WOW!!! HOLY MOLY!!!

I went live and was in fucking Winnipeg and didn't even know it till I got home..hahahaha.. something was telling me I went live.. I just had this feeling.

well all I can say is THANK YOU!!!!! there have been so many amazing comments and words of support! What a way to end an awsome weekend.. really.. wow..

I went to winnipeg to vist some friends and check out the city.. it was actually really awsome and I had a fantastic time. There are some really awsome people in the world and I'm really happy to have met some this weekend. I drove there and wow, after 10 hours I kinda wished I would have just flew. My little car is wicked on fuel and it really didn't cost me much.

I really have to remember to bring my camera cord into the damn house.. I'll have to update the pics tomorrow
thank you thank you thank you!

Starfish have no brains...

I really like silly little things like that. They make me smile. I've felt like I've had no brain for the last week. That's what working 15 hours a day..everyday for a week gets me. GO ME! YAH! noo...

I went to Tool the other night.. it was amazing and it brought me back to when I was 13 and listening to it while driving around with my best freind aaron.. aaron died when I was 17 and I kind of wanted to cry alittle. The same thing happend when I went to NIN.. good old tunes do that.

I was sick sick sick at the show but running a fever of 102 and watching tool probly made the show that much more amazing. They had an amazing stage show... and I'm not going to lie.. I have a huge crush on Maynard hahahaha. It's kind of like my crush on Marylin Manson.. *shrug* I dunno..

You can see me looking like death in the following picture.. lung infection you can bite my bum..

I really have nothing new and exciting being that I've done nothing but be ill and work..

I get to go see Tool tomorrow.. yes yes yes yes yes...AHHHH!!!!! there will be a photoblog.. you knows it.

It's fucking 3 am.. I just got home from my second job. I pretty much hate having to do this bullshit. I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do. I just have no idea if I want to stay with what I'm doing or move on. I like what I do.. but there really isn't a huge future in it unless I open my own shop. Then I think.. do I really want to be tied down to a biz? not really...
I'm going to go take alittle trip to winnipeg next week and just take a break with some friends...i just need to press pause for awhile..

2006/08/20 15:23 I woke up this morning and strolled down to the laundry room to put my laundry to wash.. everything went as planned.. and then.. it happend..
I got back up to my apartment and crawled back onto my HORRIBLY UNCOMFORTABLE FUTON... and closed my eyes so I might be able to catch an extra hour of sleep and RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG

me: "fuck"....

The fire alarm in the building beside mine proceeded to go off for a fucking HOUR AND A HALF!!! The fire department showed up to shut if off...after 20 min and then they LEFT WITH OUT SHUTTING IT OFF!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I lay in my bed thinking.. "what the hell..seriously..this cannot be happening.. I'm so tired..why didn't they shut it off?.." So then I watched a show about how nylons are made..wow..lame..

so for your viewing pleasure.. my ear.. and some random pictures of me in dresses

Today I did a some pretty piercings.. I love my job *I'm a body piercer by the way* for your viewing pleasure...

I bought a new dress... and went out to dinner last night There is this really great place called OPM and holy moly I'm all about the vegan kung pow.. yumm..
The server was ADORABLE and he made me blush.. hahahaha

I want to murder people.. my second job makes me want to kill. I give Jen and all those other girls so much credit. It reminds me of bartending... and why I STOPPED bartending. Paying bills and having alittle extra is one thing, but wanting to kill myself and others is another thing. What do I value more? Driving my car... or not hating the human race? hahaha.. it does get pretty fucking cold in the winter..hahahahah..

It's all about choices.. but let me tell you alittle story about my other night.. *ahem*

It's not all people that bother me.. there is a specific type.. Usually they come in decked out in ed hardy or von dutch clothes, they lear in and ask me how much my "tatts" cost me while fucking me with their eyes. They proceed to try and talk while trying to act tough and letting me know they are some "sweet really cool dudes". Let me clarify.. being a "dude" is BAD *I got that from my little brother which I thought was hilarious* Or the girls that teeter into the joint in their barstar fucking stupid shoes that they can't walk in, falling out of their shirts and having that "I'm going to throw up" look on their faces. Sweet.. you look so classy darlin.. mind if I hold your hair back while you vomit? I think my fav quote from last night was..

drunk fella "What kinda pizza is that one?"

me "italian sausage and green peppers"

him learing in and staring at my tits.."do YOU like italian sausage?"

me *blink blink* "wow, you are so original. Do you want pizza or not?"

him, still learing and giving me that drunk I can't understand why you don't think I'm awsome look. "uhh well come on sweetie what do you say."

me "well "sweetie" I say why don't you buy your fucking pizza and go date rape your fucking girlfriend."

him looking afraid and turning bright red...silence...

me..yesss...

I do have to just laugh about it or I just might cry.