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Saturday blog about rare updates

JUNE 16, 2012 @ 01:09 PM

Saturday bloody saturday...

I'm not getting married, but! It's time for:

-Something old

- Something new!
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- Something borrowed

-Something Blue

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Here's a little something that I wrote a while ago...

Now my soul is back...

Eyes full of happiness
Heart full of pain,
Another paradox
Another nonsense that leads me into the darkness.

My mind filled with confusion
My hands looking for a silhouette,
Blindness, sickness...
I'm losing my own game.

An unpaid debt...
A debt of kisses and at the same time regret,
An unknown addiction
Running through my vains...

It's a weird sense of knowledge
'cause I know exactly where´s my destiny,
So strange, so delusive
I'm just a lunatic walking in the land of dead.

Suddenly I'm drowning
my soul has built her own grave,
and now is laying there,
so stupid,
so comfortable,
while my body is still there...
Still standing, waiting for her to come back,
my eyes cry and my blood drains,
with my heart beating I'm aiming for the help that others deny...

I'm so blind on this nightmare,
my own creation,
my destroyed faith...
The fog that keeps my eyes captured,
doesn't allow me to see that change comes from myself...

Here comes the sun, her comes the light,
I open my eyes slowly, and finally I feel alive...

Now I can breathe... Now my soul is back...
Now I can breathe... Now my soul is back...
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Some music for the weekend