Do you ever have those moments where you cant believe something is happening? Like the other day, i saw a women come into subway, grab a straw and walk right to the bathroom.. even though their was 2 cops looking right at her (read my blog).. or like.. NOW.
Im officially on SG.. Its kinda hard to comprehend. When i was 14 or 15 i went to hell city JUST to visit the Suicide Girls. I still have my polaroid picture of me, Taye, and Twwly Suicide.. Me standing awkwardly between them.. It was one of the most exciting times to me! After, i had always said that i wanted to do SG, but never thought i could get the nerves to do it. Then, here i was at 19 and Alissa was getting ahold of me!!! SO exciting.
It reminds me of the parts you see on the grammys or MTV music awards when the person gets up to accept their award and the first thing they say is, "i never thought this would be happening to me" or something along those lines... Well i REALLY never thought this would be me, but i can explain how happy i am the it is! Having a dream, or a goal that youve always wanted to do in life, then actually DOING it, is amazing.
I want to go pink more then almost anything, bt even if i dont im just happy to be here. Ive met amazing people so far, and had more then enough amazing comments made about my insecure self. I love SG and just making it this far makes me so happy. Its a dream come true.

Thank you for everyone who has commented, messaged or friend requested me AND the one to come.
Your are making this Hopeful VERY happy indeed.
and a HUGE MONSTROUS THANK YOU to Alissa for HER great work in making me what i am on SG. Without her, i would literally be nothing to you guys. Thank you so much Alissa
For making my set fun and perfect and making me fell not nervous at all! I had a blast and cant wait to do it again!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Gallows.