big news.
i'm pregnant.
with a lil girl.
due july 9th ))
best thing to ever happen to me <3

hey can anyone tell me where PREFERENCES are at on you profile?
cuz i sent for a new password request.
and they send you a new password but I want to change that one.
cuz it's a bunch of random letters and numbers that i'll never remember.
and the email says "You can reset this password in your preferences when you log in."

but i can't find preferences anywhere.
haha, i feel dumb.

help?!

i don't think i've wrote in here since january.
my computer is too slow for suicide girls.
so i don't get to check it much.
i feel bad for not being "active" on here.
i should of put more into the whole being a suicide girls thing.
some girls want to be one and they don't get accepted.
and i didn't even have to apply they asked me.
i shouldn't take it for granted.
i know you guys write me and i never reply.
i'm sorry, i'm not a complete asshole though.
if you would like you can always write me on myspace.
i check it everyday.

also after my three sets are posted i'm not doing SG anymore.
don't ask why it's just for my own personal reason.

but THANK YOU guys SO much for all the sweet words you write :]

yay for set #2.
i like it better than the first.
i'm actually really proud of it.

happy new years everyone <333

my first set went up today!
thank you guys for the comments.
you're making me feel all pretty & welcomed here.
i was having my doubts about it but overall i'm glad i did it.

thanks loves <3

my blonde hairrrr you guys want to see

i bleached my hair.
it's blonde in the front.
black in the back.
i like it <3

i'm going to re-bleach it next week
so it will be more blonde.
there's still a little orangey tint to it.
and that is hellla annoying.

I don't update this much because I rather use my xanga.
If you have xanga add me;
www.xanga.com/rainbowstorm.

If you have myspace add me;
www.myspace.com/distorted_doll

[i.love.afi]

Watch the stars turn you to nothing.
Now blush and smile as they whisk you away.

Part your lips a bit more, I'll swallow your fear.
I will show you how
all the bite marks impress a need to be here,
a need to see

city lights, like rain,
dance and explode,
fall upon debutants
reeling from nights that
kiss and control
all of our broken hearts.

Velvet burns the wrists while restraining.
You blushed and smiled and said you would stay.

One more time steal my breath, I'll feed you the sky.
I will show you how.
Steal the glamour from death and before you die,
oh you should see

city lights, like rain,
dance and explode,
fall upon debutants
reeling like nights that
kiss and control
all of our broken hearts.

All our hearts, all our hearts.

"We all wanna die like movie stars", you said
as you jumped from the height of our cutting room floor
while above us, glowing, exploding, our dreams burst forth in light and death.
Hold me and tell me "We'll burn like stars. We'll burn as we fall.
Watch as city lights dance for us."

ahh i've been so sick lately :[
i had to go to the emergency room because i was hurting in my back and i had this weird pressure in the bottom of my tummy. i just kept taking tylenol and the back pain went away but the other night it got soooooooo bad. So i went to the ER. they got 3 tubes of blood and gave me 2 bags of IV. i was dehydrated. they did some test and turns out my kidneys & bladder were all infected. i got an upper urinary tract infection :[ but they sent me home with 2 kinds of meds so i'm getting a little better now. i felt so horrible though. i was hurting all over with body aches, dizzy, a fever of 102.5, chills & then the tummy pains & back pains.

still, my set is not up.

i'm waiting. i'm patient.

WAIT i just noticed something... they put the suicide barbie thingy up too. but neither set works yet. hmm... ?????????????????????