Vivid sessions of eternal glee
I service my mind
As the cold sets into the pink sunsets
I mimic a higher self
Why do I yearn for more?
Routine Unwanted
I am just teasing my mind
Idealistic traveller
Afraid of comfortable boredom?
I want to pick flowers on my journey up the mountain
Tickling my sense of pleasure
En route

So I've moved & more settled now.....
I dont know what it is but I like being a gypsy
I feel more at home when I change things
Pace, life, flow
I am so like everyone else but so different
I just like to show my differences where as everyone else is afraid or wants to fit into a mould....
Thats why I like SG..it seems people are more comfortable with themselves here.....thanks everyone...
sometimes its just nice to know people out there think your cute & smart...it makes me feel empowered & confident!
Creativity motivates
passion inspires...
connections heal....

Back to reality I call it
This has been a tiring month
out of the haze into some mental clarity
Moving soon
Just got over strep throat too
Looking forward to bright times ahead
to a fresh start in figuring out what I really want
To getting out there, being creative, finishing my tattoo & saving money to travel....cheers to eclectic experience--
I need some of that energy my way..
any suggestions??
bring it on!!!

Thoughts of my robotic limbs playing tricks on me
hang man hides my creative motivation from me
a makeup mask of definition plays with my ghost
My shell of emotions
Bring your creativity forth..it is easy to be numb otherwise
need a new inspiration--friend
to exist in the sun with
I need to find your moon.
I need silent noiZe
to capture my metaphors.

Being mindful.
Being kinky.
Expect everything & nothing = no dissapointments
I want to be higher.
No parking.

redicovering my core
my bodies own rhythmic
pulse
fuzing into you
for keeps
insecurities reveal
my addictions
No more loops
so I hug my freedom & power
safe.
sexual ambitions lead to
expectations.
I want to play (with u, my yarn,)
like a kitty
This is my golden age
of revelations.

sssssss.........anyone know of any good rubber, latex clothing sites that arent from the UK????

....still in limbo.....
ciao

still waiting in limbo
seems like its taken forever for my set to go up
at least a few months
I'll keep checking
I guess it'll be a good surprise when it does happen!!!!

Freshness reveals many blunders
experience gives me freedom
shyness gives me edge
obsessions can still be controlled underneath the blankets
Edit my life

Wonder
a lucid experimental vortex
real.


The feeling.
Returning.
Thank you.

so lots of fuckied up & amazing shit to come out of life lately....havent had time to write.....getting a tattoo tommorrow!!!! Transformation time....time to let go....time of rebirth & being free....here I come new life....a fresh start! ...I feel a lot like Alice right about now.....a little lost a little scared finding my way....innocence is not lost....the pleasure of pain intensifying....travelling & exploration are things on my list to complete in the next year...to really resolve & research my inner self & what I really want in my life.....love, passion,art, travel

I weather in my timewarp of desire
illusions fill my landscape
draw me
since I have yet to fully let go
no selection for a vanilla relationship
I shall invade space
with my mechanical shell
& breakthru to the spere of essence

sitting here eating sesame sticks...waiting for the one day when my set will be up....

I love my roommate, he bought me 3 new trade paperback Kabuki comics.....which totally rocks!!

Its also awesome that Canada now has a sex party...only in B.C. of course....its awesome to finally have some sex positivity.....
oh yeah & I got my first pedicure at work yesterday which fuckin kicked ass damn that foot & let massage...I swear
I also have a fresh new sketchbook that I have to make an spt with soon...

gotta go spend time with my kitties & my bubble baths...until next time