I'm so fucking upset. My sister is a heroin addict of almost a year and a half, and my parents keep letting her come back home, and they could give a fuck less about helping me get to school. I try and show them that I'm interested in going, but they're never willing to pay for anything for me. I'm so fucking sick of this shit. I need to get the fuck out of my fucking house. I swear to god, this is a fucking toxic enviorment, I just don't have the money to leave. It's getting really hard to stay sane lately.

So I'm pretty bummed out today. I want to get the fuck out of this town.

"And how at first it's made so pure and lovely
But in battle can be torn to shreds
But with time and with patience and love and affection
Can be fixed with needle and thread
Because I love you and you love me
And nothing will make this leave
I said I love you and do you love me
And nothing will make, make, make, make this leave
So remember me
And don't walk away..."


I miss PA. I miss my brother. I miss my fucking ex. SHIT FUCKING SUCKS.

My two best friends and I are no longer friends, or speaking for that much, I'm just numb as fuck at the moment. Ignore this blog, I'm just venting.

So, I somehow find the only computer in my aunt & uncle's house... I've been without one for, well forever. (Atleast it seems like it.) You know how that goes. Anyways, I'm sorry I havent been able to write you guys back, I've been on my sidekick this entire time, LAME.. I fucking know hahahah! But I'll be home the 3rd. So hold tight and I'll holla atta pimppppp. For now it's my lil wayne ahahahah! His voice cracks me up... him and his fucking gatorade and crack.

OH MY FUCKING GOD... REALLY??!?!?!? Guys piss me off SO bad. I hate fucking mind games, and that's all that they seem to be good at lately (that's all im going to say about that one)... I have to pack today, my younger brother's going to a private prep school soon, and we just started getting close it sucks! I'm going to miss him. Anyways later tonight I'll have some new pictures in this blog So just you babies wait!!!Here's a picture my friend Matt (DestroyerPhotography) took of me! :] there will be moreeee... Thank you matthewww!!
yes i dyed my hair darker... let me know whatcha think!

Hey!!! If you like raconteurs, nin inch nails, the white stripes, or the black keys....
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Their myspace
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ooookie ^-^ so today I came across old pictures of me ^-^ thought I'd share them with you guys. I'm doing some shoot this weekend , so on Saturday I'll post some pictures from that Then on Tuesday, I'm on my way to Boston i loveeeee you guys
xoxo Gabby.

ever since I was little... I wanted to rip my clothes off ahahah.
HAHAHAHAHHA

yeah, i know.

oh my fucking god, do you guys remember this?!?!!! AHAHAHAHAH enjoyyy

listen to this while reading this "AMAZING WEEKEND" i've had babies! So this weekend has been ... interesting. It was my friend Ashlie's (I might refer to her as 'Bunnie' throughout this blog) birthday, and our 'friend' cat had planned on us going to a stripclub last night, she had Ash and I dress SUPER fucking scandalous outfits, and we fucking end up in downtown Austin, in pretty much nothing, and not to mention A GAY BAR. So Bunnie and I tried to make the best out of the situation, a few of her friends from Cosm. school met up with us, and of course we're dancing having a good time.... this fucking bull dyke.. (<mental image, anyways, I have NO problem with lesbians and gays) got into me and ash's face saying "get the fuck out, you guys are fucking pathetic, you're not even lesbians, if you 'are' then its because you've KISSED a girl once or had some little college experiment." ... and then i let her have it, I wasnt about to let her ruin my best friend's birthday.... then we left, i walked through downtown Austin at around 3 in the morning wearing ... THEN me and Bunnie decide to catch a cab and go the fuck home, guys came up to us screaming "I'll give you 1000 for the night!" So we're screaming at them, saying fuck off, find a state trooper, and figured "HEY! WE'LL BE SAFE WITH A POLICEMAN!" ... so we tell him what's going on and that we're going to wait next to him while we wait for our cab...and he has the audacity to ask us for our FUCKING numbers. THEN some asshole grabbed my ass, and the cop made him come over and apologize... we FINALLY got a cab around an hour and a half later, that costed us around 85 bucks to get home. And finally went to sleep. hahaha FUCKKKKKKKKKKK NO. >.<
i dont know if i should laugh at that situation or not... hahahaha
atleast i was drunk 90 percent of that nightmare!

i want to do another set already

So it looks like August 13th my set goes up!!! I've tried to thank each and everyone of you personally for looking at my set and commenting on it, but if I somehow didn't, I just wanted to say thank you again, from the bottom of my heart. I've had a really big struggle accepting myself, especially lately, and I couldn't have done this without you beautiful, wonderful people.

haha and to leave it on a little bit of a lighter note... i have been talking like this guy, randomly, for the past few WEEKS ahahaha! and not the guy fishing, oh just watch the ENTIRE THING!!! you'll know who im talking about...

My set will be visable for "member review" August 4th at exactly 8:29pm :]
Wish me luck babies! ^-^

xoxo
Gabby.