If I had a pound for every time someone quiz's me on my love life...Fuck, I'd be rich !
I became single about a month ago, as most of you know, it wasn't working.
But I do this thing where I have a habit of doing things to make other people happy, I knew he was still vaguely happy.
Even though he started expecting dinner to be cooked every night, kept on if I hadn't done the washing, would have stupid little bitch fits and talk to me like an idiot, I rode it out and tried to make myself love someone I knew I couldn't trust.
He'd flirt with people on purpose in front of me to watch me rise, it was all he liked was the attention and watching me flip...
...But if I did the same back to him, holy fuck ! World war three would break out.
Decided a month ago I didn't deserve it and had started talking to someone else, so figured. Bugger it.
Found out after we had broken up he was going to ask me to marry him. Which just added to making me feel worse?
Even though I know in my heart I couldn't do it. He's 31 and determined that I've destroyed his life. Hmph.
Oh well...Rant over. Think I just needed to get that off of my chest !

I've started hanging out with a guy that is just, well...Perfect. We can sit in silence and we don't feel uncomfortable. He takes me out for dinner, he cooked me a roast last week, gives me cute little forehead kisses, and just generally makes me feel good. I've never had this before.
It's a strange feeling ! I guess I'm not used to being this happy as I haven't been for years now.
So we will see where it all goes. I can really see it lasting but he gets a lot of attention, so paranoia is setting in.
Fingers crossed though !

Anyway, some pictures from the shoot I did with Billy the other week !





Hehe. I love these pictures

Looking forward to the next couple of weeks, the guy I'm seeing is coming to see me Tuesday/Wednesday.
Then Wednesday night I'm going to see The King Blues, then I have to do this thing called work for a few days after that ! Boo !
Then on the 9th I get to have my shoot with Lavezzaro ! SO EXCITED ! I've just planned my outfit !
Keep your eyes peeled ladies and gents, think it might be a good one

XO