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JULY 10, 2007 @ 01:53 AM | 20 COMMENTS


It's about time I should update, since my hair is not pink anymore....They've been going through so much phases in so little time, and I can feel it... THEY'RE DEAD! So the white is going to wait a little, the only thing I can do now, is to play with colors....

So after the hot-pink-all-over, I've been blond (a medium strawberry blond) for barely 3 hours, then I added some pink I had leftover, near my bangs and in the back, which lead me to look like this:





Since then, it was my birthday, we celebrated it yesterday, but my real birth date is July 9th, so it was today (counting I'm not to bed already). I just turned 20, I it's really no big deal. I didn't want anything big organized either, so we just had a fun and friendly BBQ in my mother's backyard, same kind of relax party we had last year. A bunch of pictures have been taken, but most of them are of my friends and my intimity with them, so I won't show them to you, but here's one of my mother and me:


I love her. She had me at the age of 40, and I cannot say I've always been an angel, but she was always there for me and I admire her for that. ♥

Today was probably my most unproductive day in the year: I woke up at 3:30pm, then went on the computer for a little while: took out the pictures from the camera, and I also read all my SG journals from last year birthday to now, and at 5:30 pm, I decided to go to bed again, because I could! tongue

So I woke up at 10:30, and I had made nightmares about my hair, so I decided to dye it again. I knew my roomate had some old orange manic panic, so I blended it with the pink I had left, and now I look like this:



It's so stupid but so true: I was getting tired (after only 6 days) of not being able to wear my red clothes and accessories. I feel so much more like myself now....

I can't wait to have it white, but they'll fall off if I continue to strip them each week like this, so I'll give them a little break. Plus manic panic is really easy to take out from the hair, so no big deal...

I received lots of goodness for my birthday, but I'd feel selfish to enumerate.

I can just say I'm going to see TOOL in concert tomorrow, and that I'm really excited about it.

So good night everyone, and a special thanks to everybody who sent me love for my birthday, I appreciate it smile.

JULY 2, 2007 @ 01:09 PM | 40 COMMENTS


Small Update....

I'm actually impressed I've managed to take a decent pic of myself with a ruined camera.... But yay, I can show you that I was so depressed with my blond-green-orange hair, so I decided to dye it PINK!

I should shoot a set with that hair! tongue

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(but I need my unqueued one to go live... I've been waiting more than 10 months now! I start to think that if you want to see me naked again, you'll have to pressurize SG staff a little, cause I feel forgotten!)



So yeah, here it is, the PINK HAIR!!!!!


It's blurry, I know, but I had no idea of what I was doing, since the camera is all broken......


Otherwise, I'm pretty proud of the last undead I created, Miss Silencia, who makes an adorable zombie-vampire:



It's my birthay in a week, I'll be 20 years old. And I don't give a shit tongue!

xx

JUNE 29, 2007 @ 01:42 AM | 19 COMMENTS


I've broken my brand-new, one-week-old camera this morning. I'm really frustrated about the situation, that little thing was so fragile!! It felt down from a chair, and now the screen is all broken! A CHAIR! Not even a meter!... I've dropped my old camera so many times, I just can't stand this stupid thing couldn't handle a little shock like this.

Anyway..

What else..... Oh yeah! This week, I'm doomed to wear super ugly blond hair, since had great dreams of having my hair white. My roots are greenish, my tips are reddish... It looks delicious puke


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It fuckin makes me mad to see my camera, still working, on that pic! mad



Hopefully, this is going to be in another state next tuesday... I wish to take all the red and orange out. Because next step is going to be taking the yellow out, and that should be fun.........surreal I have such great ideas sometimes...

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In other news, amazing people have made me some wicked fanart this week.

First, Vrulovwrath made me into a wraith. How amazing!!? lovelove



And then, UffeK made me into a super sexy and mean vampire ♥



I really love those two piece, I love black and red biggrin.

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I also, have been working a bit on the vampires.... It looks like I really enjoy to make people into vampires. ♥

At first, I made Seneca into an ''elf-vampire'', but realized I was not entirely satisfied with it. I posted it anyway, since it was made:


Then I did this one of Neyrissa, and I'm really happy of how it turned out.

Then I relooked at the one I made for Seneca, and realized how I wasn't into elves, and that I couldn't make it work. So I decided to start back from scratch, and make her into a vampire. Here's the result, I finished it a few minutes ago, and I love it!


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I'm having important changes in my working life at the moment... It's gonna be great. Yeahhh ♥

I love making decisions.

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Good night all kiss

JUNE 21, 2007 @ 10:12 PM | 19 COMMENTS


What? A new entry already?

That's because I got a new CAMERA!! Yay. My mom offered it to me as a birthday gift in advance, since she knew how much I craved for a new camera. That's so sweet of her!

This is the first pic I took with it, and the result is... hmm, pretty interesting:



And now I can show you how much beautiful I look this week, with my reddish hair.........

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I'm in the process of getting my hair blond, and everyone knows how hard it is to go from black to platinum... It just can't be done in one time... So I got my hair bleached on tuesday, and they came out fluo orange....... We have put a really blue-toned-blond color to get to fix it, which worked partially, since under the sun my hair is still exploding in orange... Oh well, that's for a week only, I should be yellow next tuesday. I'll let you know how it goes....





That's it for now, no new drawings frown...

JUNE 20, 2007 @ 02:17 AM | 10 COMMENTS


Hello All...

I'm still really busy at the same things again and again, so I don't have much new to say. Except the fact my hair became reddish (I'm in the process of being blonde), but since I don't have any cam, that doesn't mean anything to you....

When I do have free times, I enjoy vampirizing people... My first try was one of my best friends:



I've tried many times to make her as a zombie, but it could never work. I made her into a vampire, and damn, she makes me horny like that blush... And that's my neck there, because she had a closed shirt... smile

And since I especially love vampires, and kind of miss my dear Ophelie, I decided to make her too as a vampire... What a femme fatale ♥



Both made in Gimp. I'm really loving this program. Because it works, and because it's free. Yay.

That's all for now!

kiss

JUNE 8, 2007 @ 01:59 AM | 20 COMMENTS


I'm due for another update I think...

So what's new? A lot of stuff... I've been working really hard these days, but I'm feeling strangly fine.

I had an amazing photoshoot planned for a little while already, which happened on Tuesday. [If you're a reader of Lee's journal, you'll probably see a repetition here whatever] I had my measures took on last week, so a dress could be made for that specific photoshoot. I've been sent to those designers house (I even had to take the train to go there!), and I happened to know them (we've been participating at the same fetish show last summer!)! World is so small. Anyhow, they made an incredibly original cyber-esque dress to fit me, and made me try-on so many corsets, that I'm screwed. I'll have to get a few originals corsets from them ($$$ tongue)...
The photoshoot turned out amazing. I also knew the makeup artist/hair dresser, since she got her hair dressing degree at the same school I am doing mine, so that shoot turned out in a lot of fun with amazing/hard-working people, which will give amazing results. Be patient though to see them, since Mr. Oliveira is a really busy guy. Lee took a month before getting 4 out of [400-800] pictures! (By the way, go see them now, they're amaaaazing ♥. )

Other than this, Montreal lost an amazing person yesterday. Ophelie left the country, to go back in her native France. I just got the chance to get to know her more recently, and to have great times with her, and she's already gone. I'm already missing you miss kiss

I've received amazing Fan-Art recently, I feel overwhelmed in love, you guys know how to make me feel good, loved and pretty. You can't even know how much that means to me. I know I posted those in my last entry, but I feel like posting them again.



In_Aveum painted (?) this from my first set. It's my favorite picture from this set, and I adore how he made it pop. Thank you so much! kiss


DeusxMachina drew this for me, it's a mash up between my body from my first set, and my face and hair from my last one. He's amazingly talented, thanks a lot Mister!! kiss


GooneyToons drew this, and it is incredible!!! The lines are more perfect than on the pictures, his skills are unbeatable. And again, someone chose one of my favorite pictures of myself (with my amazing wife Pumpkin), that's amazing. Thanks you!!!! kiss


And I received this from Fimbis, which is a really cute photo alteration. I love he uses saturated colors, and I think his work are improving from one to the next one. I really love it, thanks!! kiss

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And for the last Art Jam, in the Fan Art group, The beautiful London was the subject, and that what came out from me:



It really looks like the drawings I do when I am on the phone, but I wasn't. I really like it though smile.

And I really couldn't sleep tonight, so I decided to zombify Miss Arielle. I'm not sure of what I think about it, I'll check that tomorrow...



Booooo!
MAY 28, 2007 @ 09:49 PM | 13 COMMENTS


It looks like I only come here to post my art, new pics of me or fanart lately.

Well that's true... I feel a little more less appealed by the site, things are changing...



Anyhow, I received this yesterday and made me really happy. It's a fanart from my first set, by In_Aevum. From my first set! I've never really thought this set would have been accepted, but I do really like it. If I were to make some fanart of myself, it would be from this set, and it makes me happy to see I wouldn't be the only one. And he made me even more happy by choosing my favorite pic from the set, and making it ultra pretty and artistic. Thanks a lot!



And following the trend Morrigan started, I've watched a tutorial on how to make Zombies using photoshop (even though I use GIMP), and made this to a friend of mine (whom you can see on vampirefreaks here). It's my first attempt, and I think it turned out ok smile.

I do well, I'm really busy, and spend my free time elsewhere than SG, which is not good for you, but really good for me. But I don't forget about you guys smile Especially the people who'll recognize themselves smile!

xxx

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I received this today from Deusxmachina and I love it!! He mixed my hair and face from my last set with the outfit and pose from my first set, and it's really great.

You can't even know how much fanart brings to my life smile!

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I'm stoked! GooneyToons drew this for me and my dear Pumpkin and not only it's really nice from him (I asked him, I couldn't help myself), but damn he's good at what he makes. Plus, it's from my favorite picture from this set, it's awesome!
MAY 22, 2007 @ 01:00 AM | 17 COMMENTS




It's been three days I've been working on my first Vector Art. I can now say I'm done, and here's the result. I painted myself, just in case I'd screw it up, but I'm finally pretty happy with the result.

Tell me all what you think!

I used this pic (I can't show it to you bigger, since it isn't watermarked.):



I used gimp. If anyone has any advice on how I could have made it better, I'm all open to hear them.

Good night everyone!

kiss

MAY 15, 2007 @ 12:20 AM | 37 COMMENTS


I just made this:



from this old drawing:



and thought it was funny enough for I to share it.

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It's Dierdre's birthday, so I drew her this:

and hope she likes it smile.

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I also drew those two for Art Jams in the Fan Art Group:


Karma

and


Akemi

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Otherwise, I'm pretty busy (work 7/7), and I've been sick last night, it was pretty disgusting. Filled a big bowl with vomit, and had migraine all night long. Not cool. I've been missing work tonight, and done some laundry.

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I haven't told you that about 3 weeks ago, I fell in love with a super cute mouse at the pet shop. So I bought her, and bought everything she would need. Happens that she was pregnant. A week later, I find out I have 7 mice, instead of one.

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This already happened to me, when I was 8. Same same thing. Bought one pregnant mouse, she has babies, when they grew up they were able to pass through the cage bars, had mice everywhere, making babies, it was horrible!)


But I'm sweet-hearted as for animals, so I indeed fall in love with them. 3 of them died, the day after they was born, but the other three are still alive and cute as hell. I wish I had a camera to show them to you. They're all black.
My last mice episode learned me something though, and I bought a plastic cage for them to grow up.

I love them ♥

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Have a good night all.

xxx

APRIL 30, 2007 @ 11:11 PM | 24 COMMENTS


I'm happy you people are liking my pics.

It makes me feel good.

But what makes me feel good the most, is him. I love him so much ♥



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