Back and Side tattoos are done. Sorry i forgot to rotate Dolly. .... just turn your computer. sorry if you dont have a laptop.







by Tim Lehi at Blackheart



Jason McAffe at Temple Tattoo

I went to NYC with Tuffy, it was a lot of fun. i didnt get to make out with anyone but i did see a Yankees game, drink a bunch, see the musical 9 to 5, and ride a mechanical bull.









We finally scored a margarita...sadly it was at TGI Fridays. i believe Tuffy just got done saying "finally Margaritas! Cheers!



i think this was right after he said it was the grossest margarita he's ever had. i think he might be trying to puke it back into the glass



i added a ton of limes to make mine drinkable. fuck TGI Fridays. gross.


CHEERS.

New Tattoo. i was terrified going in for the appointment. it was not nearly as bad as i thought it was going to be. took a shitload of vicoden so that helped a lot. but here she is.....love of my life. my hero. colors in a few weeks.

Birthday Bash Photos. Getting older but not growing up.














ok some are small. sorry. you get the idea though........

i am turning 30. yea my real name is suzanne. everyone is invited. some party. we're going to have a shit load of fun. love the flyer. i did the cityscape and tim lehi drew me at mothra. pretty damn funny.

new tattoo. pinky swears and diamonds are forever





happy winter wonderland




i turn 30 on the 31st. looking forward to it. have a wonderful holiday.

photo journal. enjoy.

new backpiece. need to get color. tim lehi at blackheart is doing it. so in love.




my cat and i are in love



i am growing my hair out, but this was a cute cut.



hee hee



i miss my mohawk

what's the point of the blue angels? we cant think of anything better to waste our money on then some loud ass jets flying around? really? they are freaking my cats out and i cant hear my TV.

how come the second season for 30 rock isnt even close to as funny as the first? i want to laugh...but... it's just not as good.

i dont have anything to do tomorrow. that night i am going to matador for a friends birthday. a bunch of friends are going to play records. there are usually some pretty hot dudes hanging out. sounds good. i could use a hot dude to embarrass myself in front of. awesome.

i am going to NC for halloween. my darling nephew turns 2 on the 30th. i am going to be a zombie bride. what are you going to be?

i am getting my back tattoo shaded in next week. hell yea! i need to post a photo i know. umm it is my entire back covered with fire and a huge cobra with a scary lady face. it's pretty tough. hurt like a motherfucker. i had no idea the back would hurt so bad. i am suffering for it. worth it as always. i think only now do i consider myself heavily tattooed. no covered....... but i have lots now.

i think i am going to join an online dating site. i never meet anyone out. i am just too busy talking to my friends to pay attention to other people that are out and i never meet anyone during my day. not even at work and i talk to like over 100 people. this town is fucking tough.

i'm sleepy. so my last message mentioned my new fav. website...... what's yours? you say GG and you lose.

my new favorite website!!! http://www.tophat.se/adaktusson/




just watched the debate. i like when obama called mccain by the wrong name.

really looking forward to VP debates.

i think i like obama even more now.

SG party was super fun. i didnt plan on getting so drunk. i guess i should have known. the walk home was a funny one.

off to St. francis to get a sandwich. they make the best veggie ruben. and the short hand on the food ticket is "V-RUB". makes me like it even more.

going to pops. not getting wasted tonight. gotta work sat and sunday. bummer. no folsom street fair for me. maybe i'll just pretend that everyone at my restaurant is wearing ass-less chaps. gotta love imagination.

question:

would you rather have to eat only oatmeal everyday or not have a tongue?

So i am getting a bit frustrated. maybe it is just getting close to the end of the year and i am starting to look back and realize this year was kinda pathetic. i made some more amazing friendships...yep. helped my best friend survive cancer...yep. travelled to SE Asia....yep. got more kick ass tattoos that i totally love...yep. got an awesome promotion at my job...yep. started getting back into photography....yep. and totally found an awesome guy that reminds me why life is so much fun...nope.

i'll ask the question asked a million times.....

"where are all the awesome guys in this town?"

"is it me? is it them? do i smell bad? is it because i dont wear heels?"

i am so frustrated. i'll hang out with a guy and realize it isnt a fit but it is fun and then just let if fade away. i have not really been excited about anyone in...... goodness i dont even know. i have some crushes but i'm not even serious about them. san francisco is so difficult.

i go out all the time. i have to interact with people all day long for my job (no rad guys ever come in...ok maybe a couple a week....but really.....i wait on like 400 people a week...those are not good odds). i try to go to shows, events, parties, cafes etc........

i think i hang out with guys too often. i have a lot of guy friends. it is impossible to meet a guy if your out with a guy that you're only friends with.

i need to figure this out. heels are out of the question...can't wear them. i have really bad knees and i dont wear dresses.

so where did you meet your partner? advice? words of wisdom? got a hott friend that is single and likes a girl that doesnt care if she gets dirty, probably wont wear a dress, will be up early in the morning and up late at night, loves to laugh, never fights, can always justify getting new tattoos but never buys new shoes?

and dont say "you need to stop looking".....i am not "looking" just getting tired of waiting......

HALP!

I am leaving for southeast asia in a month. i am getting really excited and need to get on it. i have been doing a bunch of reading and outside of watching apocalypse now last night, that's about it. i am going to Vietnam, Cambodia, and Thailand for 3 weeks. i'll be there with 3 friends. about to go do some internet research but i thought i'd see if anyone here has been there... any things i really have to do? the only plans we have right now are for hanoi and halong bay for a kayaking expedition. i'll just have a small backpack and really don't know what clothes to bring. bought some short to long shorts yesterday, i guess i should get some light pants.... i dont want to offend anyone by not dressing well, or showing too much skin off the beach.... any suggestions would be f'ing amazing.

other then that summertime has been going really well. i have lot's of fun crushes right now. just got some hooks out and i am watching the bobbers. even if nothing comes of them, man crushes are so much fun. and how did i get so lucky that there are so many hott dudes around??? know what makes a guy hotter in my opinion, being nice. i have so many crushes on dudes cause they are so fucking nice. love some eye contact and a smile. kills. a bunch of tattoos helps too...... and not being an idiot.....and not wanting to "process" on the 3rd date. not into that. ummm....summertime love.

much love xoxo.