So I have had some people on and off ask me about the tattoos on my sides to here is the explanation if you are interested

It's from a Greek myth, the story of Pan and Pitys. There are actually two different myths going around about the two of them. The one that I go by is that she had promised the gods that she would be a virgin for their sake. when she realized that Pan had fallen for her she ran from him because she knew she wouldn't be able to resist him if he came near. She finally got to the point where she realized that she was not going to be able to out run him (because he's a GOD lol) and so she prayed to the Gods to save her from him so that she could honor them with her virginity. They accepted and turned her into a pine tree. Pine then became Pans sacred tree.

so on my sides he's chasing her while playing his flute and she is close but in the process of turning into a tree so he will never be able to have her