i am adopting another cat tomorrow...ahh i cant stop myself....ahhh..

in other news i got a new tattoo. no photo yet, but just invision:

a robot smoking a joint with a screen on his chest that reads "69" while fucking a green 6 titted alien from behind.

yep i got that on my leg now. i win.

the Good, the Bad and the Ugly:

the good news is that i am signing a lease for my very own studio tomorrow

the bad news i have to move all of my stuff

the ugly is that i am going to get rid of my computer so i won't have internet and ya'll know how little i use it now.....

more good news: i am hoping to adopt another cat in a few weeks, it is gonna take at least 2 cats to make up for Vegas...haha like any amount of cats could make up for that tub of love.

i am a new mom. i adopted a couple weeks ago. i went to the SPCA for a kitten but fell in love with this little monster. she is a year and a 3 months. she was a recent mom when coming to the SPCA 4 months before i found her. her and i are getting a long very well. she a bit too vocal but we're working on it. i still miss vegas very much and i know no cat will ever replace him, but say hello to my new darling, Reno.



yes those are her real whiskers and have not been photoshopped in any way.

i am destroyed. i just went and had to have my cat put down. he had some sort of blood clot and was in horrible pain....i know i did the right thing, but this hurts so bad. i am going to miss Vegas so much.

Hey everybody. sorry i have not updated since...umm like halloween. Here's what has been going on:

working
not looking at the internet
bummed Lost is showing repeats
drinking
made a gingerbread house
finished christmas shopping...sorta
lots of making out
working

so HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone....i am not going home for the holidays. i will be staying in SF...first christmas w/o family. we'll see how it goes. it'll be strange...but stressless. ok gotta make christmas cookies tonight...



(i took my cat to a bar and did photo booth pictures with him for my christmas cards this year......so adorable)

i got tattooed yesterday. to go along with my severed unicorn head that reads "tonite we ride" i got a severed wizard head that reads "touch the magic". hee hee.


yes those are my pjs with hearts on them......


BTW.......


happy halloween.

god damn, this is a beautiful photo



the sets that have been going up lately are so beautiful. everyone shoudl be really proud to be apart of this. hi-fives all around....

so what have you done lately that you're proud of?

i got my friend to drink his first 40 oz. yesterday.
i cleaned my room
i remembered to buy tickets to see a live perfomance of the re-animator
i bought a workbook to learn spanish

i some girls wanna leave....i say go for it....who needs them when we have this....mindblowinglyamazingset


i have a bobby pin headache.

there is something missing, but i cant figure out what it is.....

need new tattoos....need $$$.....need winning lotto ticket....eh fuck it...need a glass of wine and a pair of stronge arms around me.

i am going to buy a pumpkin in the next couple weeks. gotta figure out what i am going to be for halloween......a zombie as always...but what kinda zombie.....hmmmmmm.......

i am going to miss summer....tomorrow is probably my last BBQ of the year. i miss summers in Virginia...sitting on the porch with friends drinking beer and making plans for summer road trips while laughing about road trips previous. SF just doesnt have porches. if i ever get a house, i dont care how big or small, run down and fancy is it going to have one hell of a porch. oh and i miss the smell of honeysuckle...that is the smell of summer.

off to shower..good night.

so camping was great. sleeping on the ground was not so great. and i have to say taking a shit in the forest in the car blind (w/o contacts) was one of the most awful moments of my life...but all in all i am looking forward to going camping again.

jon bon jovi is on oprah...kinda lame, but totally weird since i was singing livin' on a prayer earlier today while riding my bike.

fixed the dryer today. yes no more lint all over the bathroom...sweet.

so obviously SG is in a stated of turmoil, but like before i am sure everyone will move on and be happy where ever they end up or remain, but a quick reminder: it is just the internet. there are a lot of girls that i am going to miss, and if they were real friends they'll understand my decision and stay in touch.

i'll never stop looking at you ladies of the past and i'll think of you often and miss your witty banter, but i am going to look forward to the future and hope that the sprit on SG remains positive. i have to say that the cloak of silence was nice to be down for a moment in olivia's journail. i think a lot of us girls (me too) dont want to say anything in fear of rocking the boat and making drama, so we remain in the dark, thanks for your side of the story olivia.

wow. super hung over right now. dumb shot drinking card games. it was a blast...right up to the point when i passed out at 11:30.

i'd type more but my fingers are still drunk.

i will say that today i am going camping for the first time ever. never really considered myself an outdoors kinda girl...but i am totally excited about sitting outside and getting drunk and dirty.