SuicideGirl: HelenJade
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SEPTEMBER 11, 2010 @ 03:39 AM


Just spent the best part of seven hours sitting in A & E because my eye looked like something out of 28 Days Later.
Couldn't get out of work last night as it was too busy so I had to serve people that were saying "What's up with your eye?"
Quite obviously, it is bright red and wont open properly, maybe??
The doctor asked me "Does your eye hurt when you look at light?" to which I replied, "Yes" so he went on to put iodine in it and shine a UV light in there, seeing that I was in pain he carried on to hold my eye open, and then got his trainee to have a look and she decided it was a real good idea to turn the brightness up and get a bit closer.
Clever girl !

But I do love my mummy ! She phoned me up to make sure I was ok at 4.30am and started asking where my boyfriend was, and all of a sudden it hit me...
...He knows I'm terrified of people going near my eyes and it's a huge phobia of mine, however, when he saw I was in tears he didn't even offer to come with me even just for a few hours, nor, did he text me whilst I was there just to make sure I was ok?
But his ex wife who is pregnant with another man's baby and who ditched him like a sack of shit gets a lift off him to the hospital???
Makes total sense ! frown

It's just totally bummed me out because I really don't know why I bend over backwards for everyone and get nothing in return.

Anyway, rant over...I'm guessing I lost you all WAY up there !
But this is my mummy, she means the world to me.
I would also like to point out I was 17 and a hairdresser had cut my fringe too short !

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I'm running on half an hours sleep, but ask me things, right here !

3 days til my set hits review too. smile xo
Comments
NickStone

NickStone

Switzerland
August 2009

SEP 11, 2010 03:51 AM

I love this pic of your mummy and you. Take care.

BrokenEnglish

BrokenEnglish

United Kingdom
June 2010

SEP 11, 2010 05:07 AM

Hope your eye gets better soon!

That's a lovely pic of you and your mum! smile

kewkyd

kewkyd

West Monroe, LA
January 2010

SEP 11, 2010 12:13 PM

dude, that's crummy as fuck. hopefully things will start looking up for you.

Jozsef

Jozsef

Toronto, ON
July 2007

SEP 13, 2010 07:51 PM

I hope your eye is OK. I see two aspects to your being unappreciated. It's nice to be kind for its own sake because then the pleasure it gives you provides an instant reward. There are going to be people who don't understand kindness and who think you are stupid for caring about them. These types are best ignored, but the others will certainly care about you and be there when you need them as their circumstances permit. None of my closest friends can read my mind and do everything as I would wish, but they do care about me. By these criteria, your BF isn't looking too wonderful, and I'm truly sorry if what you describe is typical for him.

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

SEP 14, 2010 02:35 AM

""What's up with your eye?""

tell them it's a ROBOT EYE and it's GETTING IT'S LASERS READY! tongue

I hope you feel better! smile

pretty set!! lovelovelovelovelovelove

Miro

Miro

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

SEP 14, 2010 03:00 AM

lets do it again soon! x

BrokenEnglish

BrokenEnglish

United Kingdom
June 2010

SEP 14, 2010 05:05 AM

Compliments on your new set! You look stunning! love

Daff

Daff

SUICIDEGIRL

Argentina

SEP 14, 2010 06:45 AM

Pretty pretty pretty girl! kiss

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

SEP 14, 2010 07:53 AM

Your set is amazing! smileeeek

Dorsal

Dorsal

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

SEP 14, 2010 10:01 AM

love your set. you are gorgeous. kiss

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