SuicideGirl: Georjah
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NOVEMBER 20, 2011 @ 11:31 AM


Hey everyone!

Feels like forever since I have updated, which isn't so true.. but still needs to be done.

I hope all of you are doing much better than I am right now ... Shit is not good for me.

If you want to hear all about it...click the spoiler.... if you want to spare yourself...thats okay to.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

So, as I am trying to really get my life going while still being able to ride my horse, I have lived with my parents on our family farm. This has allowed me to be able to have my horse close to me. ...That being said, my parents are extemely nosey and protective and have never really got along with me. I have always been the black sheep in the family and have never felt like anyone has truly understood me.
As I am 19 ... my moms name has been attached to my bank account since i was little, and we have never had the time to go get it taken off...that being said, i did not know that my parents were looking and following every transaction on my account to follow where i go and have been.... This occured to me when my father came and confronted me about the 500 dollars i had just deposited from SG into my account. He started screaming and yelling and all sorts of bad things were said. He decided to google my SG name and was freaking out about everything that I have done, and what i am proud of.... being an SG.
Needless to say, I've been kicked out.

I packed all my things as much as i could, and called a friend who could come pick me up.
My Boyfriend, thank god, took me in with Otis (my dog) with open arms.
My horse on the other hand has to stay at my parents until my mother comes back from thailand so she can figure out what she wants to do with her horse. my boyfriend lets me take his car to go up and see Dom, as I now have no car either. Its really hard, because Dom is the love of my life, and it hurts so much to leave him there while everything gets sorted. My heart hurts, a lot.

Being an SG is very important to me, I always wanted it. And i feel like it is something that i needed to do for my life.
Hopefully i will be able to get things sorted and somehow get back on my feet. More than anything, i just want to be able to have Dom somewhere I can feel comfotable.
My heart is hurting so much.




Its starting to get really cold here, its -1 and im all layered up... it really feels like winter is here.


now that i just spilled my guts to you... I feel like i need to stop writing. Maybe i will update later...

If not you can find me on Instagram Georjah_Jaymes_Suicide
xoxoxoxo

Love you all!

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Rachelle

Rachelle

SUICIDEGIRL

Wisconsin, USA

NOV 20, 2011 11:38 AM

That really sucks that your parents are being crazy about the SG thing. I hope things get better for you and your horse.

Exning

Exning

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

NOV 20, 2011 11:40 AM

Oh man I'm so sorry to hear that :/ Maybe if you explained to them how important it is to you, they'd have a little bit of understanding. I hope things get better for you, parents can be dicks

Vanceowen

Vanceowen

Thousand Oaks, CA
September 2006

NOV 20, 2011 11:53 AM

I left home at 17 after my stepdad beat me up when I stopped him from punching my 11 year old sister. He later that week tried to run me over with his car. Your father is mad because he is trying to protect you from the world and he failed. I'm sure they will come to peace with that. You will have to decide for yourself what you have to give up in order to do other things that you love. Being naked on the internet is awesome and has its rewards, but a horse isn't cheap and that horse loves you I am sure. Just weigh what you are sacrificing objectively rather than drawing a line in the sand. Because, trust me on this, there are a lot of people out there who would kill to live a life like yours. And if it means that you have to give beimg an adored pinup... Unless you think this is going to lead to a long term career.

TuttyFruity

TuttyFruity

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

NOV 20, 2011 12:50 PM

that is dreadful, i dont even no what o say to make you feel any better.
you shouldn't have bee kicked out that is over-reacting, i mean i no its not an amazing thing for you parents to find out but my mum understand anbd just doesn't ask about it, if i talk to her about it she accpets it that's it.

your an adult you should be allowed to do whatever you please.

dont give it up, your too good to do that.

<3 xxxxxxxxx

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

NOV 20, 2011 02:52 PM

That is incomprehensibly awful for you. I hope stuff gets sorted out. You are old enough to make your own life choices.
I don't know what else I can say.

Jimmy_

Jimmy_

Austin, TX
October 2010

NOV 20, 2011 06:21 PM

Oh no! I hope you get to be with your horse again!
At least you have friends there for you.
I wish you the best!

Vesper

Vesper

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 20, 2011 08:21 PM

Oh man that sucks frown

Sounds like your dad really overreacted... is your mom not any more understanding?

I hope things get worked out soon for you...

Mendacia

Mendacia

SUICIDEGIRL

Italy

NOV 21, 2011 04:32 AM

That's fucking sucks! My mom have seen some pics and have called me saying that she doesn't know that her daughter was a whore! Well, and i told to her that i don't know that my mom was a fucking bitch smile 
Fuck off.

Our parents have to be the first people to love and to support us ,and if they don't do that,well..goodbye! 
You have to be strong and be happy cuz you are follow your dreams 
Don't let the bastards get you down,you know!!
You are absolutely beautiful and Lucky that your boyfriend supports you smile

I want to see you smile smile

Xoxo

-mendacia

btw182

btw182

San Angelo, TX
September 2011

NOV 21, 2011 06:21 AM

That sucks! I hope all works out for you... Hopefully your dad will chill.

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

NOV 21, 2011 08:16 PM

i hope things settle down and your parents can come around to your way of thinking.

Ceres

Ceres

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

NOV 21, 2011 11:40 PM

awe hun! i'm so sorry to hear that. i'm here if you ever want to talk or go for a coffee <3

rewiind

rewiind

USA
September 2011

NOV 22, 2011 06:14 PM

whenever i'm going through a rough time, sometimes all i want to hear is "that sucks."

and.... that sucks. a lot.

i hope things get better for you, and if all else fails, just think: you've made a lot of people very happy just by being a part of this community and having one of the most rocking sets up on this site, and we support you. be well!

Aadie

Aadie

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

NOV 26, 2011 08:27 AM

wow.. my parents were not overly excited at first.. now bc of what it done with my confidence... my mom likes it,,

so maybe just give them time..

Krito

Krito

SUICIDEGIRL

Colombia

NOV 28, 2011 06:16 PM

hello! thank you very much for all the support, love and comment on my new set Spring.. hugskiss

Noel

Noel

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

NOV 29, 2011 03:59 PM

Best wishes kiss

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