SuicideGirl: Gallows
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Gallows With my foot on your neck I finally have you right where i want you.

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MAY 12, 2012 @ 04:06 PM


My boyfriend has taught me a lot in the years we have been together. Ive grown up more then a little bit. Ive become more outgoing and talk to people more often. Even though I hate to admit it, i went through the typical drama girl phase. No matter who you are, if you are female you go through it. Joshua always reassures me to let it go, relax and look past it. There are so many things i have felt like saying that I haven't simply because i know hes right and I let it go.
My biggest problem has ALWAYS been other people. I always let them bother me and I could never understand why. You cant please everyone, especially problematic people. People who no matter how good you are to them or try to help always have a problem with SOMETHING you are doing or not. Who knows why.
When stuff like that happens ill just complain to him and he lets me know that there are more people and FRIENDS in the world then those people. Its really nice having people like him around to ALWAYS have your back. Then friends that you can bitch to when you really just want to rant. Joshua is not a good person to bitch too because he just doesn't care. Things that you have to bitch about just don't affect him. He IS rubbing off on me but still, I wish I had MORE of it.
The people that can only be friends with one person, love you one week then wont speak to you the next and people who cant talk things out but decide to continue treating you like crap when you are clearly being nice to them kill me. They always seem to get to me but Joshua's got my back and eventually they disappear. Why would someone like that matter in the first place? I have no clue.
There are some people you are never going to be able to trust and others that will always be there. Im glad ive learned that now instead of 20 years from now. Im glad i have multiple people to help me cope with constant downers i have to deal with. I am happy ALL the time. I am VERY lucky. I am NOT jealous of anyone cause i have everything that i need.
Boy. Family. Friends.
And the best of all 3.



XOXOXOXO

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suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

MAY 12, 2012 04:10 PM

You are indeed a fortunate young lady.

Tactical

Tactical

I'm lost
August 2009

MAY 12, 2012 04:39 PM

Looks like you are doing good wink

Aucosm

Aucosm

Arroyo Grande, CA
July 2009

MAY 12, 2012 04:55 PM

This blog post makes me happy. smile

Wolfman524

Wolfman524

USA
March 2012

MAY 12, 2012 05:22 PM

Good for you Gallows!...smile

EroticGeek

EroticGeek

Ansted, WV
July 2010

MAY 12, 2012 06:46 PM

So glad to hear biggrin

mattacme

mattacme

Calistoga, CA
February 2006

MAY 12, 2012 08:21 PM

I'm sure you are quite fortunate to have him and am just as sure he is fortunate to have someone who values him the way you do. Nice to hear, and good for you both.

Fische

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

MAY 12, 2012 11:28 PM

I love reading happy blogs smile you're right though, some people just need something to moan and be discontent with. It's not your problem it's theirs so your boys got it right. More important things to worry about other than needless dramas x

Jetta_5

Jetta_5

I'm lost
November 2011

MAY 13, 2012 12:44 AM

kissbiggrin That makes me happy !!!

Teva

Teva

Jonesboro, GA
November 2007

MAY 13, 2012 01:12 AM

I'm glad I saw this, your words really struck home to me. It always makes me happy to hear someone say they have someone amazing for them and that they are content smile

eweytx

eweytx

Houston, TX
November 2010

MAY 13, 2012 07:35 AM

Very cool blog. Thanks for sharing!

HowlingWolf

HowlingWolf

Mexico
July 2011

MAY 13, 2012 08:13 AM

Nice to know that. Really, it's difficult to find real good people in this world, but when you find them you're blessed.

Molar

Molar

United Kingdom
May 2005

MAY 13, 2012 10:04 AM

It's such a great feeling smile I'm glad you found it kiss

Gallows

Gallows

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

MAY 13, 2012 10:11 AM

I am really excited that so many people like this! Thank you guys a ton!

Giggles

Giggles

Claremont, CA
January 2005

MAY 13, 2012 12:30 PM

aw

MuffinGuy

MuffinGuy

USA
February 2012

MAY 14, 2012 01:23 AM

That's awesome. My girl makes me better. She sometimes struggles with people in the way you mentioned, I'm just glad she let's me be the one who is there for her

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