cant take care of me. nothing. so, now I want and need to tell everything is in my mind.
I have been super busy = I lost a bit who I am...I cant think what really means to me. what is good to me. what I need. cause my head is tired and is just a bag full of shit. I'm thinking 193749 things in the same time. really hate this. I like to be lucid.
Is impressive and fascinating as humans can feel feelings so powerful and so big. as if we could blow up with the whole world. is good to know that you were made for one person.
that it exists .. your life is a thousand times better. the world seems to you more
beautiful and more joyful. the heart stops when we see it... and just look at her to know that all is well. because nothing else matters ... just her. you know that life is not easy for you, that you spent many obstacles but it's there... in thought, by our will, always will be. The world could end but she'll be there .. But there is one thing more powerful than that in the world. I and I realized that now. the ability of that person to destroy all that great feeling. and ... well .. how life it's funny.. As a person reaches a point ... no longer able to fight for their feeling. however much we want. how that person was able to destroy a feeling so strong? it's sad but it's still funny.
because life is always surprising us, and when we do not expect something happens .. situation that you had the certainty that nothing would destroy it ... is gone. he was my
life, despite everything that has happened ... after all he did. now? I do not know. perhaps boils down to nothing. and that scares me. Because for me it is very sad that feeling disappear .. despite also be a relief. desperation and relieving ... months ago I saw myself lost without him, my life didn't make perfect sense without having him. He was my sun and my moon. was half of me ... for 2 years. now? I look at him and start to see a person like the others. I can live without it. in fact I even like more being without him. and what I feel ... I dont know where it is. if it is. I feel despair because all this goes against my principles. I was aware of what I wanted and felt and it all collapsed.. and I dont like when it happens to me.. makes me look like a fool. makes me doubt what I think. bullshit
I rarely like someone ... is super hard because after all I am a lone wolf. only liked two persons in my life that I can truly say that they laid me down in a snap. something that is almost impossible to happen. I am a very cold sometimes ... but nobody goes cold from one moment to the other right? it takes many slaps. In fact, I have already taken enough. I do not regret it, even a little. I am proud to have gone through everything I went through and be aware. and since I am a strong woman...
sometimes although I am strong and confident what I want, I'm afraid to hurt again ... because when I have doubts or fear of something or someone I run away ... I'd rather be alone than to suffer again and again. By the same option. I'd rather be cold ... be alone. I'm happy in that way.
all this because it seems that I found someone who pulls me. that makes me a giant smile on my face just thinking about him ... that makes me feel those butterflies in my stomach again. that makes me dream ... and want to have the strength to continue. and I feel that I want this but I have fear at the same time. Confuse ..very confuse. Cause this should not be happening. I should not feel this, supposedly. because the person I am. but I feel...and if not try I'll never know what will happen. so...be strong arggg
sorry for the rant .. but as I said this is the only place where I can really say what I think and feel.
Good stuff to show you!
24th of this month out my new set: blush:
"Growing Wednesday"
Long ago that I do not do a set and I loved doing this because besides being one of my favorite characters I'm a bit like her. so hope you like it
My lover's
That random selfies
I went to Braga and Lisbon in work (and fun of courseee)
FUN FUN DAYS
so much food that I ended up getting fat 5k in 4 months. I'm a fatty fatty now bahhh
discovering my mother nature
works:
Rui Neves
Art gifts <3 I lovee this!
I have to thank all the people who read my blogs and give them opinion. Is soooo important to me know what you guys think about what I tell. makes me feel I'm not alone in this world. Thank you for everything you have done for me. you guys are part of me!
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Hey beautiful people
Prepared for a huge blog full of exciting news?
so... besides be a stupid human I do my part for a better world. I want to tell you this in a way to open your eyes and make you see we all can change this world for better in little things.
I have a HUGE passion for animals. And I try o help them the best I could. This year I took of the streets two dogs, my new friends!
Natal (Christmas)
and Django
I saw them in the streets...lost... mistreated...sad. And when I see that my head just BLOWWW. I want to beat someone. I try to find family for them. With lucky this two boys have a home now and they are happy! all I did was take them to the persons. easy as that.
Appeal to everyone: in these so difficult times even you cant stay with the animals PLEASE dont abandon them! Please help them to have a new home! Give them food. They have feelings and dont deserve being mistreated and alone! Be HUMAN!!! I promise you will feel much better person than.
Last week I went to Lisbon take some shots and see my friends. I'm really tired .. cause I do not stopped ONE second. but worth it!
Who wants to see a new set of me?
cause all my love to my favorite character Wednesday Adams...
I decide to give you a little present : new Wednesday's set shoot by the cuteness Gossip
I had the contribution of the gorgeous portuguese SGs Discordia , Plum , Aeterna and Caia thank you sooo much for the amazing day <3
Prepared for a huge blog full of exciting news?
so... besides be a stupid human I do my part for a better world. I want to tell you this in a way to open your eyes and make you see we all can change this world for better in little things.
I have a HUGE passion for animals. And I try o help them the best I could. This year I took of the streets two dogs, my new friends!
Natal (Christmas)
and Django
I saw them in the streets...lost... mistreated...sad. And when I see that my head just BLOWWW. I want to beat someone. I try to find family for them. With lucky this two boys have a home now and they are happy! all I did was take them to the persons. easy as that.
Appeal to everyone: in these so difficult times even you cant stay with the animals PLEASE dont abandon them! Please help them to have a new home! Give them food. They have feelings and dont deserve being mistreated and alone! Be HUMAN!!! I promise you will feel much better person than.
Last week I went to Lisbon take some shots and see my friends. I'm really tired .. cause I do not stopped ONE second. but worth it!
Who wants to see a new set of me?
cause all my love to my favorite character Wednesday Adams...
I decide to give you a little present : new Wednesday's set shoot by the cuteness Gossip
I had the contribution of the gorgeous portuguese SGs Discordia , Plum , Aeterna and Caia
thank you sooo much for the amazing day <3
Shot with:
Soraia Fnine
Carnival for me was like...
andd the best part is that I was in AMAZING places. Surround by beautiful nature
My face in Boom Bap Clothing
andddd random pics of Illusion!
And very important: see this beautiful BEAUTIFUL girls!
well for know I leave a great video I saw a time ago. leaves you thinking about life
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BIG KISS,
Your Illusion.
hey gorgeous people!
GUESS WHAT!
Righttt?rightt? when I saw this, I just felt like jumping for joy and run down the street naked.
Is a huge, hugeeee honor to be part of the new book sg Hard girls, soft light! full of beautiful girls! I have much to thank the site and this family, big family that we are. Just gave me happiness and everything good in life. I am PROUD to be part of it. One of the best things that ever happened to me in my entire life. <3
I have to have my copy sooo baddd! and you? already have yours?
HERE
First blog of the year tcha na na namm *Battery casings*. I want to show you (in a fun way) the passed years.
so ... this is me .. yeah ... whyyy ... oh nooo ... ok, now I calmed down
Every time I look at these pictures hurts my heart
2007 - the super emo scene
lookkk at meee so... I dont knowwww... KILL
2007 was difficult ...is the first time I publish these pictures ..........wonder why! ahaha
2008 - pin up
2009 - Dunno...
2010
2011
2012
I think .. I'm much better now ....
's so funny that we, each passing year, look back and think ..." I was so sooo silly child and then laugh (like Ahaha silly me) Now yes, I'm grown and conscious adult". The truth is that we will be small kids the rest of our lives because we're always changing ... and nothing will stop. fortunately!
Despite missing much, I thank all who came into my life until today. made me the woman I am.
OKKK. Cool things to tell you!
Some of you know I am passionate about astronomy.
the other night I was watching documentaries about the constellations. you guys know Big Dipper?
Zeus married the goddess Hera, fell in love with a beautiful young woman and born a great love between them. Betraying Hera, Zeus and the young woman had a child. Hera found and in the shape of revenge turned the young woman and child in bears. When Zeus found it, turned them into stars by sending them to the sky where he could always see them. ohh loveee...
I'm tired of love lol I guess I will be a lone wolf all my life!
Its all for now.
Bigg hug, your Illusion!
Apocalypse day... very sunny actually. Just "waiting" for him with my glass of wine, my dogs and listen my favorite band Pelican
Its funny now you can make your life go normal to crazy. And you know that you are wrong..but that way its just to tasty right? like.. you look at yourself in the mirror and say "you're a fucking dumbbb! but...you like it and you dont want to change". and them you laugh...and them you cry..and them you are just a fucking retarded cause that situation is happening because you allow. Well...Life was not meant to be easy. humans are not perfect at all. what a entertainment!!
so..I just want to talk you about something that happen to me. I know I'm a weirdo person sometimes... I know that there are people dont believe in the same shits I do. Like me for example I dont believe in god. But I respect! My religion is seen by some people as a charade and lies. it's rare someone give due value and above all respect it. and that makes me very sad.. For me its my life, all my believes and happiness. Wicca. If you never heard should google it. Its a world of magic. I can tell you some things. Our god its the sun and our goddess its the moon. We respect nature like a 2nd home and receive many energy of her. Animals are in the same landing like we are. they are the sons of the earth too and we have to respect them. And now I gonna explain why I'm so addicted to wolves. The most power animal in the world. they are one of the only ones beings looking for freedom and a side of life that many people do not see or understand. They are the children of the night , moon and nature. Above all they are magic! Like me. And I feel very very close to them.
so with all this ... I wanted to explain that ... last night a big friend of mine (in a drunk way .. like me) "enjoyed" with me because of my beliefs. must not have been with intention. but That was the first time someone did this to me and hurt more than anything ... beyond the drunkenness hurt .. first I felt angry, able to explode .. then .. I was hurt very much. and sad.
One thing is not to believe. another thing is not respected. am I right?
No more outbursts. who wants to see Illusion's work?
One of my favorite brands: Creep street
Its funny now you can make your life go normal to crazy. And you know that you are wrong..but that way its just to tasty right? like.. you look at yourself in the mirror and say "you're a fucking dumbbb! but...you like it and you dont want to change". and them you laugh...and them you cry..and them you are just a fucking retarded cause that situation is happening because you allow. Well...Life was not meant to be easy. humans are not perfect at all. what a entertainment!!
so..I just want to talk you about something that happen to me. I know I'm a weirdo person sometimes... I know that there are people dont believe in the same shits I do. Like me for example I dont believe in god. But I respect! My religion is seen by some people as a charade and lies. it's rare someone give due value and above all respect it. and that makes me very sad.. For me its my life, all my believes and happiness. Wicca. If you never heard should google it. Its a world of magic. I can tell you some things. Our god its the sun and our goddess its the moon. We respect nature like a 2nd home and receive many energy of her. Animals are in the same landing like we are. they are the sons of the earth too and we have to respect them. And now I gonna explain why I'm so addicted to wolves. The most power animal in the world. they are one of the only ones beings looking for freedom and a side of life that many people do not see or understand. They are the children of the night , moon and nature. Above all they are magic! Like me. And I feel very very close to them.
so with all this ... I wanted to explain that ... last night a big friend of mine (in a drunk way .. like me) "enjoyed" with me because of my beliefs. must not have been with intention. but That was the first time someone did this to me and hurt more than anything ... beyond the drunkenness hurt .. first I felt angry, able to explode .. then .. I was hurt very much. and sad.
One thing is not to believe. another thing is not respected. am I right?
No more outbursts. who wants to see Illusion's work?
One of my favorite brands: Creep street
Ursula Mestre
Ph Rui neves
Ph Taya maria
so, like a said I'm in web design. I start this year and I learned to work in photoshop recently.
And this is my first try... dont joke with meeee please 
the first pic its the original. and second its mine
andd...
original
and the super awesome pic that I done........
I dont know what to thing when I see this images...ahhaha
Random stuff:
I recieved this amazing gift of Wolfman524. Feel super super happy and magical!!! thank you so much one more time
I wish a Merry Christmas .. Besides I dont like christmas at allll humm. and if we dont talk, a good start of new year! 2013 would be hard but we can overcome it.
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Well... life it's pretty incredible. I could say... Just me...a weirdo with my weird thoughts and... weird things. could be more happier?
Life is to short for us spend the time feeling bad (yeah I know random shit). But I think people are just tooo lazy and not magic at all. The world gives you so many incredible thing that you have everyday in your life but you dont open your eyes to see it. Its a shame..
One of this magic things? Moon
a while ago there was the eclipe. Hope you are one of the lucky "bastards" and saw it in your front, cause I dont (just in the web, nott the same damn thing).
I'm a spirit of the nature. literally. I just feeling good and calm when I'm in contact with her. And she is the one that make my magic soul. And this... is a lot to me! Do you have a magic soul too?
My projects:
A year ago I made a set with my wonderfulllllll Taya! but unfortunately we never send it to mr. Now, cause we love the photos, we expose them!
You can see the rest of the photos here*
"Appreciate this" in the end of the page if you like it
Lately I just feel like a lazyyyyy woman to shoot. Yeah its bad but between the school and give attention to the people I love has been complicated. But soon I have news about this for you.
Their Projects:
Today I'm gonna talk about music! Apart my country it's a shitt we have the proud to say that we have wonderfull and talented musicians here.
MIKE GHOST
Besides many project he had with many bands, now he started his own project. This man is just an incredible and tallented musician.
I use to say that he have a star up his head. It's incredible and a fucking huge headddd to do what he do and works "all" the time.
Well, he's recording a new album and of course all we are waiting to listen it.
You can hear and see HERE
BASS AVENUE - GIJOE AND KOMBO
andd if you like dubstep...
Two guys that can make you a little bit crazy.
I'm not a person who likes very much this kind off music but this bastards fucking rocks.
You can see more videos HERE.
Life is to short for us spend the time feeling bad (yeah I know random shit). But I think people are just tooo lazy and not magic at all. The world gives you so many incredible thing that you have everyday in your life but you dont open your eyes to see it. Its a shame..
One of this magic things? Moon
a while ago there was the eclipe. Hope you are one of the lucky "bastards" and saw it in your front, cause I dont (just in the web, nott the same damn thing).
I'm a spirit of the nature. literally. I just feeling good and calm when I'm in contact with her. And she is the one that make my magic soul. And this... is a lot to me! Do you have a magic soul too?
My projects:
A year ago I made a set with my wonderfulllllll Taya! but unfortunately we never send it to mr. Now, cause we love the photos, we expose them!
You can see the rest of the photos here*
"Appreciate this" in the end of the page if you like it
Lately I just feel like a lazyyyyy woman to shoot. Yeah its bad but between the school and give attention to the people I love has been complicated. But soon I have news about this for you.
Their Projects:
Today I'm gonna talk about music! Apart my country it's a shitt we have the proud to say that we have wonderfull and talented musicians here.
MIKE GHOST
Besides many project he had with many bands, now he started his own project. This man is just an incredible and tallented musician.
I use to say that he have a star up his head. It's incredible and a fucking huge headddd to do what he do and works "all" the time.
Well, he's recording a new album and of course all we are waiting to listen it.
You can hear and see HERE
BASS AVENUE - GIJOE AND KOMBO
andd if you like dubstep...
Two guys that can make you a little bit crazy.
I'm not a person who likes very much this kind off music but this bastards fucking rocks.
You can see more videos HERE.
New set coming soon? I guess so...
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your Illusion!
