can i just say beverly hills 90210 ,hell yeah!

i just found out they were remaking the show and got sooo stoked

i wish it could be how it was back in the day with the old cast members but ive come to accept the fact that they got old and it couldnt work haha

sending in a new set in the next couple of days!

i really strived to pick a name that was cute, and like no one elses and one that i thought couldnt be made too similar. its a peeve what can i say. i feel childish even say so but it cant be just me

now lets watch my blog blow out of porportion...

so for my next shoot i cant decide if i wanna go with a sexy little halter mini dress and heels
or just kick it back with a t shirt and panties

what do u guys suggest?
and does anyone know if i can have someone other then me in a video for the contest?

haha so i have 23904830975 tickets to pay for i drive like a maniac i got pulled over again last night

cop: you again?
me: me again?!
cop: i just pulled you over last week for speeding (shines light on car where i have an sg sticker) whats up with suicide girls?
me: what? how did you know that?!, i dont know if you know what that is but...
cop:dont label me, i probably listen to harder music then you
me: uhh haha alright
cop:so are you a suicide girl?
me: yes
cop:do you go to clubs? you should come to nocturn wednesday and remember me
me: hahahaha i have to work! sorry!

no ticket. wooohoo haha

me and hopeful stonie went to a show last night and took some cute pictures of ourselves











shooting new set this month!

any one know any tricks to losing weight fast? i feel like i just need to shed a few pounds

once again i need advice

how bad is it that im still so bitter and up set that my bf slept with 10 girls who are all mostly under the age of 17 before we got backtogether 2 months ago.... i dont want it to bother me it just does. i spend all of my time with him i know he isnt shady or talking to or hanging out with any other girls. but im just so hurt by the fact that he was intimate with other girls that it kills me. i can rarely have sex withh im because i get these fucking images in my head of him having sex with other girls. i think some of it might be that i hate that i dont know every single detail. hes told me what he "remembers" so asking him more questions wont help and will only lead toan arguement

i dont want to break up. i want to be with him i just dont know how to get rid of this built up anger and jealousy. i dont want it to ruin our relationship this is so difficult

im trying to look at blogs and im getting that picture saing members are seeing something intresting and youre seeing an ad.... but im logged in.?

same with trying to view sets

haha i applied for bigbrother, i dont know what it is with me and reality tv i think i love it too much
i forgot to ever tell you what hapened with real world.. basically i drove all the way to the interview and they asked questions about politics i guess they wanted to see a debate, it was stupid and i dont know anything about politics haha i know some of the people on the show ad to apply like 3 times till they got on, maybe ill try again some other time

lately ive been more down then ever its really shitty
i hate school, i hate my job, im so broke because im in school, my liscence is about to get suspended i have 2 unpaid speeding tickets and 2 other tickets , my car payment is 300$ a month, what is that?! my bf got promoted to a manager so hes always working and has no responsibilities but for some reason wont help me out. I never feel attractive anymore either, i think thats the shittiest part, i think i should dye my hair back to blonde and black i dont think this dark hair is working out for me, and im so stressed out my skin is getting terrible, everything is just so shitty right now i want to quit school so bad but im done in june. ugh i need help

ever since the new fractal set got put up ive benn rediculpusly pleased with every set that went live after that i had to blog about it. fractal was my inspiration to become a SG actually

ive been so fed up with school lately that every single day i want to drop out but i get my liscence in may and graduate in june so i know i have to stick it out i just absolutley can not stand the fucking girls in my class


and why does my bf love video games more then me? can a guy please answer my question. should i be mad that ive been sitting here for 2 hours with a pout on my face and he obviously can tell that i want him to stop playing but he hasnt yet?

So i called andasked for my job back, haha i decided that was a stupid thing to do and they gave it back to me.

one of my friends had a party last night whose like best friends with an ex bf of mine
and apparently my ex was w his gf and asked if he could ask me to leave if i came because i was suppose to show up with my bf who is best friends with his gfs ex who was going to come with us also only i didnt bring the guys wih me just my friends, but they made me leave and im still pissed about it. I've never gotten kicked out of somewhere before.

then i ate mcdonalds and now i have a fever, maybe its just a coincidance but thats what im blamingit on.