Miss Germany
today i hate everyone
and yes i updated just to say that......
and yes this includes you....
but check with me tomorrow.. i will like everyone again and i'll smile and i'll show you all these great pictures i've been collecting from recent shows, festivals, and drunken fun...
but right now i'm going to go on with my hater self
p.s. there is blood driping down my leg... it helps in the hater mode...
Miss Germany
today i hate everyone
and yes i updated just to say that......
and yes this includes you....
but check with me tomorrow.. i will like everyone again and i'll smile and i'll show you all these great pictures i've been collecting from recent shows, festivals, and drunken fun...
but right now i'm going to go on with my hater self
p.s. there is blood driping down my leg... it helps in the hater mode...
Miss Germany
move along... nothing to see here
so the BBC shit went great.. i'll let ya'all know the final outcome, dates of showing and stuff as soon as i know






all pics by carnalworship.com
so the BBC shit went great.. i'll let ya'all know the final outcome, dates of showing and stuff as soon as i know






all pics by carnalworship.com
well i had a rad time last week snowboarding with wakeangel at ski bowl.... i was slow.. but he tought me some new shit.. i feel so accomplished.. i believe we're gonna go again on monday.. this time i'm taking pictures...
also got a BMan ticket from the kick ass abraham
i'm so excited.. now all i need to do is make up the rent money i spent on the ticket..hahahahhaaa
i have a new job bartending every fri and sat night downtown..... i love my new job... no more weekly fire shows... but ....
this sunday at Dante's...
BBC will be filming our fire crew for a special on us...
That's right Germany will be on British Broadcast... yippeeeeee..
so come down and enjoy a great show
my momma will be so proud...


.............pay attention.. your life is on the line

what is BBC you ask??????
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BBC
also got a BMan ticket from the kick ass abraham
i'm so excited.. now all i need to do is make up the rent money i spent on the ticket..hahahahhaaa
i have a new job bartending every fri and sat night downtown..... i love my new job... no more weekly fire shows... but ....
this sunday at Dante's...
BBC will be filming our fire crew for a special on us...
That's right Germany will be on British Broadcast... yippeeeeee..
so come down and enjoy a great show
my momma will be so proud...


.............pay attention.. your life is on the line

what is BBC you ask??????
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BBC
not only did i update my journal but my profile as well.... hot damn kids i'm on a roll......
the weather has been rainy as i can deal with, and i'm trying to escape to the sun soon...
i just got back from SF for NYE party-ing. i attended a event called "sea of dreams" and had a blast..

more adventures lead me to being in a friends fashion show, with her wonderful line of clothes called Invizible ... also she is a fire partner..
as if you haven't seen enought fire from me...
first pic here is the fashion show.. the rest are of a fire show we did weeks later...









well that's all for now kiddos.. thanks for all the great comments on my new video.. i do read all of them.. even the bad ones
smootches and all......
pics by
CarnalWorship.com
and
NinjaPhoto.com
the weather has been rainy as i can deal with, and i'm trying to escape to the sun soon...
i just got back from SF for NYE party-ing. i attended a event called "sea of dreams" and had a blast..

more adventures lead me to being in a friends fashion show, with her wonderful line of clothes called Invizible ... also she is a fire partner..
as if you haven't seen enought fire from me...
first pic here is the fashion show.. the rest are of a fire show we did weeks later...









well that's all for now kiddos.. thanks for all the great comments on my new video.. i do read all of them.. even the bad ones
smootches and all......
pics by
CarnalWorship.com
and
NinjaPhoto.com
Well it's time for a lil ole update.... most recent adventures have taken me to vegas.. where i lost my mind and then slowly found it again....
it goes a lil something like this...
started out with a hair dying to meet my costume requirements

flew in to vegas pre halloween and meet up with Amina for a little SG action

got to hang out with a bunch of good friends and a couple new ones too... we indulged on the finer things in life

got to meet Lil_tuffy (although i think i scared him away with my intake levels)

got a bit wasted with him though.. them damn pranksters


went to see some great music at Vegoose
dressed up for halloween as leeloo in the 5th element.... and i worked damn hard sewing that costume the weeks before..

intake levels hit the roof. . . . left us all looking somewhat haggered and abused



had a great fuckin time
now back to whatever reality i can make ....
it goes a lil something like this...
started out with a hair dying to meet my costume requirements

flew in to vegas pre halloween and meet up with Amina for a little SG action

got to hang out with a bunch of good friends and a couple new ones too... we indulged on the finer things in life

got to meet Lil_tuffy (although i think i scared him away with my intake levels)

got a bit wasted with him though.. them damn pranksters


went to see some great music at Vegoose
dressed up for halloween as leeloo in the 5th element.... and i worked damn hard sewing that costume the weeks before..

intake levels hit the roof. . . . left us all looking somewhat haggered and abused



had a great fuckin time
now back to whatever reality i can make ....
Back from the desert.. it the real world...just moved to a new house..have to get back to bartending and a actual job... thangs aren't so bad.. this is what i've been doing, the girl performing with me is K8T, my best friend...the guy is Fire Ninja
Photography by
Steve Lenz of Carnal Worship
ENJOY!!!









Photography by
Steve Lenz of Carnal Worship
ENJOY!!!









Well the cirkus tour has almost come to an end for the summer.
we still have 2 festivals to attend. I figure by the mid september mark, i should either be getting myself a real working job or i should find away to keep performing, mainly fire, and make good money.
i just got done doing a great show with Societas Insomnia. and the next night did a captain morgan/dennis rodman sponsored show. what a fuckin blast...
here's germany just hanging around at the Societas show..


we still have 2 festivals to attend. I figure by the mid september mark, i should either be getting myself a real working job or i should find away to keep performing, mainly fire, and make good money.
i just got done doing a great show with Societas Insomnia. and the next night did a captain morgan/dennis rodman sponsored show. what a fuckin blast...
here's germany just hanging around at the Societas show..


Hello all... i am back here in portland for a week or so.. the cirkus is treating me well.... i'll be heading back on the road on the 7th to go do some shows in eugene... there are so many adventures to be had this summer... i'm trying to regain monetary funds so i can purchase a digital camera to document my summer.. until then i have to gather from other peoples....
i have some super dope burns from my new performance hobby of fire fetish.. that's right kids.. make it to a show and you could see the fabulous fire whip wrapping around my body in various areas.... along with a whole lot more viewing entertainment..well i'm off to walk around last thursdays... hope all is well in internet land...


a super thanks to buckrogers for the fabulous picture as well as a fabulous book...
i have some super dope burns from my new performance hobby of fire fetish.. that's right kids.. make it to a show and you could see the fabulous fire whip wrapping around my body in various areas.... along with a whole lot more viewing entertainment..well i'm off to walk around last thursdays... hope all is well in internet land...

a super thanks to buckrogers for the fabulous picture as well as a fabulous book...
Official update from afar
well the cirkus leaves in one day.. i've done my suspension and now am almost ready for the summer... don't forget the schedule of where we'll be, posted in my last entry.....
i got the radest comments on my new set and have meet some pretty cool people that have got lost in SGland previous to the new pics....
here's a pictoral update on my flesh


i'll get back to you all later....... i've gots me some adventures to have

oh and here's an official press release .......
THEE 999 EYES OV ENDLESS DREAM
TRAVELING CIRKUS & SIDESHOW OV THEE DAMNED!
A highly meritorious tribe of freaks, clowns, puppeteers, pyromaniacs, and performance artists from five cities!
__________________________________________________
Like 90 feet of chain lightning blazing down the highways of the West, Thee 999 Eyes Ov Endless Dream Traveling Cirkus and Carnival of the Damned has convened in a final battle to reclaim the traditions of the cirkus from the tycoons and cowards who long ago stripped away its soul and sold it off in little plastic boxes.
Banded together from Austin, TX; Portland, OR; Oakland, CA; Seattle, WA; and New Orleans, LA; the members of our mad and merry troupe represent the swiftest outriders of the underground cirkus revolution.
Samantha X's Museum ov Mutantstrosities:
live mutants including Larry the Leopard, the giant-handed Ambidextrosity, pinhead raconteur Voodoo Mike, and our lovely and talented Lobster Girl!
PLUS... a two headed cow born to live, a eight legged two mouthed pickled pig, a sea devil from the depths of Atlantis and historical display of the freaks ov old
The Fireninja, master of the dreaded firewhip, and his lovely and talented associates from Prometheus Bound!
The flesh-altering nightmare tableaus of PURE Suspension and Societas Insomnia!
Festive and bizarre carnie music of the future from members of The Hobo Gobbelins, Synchronicity Frequency, Soriah, Nequaquam Vacuum, and Sour Mash Hug Band!
The vulgarian clown posse of the Big Bang Cirkus!
Strange and surreal butoh and dance from Seattle's own P.A.N.!
Dark cabaret stars of the Portland sex underground!
Puppet theater both fearsome and fanciful by International Maggot Theater!
Trapeze and ritual cirkus arts from the pioneering Cirkus Pandemonium!
All these and more, MORE, MOOOORRRE! All packed into two long busses, showing off in venues as small as a tiny coffeehouse in Eugene; and as large as a gigantic week-long street festival in Los Angeles.
Be careful what you wish for - we may make it come true, wielding forgotten mystical powers derived from sacrificing one's own sanity and solvency as the fakirs and shamans of old. The light in your eyes is ours for the taking. We bring along finer things to replace it.
Boundless love to our carnival sisters and brothers the world over, and to all the rubes who make it possible.
HOW TO DESTROY THE UNIVERSE FESTIVAL
Friday, June 24 @ the Shipyard, 1010 Murray St. Berkeley, CA
All ages. $11 - $16 Sliding Scale
Saturday, June 25 @ the Shipyard,
All ages. $15 - $22
Sunday, June 26 @ Studio Z, 314 11th St. San Francisco, CA
21+ only. $9 - $16
The Premium Pour
July 8/9, 1010 Oak St. Eugene, OR
The Samurai Duck
July 11, 980 Oak St. Eugene, OR
Stonehenge
July 12/13, 2841 Central Blvd. Eugene, OR
The Black Forest
July 14, 50 E. 11th, Eugene, OR
Synchronicity Frequency, The Nightgaunt Ensemble, and one or more of the Plaguewater Bands.
Liberty Hall
July 15-17, 311 N. Ivy St. Portland, OR
PHOENIX FESTIVAL
July 21-25, Somewhere in Klickitat County, SE WA
http://www.phoenixfest.com/performance.html
House of the Fire-Breathing Kangaroo Movie Night
July 27, 6272 Ellis Avenue South, Seattle WA
Club Contour, "Breaks and Freaks"
July 28, 807 1st Avenue, Seattle WA
Sabala's at Mount Tabor
July 20, 4811 SE Hawthorne Blvd. Portland, OR
Combichrist, Glis w/ Manufactura, Cervello Elettronico, Synchronicity Frequency
Sabalas at Mount Tabor
July 30, 4811 SE Hawthorne Blvd. Portland, OR
AUTONOMOUS MUTANT FESTIVAL
August 5 15, deep in the woods of northern Cascadia (southern Washington or northern Oregon)
BURNING MAN
August 30 September 4, Black Rock City, Nevada
ART WALK
September 10, Downtown San Diego
CONTACT and BOOKING
Our show is Eleven-acts-in-one; we contract for events, festivals, (big) parties, shows, Art Openings, Tattoo Conventions, Museums, and more!!!
Our Eleven-In-One show can run anywhere from $1000 to $5000 per show, dependent on location, which acts you are interested in, and whether you want us to set up our Sideshow tent. Indoor and Outdoor shows available.
for inquiries:
510-BAD-SMUT
carnivalofthedamned@hotmail.com
http://www.hobogoblins.com/carnival-main-page/2005-tour/2005-tour-schedule.htm
thank you
see you under the big top...
well the cirkus leaves in one day.. i've done my suspension and now am almost ready for the summer... don't forget the schedule of where we'll be, posted in my last entry.....
i got the radest comments on my new set and have meet some pretty cool people that have got lost in SGland previous to the new pics....
here's a pictoral update on my flesh
i'll get back to you all later....... i've gots me some adventures to have
oh and here's an official press release .......
THEE 999 EYES OV ENDLESS DREAM
TRAVELING CIRKUS & SIDESHOW OV THEE DAMNED!
A highly meritorious tribe of freaks, clowns, puppeteers, pyromaniacs, and performance artists from five cities!
__________________________________________________
Like 90 feet of chain lightning blazing down the highways of the West, Thee 999 Eyes Ov Endless Dream Traveling Cirkus and Carnival of the Damned has convened in a final battle to reclaim the traditions of the cirkus from the tycoons and cowards who long ago stripped away its soul and sold it off in little plastic boxes.
Banded together from Austin, TX; Portland, OR; Oakland, CA; Seattle, WA; and New Orleans, LA; the members of our mad and merry troupe represent the swiftest outriders of the underground cirkus revolution.
Samantha X's Museum ov Mutantstrosities:
live mutants including Larry the Leopard, the giant-handed Ambidextrosity, pinhead raconteur Voodoo Mike, and our lovely and talented Lobster Girl!
PLUS... a two headed cow born to live, a eight legged two mouthed pickled pig, a sea devil from the depths of Atlantis and historical display of the freaks ov old
The Fireninja, master of the dreaded firewhip, and his lovely and talented associates from Prometheus Bound!
The flesh-altering nightmare tableaus of PURE Suspension and Societas Insomnia!
Festive and bizarre carnie music of the future from members of The Hobo Gobbelins, Synchronicity Frequency, Soriah, Nequaquam Vacuum, and Sour Mash Hug Band!
The vulgarian clown posse of the Big Bang Cirkus!
Strange and surreal butoh and dance from Seattle's own P.A.N.!
Dark cabaret stars of the Portland sex underground!
Puppet theater both fearsome and fanciful by International Maggot Theater!
Trapeze and ritual cirkus arts from the pioneering Cirkus Pandemonium!
All these and more, MORE, MOOOORRRE! All packed into two long busses, showing off in venues as small as a tiny coffeehouse in Eugene; and as large as a gigantic week-long street festival in Los Angeles.
Be careful what you wish for - we may make it come true, wielding forgotten mystical powers derived from sacrificing one's own sanity and solvency as the fakirs and shamans of old. The light in your eyes is ours for the taking. We bring along finer things to replace it.
Boundless love to our carnival sisters and brothers the world over, and to all the rubes who make it possible.
HOW TO DESTROY THE UNIVERSE FESTIVAL
Friday, June 24 @ the Shipyard, 1010 Murray St. Berkeley, CA
All ages. $11 - $16 Sliding Scale
Saturday, June 25 @ the Shipyard,
All ages. $15 - $22
Sunday, June 26 @ Studio Z, 314 11th St. San Francisco, CA
21+ only. $9 - $16
The Premium Pour
July 8/9, 1010 Oak St. Eugene, OR
The Samurai Duck
July 11, 980 Oak St. Eugene, OR
Stonehenge
July 12/13, 2841 Central Blvd. Eugene, OR
The Black Forest
July 14, 50 E. 11th, Eugene, OR
Synchronicity Frequency, The Nightgaunt Ensemble, and one or more of the Plaguewater Bands.
Liberty Hall
July 15-17, 311 N. Ivy St. Portland, OR
PHOENIX FESTIVAL
July 21-25, Somewhere in Klickitat County, SE WA
http://www.phoenixfest.com/performance.html
House of the Fire-Breathing Kangaroo Movie Night
July 27, 6272 Ellis Avenue South, Seattle WA
Club Contour, "Breaks and Freaks"
July 28, 807 1st Avenue, Seattle WA
Sabala's at Mount Tabor
July 20, 4811 SE Hawthorne Blvd. Portland, OR
Combichrist, Glis w/ Manufactura, Cervello Elettronico, Synchronicity Frequency
Sabalas at Mount Tabor
July 30, 4811 SE Hawthorne Blvd. Portland, OR
AUTONOMOUS MUTANT FESTIVAL
August 5 15, deep in the woods of northern Cascadia (southern Washington or northern Oregon)
BURNING MAN
August 30 September 4, Black Rock City, Nevada
ART WALK
September 10, Downtown San Diego
CONTACT and BOOKING
Our show is Eleven-acts-in-one; we contract for events, festivals, (big) parties, shows, Art Openings, Tattoo Conventions, Museums, and more!!!
Our Eleven-In-One show can run anywhere from $1000 to $5000 per show, dependent on location, which acts you are interested in, and whether you want us to set up our Sideshow tent. Indoor and Outdoor shows available.
for inquiries:
510-BAD-SMUT
carnivalofthedamned@hotmail.com
http://www.hobogoblins.com/carnival-main-page/2005-tour/2005-tour-schedule.htm
thank you
see you under the big top...



