Lookie what I made
I double pierced my septum today with some lovely titanium cbr's. I really like how they turned out. I want to order some gold seamless cbr's for them when they are healed... seamless just means they come without the beads. I think it will just look a little more streamline and dainty
I ordered some amazing jewelry from Tawapa jewelry... I love the jewelry.. it's soooo pretty. Expensive.. but totally amazing and worth every penny.
PICTURES! of my new septum piercings and the new jewelry I ordered for my lobes and outter conches

I'm on the radio tonite! check it out at 11pm est Steppin To The Bad Side with Tyler Hollywood!

So if you want to hear me sound all Canadian, listen in

I went to see "FAT DAVE CRIME WAVE" play last night in Jasper Alberta and it was awesome.. Eric was playing drums. Look how cute he is in his fancy new Strange City Tattoos and Piercing hat. I just got some great new merch for the shop and I think it's very very nice. Stop buy and check it out.

I FOUND IT!!! my camera was at the shop.. one of the tattooists forgot to put it back in my bag after he used it.. WHHHEEEEWWW!!... I was worried.
I seriously have the best fans in the whole world. I got these lovely boots from a very special fan.. I was so happy when I saw them I got all teary eyed. I honestly don't think I would have ever bought them myself and I can't thank him enough for being so generous and gifting them to me.
If you know me outside of internet land you will know I wear my boots pretty much everyday... I love them.. something about a nice pair of boots seriously makes me feel so strong and sexy.
I love them! thank you so so so much.. I have another photo idea with them later tonite.. oooo...
stay tuned..
Oh yeah.. I decided to take another picture of my back tattoo.. I've lost some weight and I like the way the guns are sitting right on my hips..
OH MY GOSH!! I forgot to tell you guys.. I won SG of the month for the month of July.. A radio station ran a little contest and I won! I'm going to be on this saturday at 11pm est. tune in!
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I went to the Heritage Festival today with Eric.. it was great. I love going to big cultural events for so many reasons..
Eric and I were talking about how when we are at gatherings of people involving a cultural event, no one feels the need to come up to us and have us explain ourselves to them. If they have a question they politely ask and the go about whatever they were doing.. sometimes I get asked about what my jewelry is made of or where I get my work done.. but no one has the need to come up to me perplexed and ask "why?"
Eric was asking me if I ever had the need to go up to someone and just need to know about them? I thought about it and couldn't really think of a time where I just had to know why someone was the way they were.. I thought about this more and came to this.
When I'm walking about people often come up to me and ask me "why!??" now my thought to that is "why do you need to know?"
People have the need to feel special.. like they are in on something good.. something no one else knows and they can then share with people around them. People think that asking me about myself is a positive thing because people rarely get asked about themselves. The things I've done to myself aren't done to seek attention in my mind.. it's just the way I like to be. I think people at large cultural events all just feel so special that people are there to know about them they just don't have that need to ask me "why?"
I think everyone just needs to feel special all the time. haha..

On a crappy note.. I think I've had my camera stolen... *fuck*... sigh.. I need to do some serious hunting..

This a picture of me and eric after a day of sun at the lake!

Man.. what a week and a half.. *sigh* I got home from my trip and the day after I found out my grandma died. I was really strange.. I had this dream about her and when I woke up I called my mom and she told me she had died that night.
It's been stressful.. I have a great little family but it's hard for my life to just stop and deal with things like this. I had to sort out a whole bunch of things at my store and try and make sure all was well there before dealing with all this. Thankfully I have a great staff and they helped me out tones.
I've had mad stress with postal services over the last little while. I've had orders get lost, held up at customs and all sorts of bullshit from UPS. Canada Post lost this order from a supplier and didn't find it till about 2 weeks later.. package ripped apart and shit all missing.. it sucks.. he had to remake it. There is insurance on things like that.. but it's his machine time. That sucks..
Even still he sent me some lovely lovely ear weights because he's so awsome.
Check him out folks.. Symbiotech Studios !!! so so amazing.

WOW! so much has happened to me over the last little while. I went on some adventures with people to great places.

I went to Toronto for Modprom with my friend Sarvas and had such an amazing time. I was in Toronto and saw another little SG there.. she's a doll. I was in toronto for 4 days and then I flew back home. I was home for 2 days and then it was off to Ocean City Maryland.

I went to the beach and hung out with my new found friend Mike we had so much fun playing at the beach and wandering around the boardwalk. I notice huge differences between Canada and the States. Mostly just the difference in the way people act towards each other. I know that's pretty broad of an observation.. but I dunno.. that's all I can really say about that.

I flew home Monday afternoon... I have no trouble coming back into Canada.. but leaving to go to the states.. man.. boarder patrol people seem to think I like to hide drugs in my body. wheeew.. I'm home safe and sound. Missed some people to much to even say.

WOW!! has so much happened to me over the last little while! I went to toronto for modprom and had and amazing time and met so many great people. I went to the actual prom with my friend Sarvas and we looked so cute!
So, I was there for 4 days and then I flew back home only to leave for ocean city maryland two days later! Wheew... I must say I hate going through customs. so so so much. Boarder patrol agents tend to think I like to hide drugs in my body. Assssshholes..
I took tones of pictures and I'm going to share some of them with you all now.





















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Hello all !!

It took weeks to get my lungs to kick the infection.. I was so so so sick. When I got better my body just didn't feel right. I was tired all the time and I felt weak. SO! I did a 7 day fast and body cleanse. It was amazing. I dropped some weight and now after being at the gym 6 days a week it's been really nice to get my body feeling and looking a lot more comfortable to me. I'm happy to wear my cute jeans and not worry about my bum being chubby.. it's nice not to have to feel things be tight. My tummy and bum and nice and toned up and thankfully with my new diet plan and gym routine it's just going to get better.

I lost a total of 18 pounds and 15 inches of my body. I know to some that might seem like a lot.. so I'll give you a little backround. I was a very intense gymnast for 14 years.. I reached a national level by the time I was 15 and developed my body to such an athletic point it was actually effecting my growth and health. I stopped doing gymnastics when it wasn't fun anymore and my body grew 7 inches in less than 6 months. haha.. that hurt a lot. I have insane muscle memory and thankfully am able to kick my body back into shape pretty quickly.

Thankfully I have an amazing friend who is working with me at the gym 6 days a week and I'm seeing results everyday! I love it.. and I'm really proud..

I don't really think I was ever to big.. I was just to big for me.
OH YES!!! just letting you guys know. I STILL have my cute apple ass.. haha see for yourself!

I was so happy to see that set go up! It was taken before I found out about my uterus masses and it's kinda nice to look back at that and think.. "wow, i didn't look that bad for dying" haha
Miss Lavonne did such a lovely job and I have to say I really really really like the window shots..haha.. Lavonne was standing in a snowbank taking them..that's why I was laughing in that one photo.
What's new with me.. hummmm well my little spider molted again and I love her to bits! she is getting HUGE and I love it.. grow my little darling... grow..
I'm heading to Toronto at the end of the month for BMEfest. YAY!!!! I'm so excited. I get to go to MODprom I'm a date for a fellow named Sarvas and I get to wear a prom dress... how awsome is that?
I was thinking if I could hook up doing a set down there it would be super fun to shoot with someone from that end of the country... I should get on that.
I have some new pictures of me and my friend eric, my implants along my sternum are 4 months old! and they are really starting to show through... my back tattoo and little kitty friend that was in the photos! she's sooo cute.
Thank you so much everyone for being so awesome and supportive.. I really think you guys are the best. The comments really put a smile on my face and I have to say it's really really nice that people are able to see beauty in many forms, shapes, sizes and colors.
I've been really ill over the last little while.. I got pneumonia.. I mean really.. it's summer..

Long time no update... hummm what's happened to me...

I GOT MY FINGERS AND MY FACE TATTOOED!!
yah that's right..

I got three white circles put on either side of my eyes.. and I got both my middle fingers second knuckles tattooed.

I put a diamond on my right hand and a black heart of my left. Josh Nadue and Shawn Thompson from strange city in Edmonton Alberta did them up for me. I love them to bits and they are dreamy.
I got my back finished by mr Chris Iwaniuk from Capital Q tattoos in edmonton.. and after a whole year of being in the works it's finished and completely beautiful. I love it.. and he's a gem for doing it.

I have a little rant to go on about here so bare with me:

I get asked a lot by folks as to what I'm I'm going to do when I'm older *in regards to my tattoos and piercings and such* I get hassled everywhere and people randomly feel it's okay to touch me.. voice opinions.. and insults. I know I'm placed myself outside of the social norm and I'm okay with that. I just don't understand why someone's manners would just go out the window when it comes to common social graces? case and point..

I was at the store the other day after getting my face tattooed. I got three white cirlces put around both sides of my eyes. I love them and think they are beautiful.. I like looking in the mirror and seeing them.. it makes me happy. Not to say I wasn't happy before but this encounter with a lovely human really made me love them even more.
I was at the bake counter asking if they had any more of this vegan bread they make...and this lady GRABS my shoulder and spins me around and goes to touch my new face tattoos.. I jerk away from her and say.
"what the hell do you think you are doing?"
her "oh I just wanted to see if that was real or make-up"
me "it's a tattoo and even if it wasn't, what makes you think you have the right to touch me? you could have just politely asked me"
her "well you kind of make your self a target wouldn't you say?"
normally I wouldn't have being so mean but i had really just had quite the start
me "well to me you are really overweight and have bad hair..do you see me just randomly going up to you and grabbing your gut and asking if you are wearing a fat suit? or puling at your hair to see if it's real? I'd say you've made yourself a target but I have enough social grace to keep my damn mouth shut. It' s really none o my business and I don't have the right to make you uncomfortable. It's called MANNERS..." by this point she is blushing 60 shades of red and people are now looking at us. "please leave me alone and let me buy my groceries."
she walked away not saying a word and red as a tomato.

My answer to people who ask me what I'm going to do when I'm older?...."be really happy"

I'm very aware that the choices I've made may seem odd to some.. but just know that sometimes your choices seem odd to me. I would never choose to sit in a cubical, I would never choose to stay in a relationship with someone that didn't respect my choices and opinions, I would never choose to be anything less than my full potential. I am smart, talented and I'm very happy to still be here to make the choices I have.

I love my life and someone someday will love me for it.