Only one week till I shoot me another set guys and gals. Yep, none for 2 years then 2 in no time

Lotsa SG's and some photographers are heading this way next week for a fun weekend. So far it seems i am putting up Denie & Harlequin on the 31st. Candee & SuzyAnn on the 4th. And then Elvira on the 5th, 6th and 7th. Lotssa nice ladies in my bed. But...most nights I will actually be staying at my bf's lol

So please please send some love -if you haven't yet- the love seems to have stagnated a little. It's important that people still vote. YEAH YOU! Show me it's worth while shooting next week peeps.
my set.... it wants you to come see



other recent pics. You've seen them, I know, but gotta liven up this blog somehow! xoxo so long.

Just had a damn fine cold beer under a hot shower. That feels good. Came out of the shower and had some potato chips. Salt 'n vinegar flavor....my fave! Before the shower I watched Chris Rock's stand up comedy show from HBO. Live in New York, Johannesburg & london. That was pretty funny actually, it was the first I'd ever seen of him. Obviously I recognized his voice pretty fast, "isn't he that, that zebra?" Yep, I am good with voices. Voices & faces. bad with names though. So yeah, can't remember the name of the actual film the zebra was in, haha

Last night we had a beachparty in the club. We always do in January, it's an annual thing. I was behind the cocktailbar. It was fun. Anyway I do have pics, but no time to resize now so first....I will show you, new ones, but the sames from yesterday's blog!

But first.... A reminder about my set...I am plugging like mad, I know, sorry Can you blame me, haha, it's a jungle baby out here! So yeah, back to my set.... a nomination for 'walkin with thee' as best spring set has been made, thanks to Stellae, that's so great. Imagine, even if it didn't make front page (nightmare), maybe I could win creative month set/or how ever that shit works (amazing).....Have you seen the set yet? It's on my main page, so please check it, if you haven't already. Tell me what you think and give me some support if you like it.
If not .... that's fine too Anyways, it was shot by waikiki, who's absolutely amazing and also has a set in MR currently. so check that one out too Here's a picca as a warmer...I love so many of the pics. I am happy being an ibtc-redhaired-psfb kinda girl with a big heart



So the other pics....new-from yesterdays blog- pics....courtesy of member (currently inactive) MarkM. They're simple pics of me, but nice and I thought I would share!



Enjoy your weekend lovelies. xoxo

I have more pics to show you, new ones, and looksy...., I am still here...thought I would be offline for a few days at least with works going on in the street. Maybe I still will be gone for a day or two! But i will be back, no worries! Anyway, good news the last days, A. yesterday my first ever featured blog, and B. a nomination for 'walkin with thee' as spring set. Thanks to Stellae, that's amazing. Have you seen the set yet? It's on my main page, so please check it, if you haven't already. Tell me what you think and give me some support if you like it. If not .... that's fine too Anyways, it was shot by waikiki, who's absolutely amazing and also has a set in MR currently. so check that one out too


Also I would love to change my profile pic. It's been the same for 4 years!!! I goofed up and now there are two the same, plus it's out of focus. So that one will never do as main profile pic. If anyone would like to suggest/ choose and/ or even resize a pic out of psychedelic summer or my last set as a possible profile pic I would very much appreciate it

So the other pics....new pics....courtesy of member (currently inactive) MarkM. They're simple pics of me, but nice and I thought I would share!



Enjoy your weekend lovelies. xoxo

I am happy to see my set in MR is still getting some votes. If you haven't seen it yet, please be my guest and check it out You'll find the link @ the end of this here blog!
Last night I worked at the club, it was a minimal techno night. Not really my kinda music, but it was okay. I was thinking to, soon, do a day in my life photoshoot. Just lotsa snaps through out the day of what I see and do. Haha, better choose an interesting day!
I'll be on here a little less the coming two weeks. But I will return. By then it will be the SG week in Amsterdam. 2 SG's Denie and Elvira will be staying at my house and hopefully i will have lotsa stores and piccs'a as well

Oh and. somehow, being an SG never quite sinks in you know. I was just watching a video on youtube...and there I was. In someone's favorite SG montage. It's always a surprise, a nice one of course.
I think in my four years on the site there has been 1 time when I felt a little strange about being a SG. Some creep came up to me in the club where I work and he had pics of me on his phone. It was a moment that I didn't or couldn't have prepared for. And for a split second I did feel a twinge. Immediately though overruled by the sense that I have a body that I treat well and care for. It looks good, I enjoy it and fuck it I am not ashamed of me. We, each and every one of us, have a gift. I don't mean that in some religious way. I just mean we are all special in some way or other. We aren't meant to hide it from the world, we're supposed to celebrate it. now I know I'm an extrovert and not everybody is the same. But, if you have a gift and are scared to show it. Scared to dance, to sing, to shine & to use your talent and features to their full potentials. Stop right now. Life is too short.
My mom practically forced me into being a tomboy and I was untill i was about 19. She was brought up a proper little girl as a child, rollers in her hair, not allowed to play in her dresses, white gloves etc etc. She hated it and subsequently in the 70's/80's became a punk....then of course when I was born I wasn't allowed barbies, wasn't allowed most pink or pretty things. Femininity in punk those days was a no no, where as I see it as a strength. You don't have to dress and talk like a man to get a decent job. Fuck those kinda jobs anyway.

So in a nutshell: SG rules, more empowerment to women, who are proud to be women and show it!



xoxo

MY NEW SET IN MR :-)

Haha, being an SG never quite sinks in you know. I was just watching a video on youtube...and there I was. In someone's favorite SG montage. It's always a surprise, a nice one of course.
I think in my four years on the site there has been 1 time when I felt a little strange about being a SG. Some creep came up to me in the club where I work and he had pics of me on his phone. It was a moment that I didn't or couldn't have prepared for. And for a split second I did feel a twinge. Immediately though overruled by the sense that I have a body that I treat well and care for. It looks good, I enjoy it and fuck it I am not ashamed of me. We, each and every one of us, have a gift. I don't mean that in some religious way. I just mean we are all special in some way or other. We aren't meant to hide it from the world, we're supposed to celebrate it. now I know I'm an extrovert and not everybody is the same. But, if you have a gift and are scared to show it. Scared to dance, to sing, to shine & to use your talent and features to their full potentials. Stop right now. Life is too short.
My mom practically forced me into being a tomboy and I was untill i was about 19. She was brought up a proper little girl as a child, rollers in her hair, not allowed to play in her dresses, white gloves etc etc. She hated it and subsequently in the 70's/80's became a punk....then of course when I was born I wasn't allowed barbies, wasn't allowed most pink or pretty things. Femininity in punk those days was a no no, where as I see it as a strength. You don't have to dress and talk like a man to get a decent job. Fuck those kinda jobs anyway.

So in a nutshell: SG rules, more empowerment to women, who are proud to be women and show it!



xoxo

MY NEW SET IN MR :-)

Just noticed there is a group called vaginaholics haha! Seriously. Are you a member? I guess I should be... The actual vag is probably under appreciated, most of the focus goes to boobs, ass & legs!
I wonder if there are any conspiracy groups on here, I have fun reading and watching conspiracy stuff. Big brother is here kids. Now go vote on my set, pretty please and let's get this thing up already! xo
here it is

I promised you. I know. I am bad bad bad! I promised you no more blog about my set in MR...but it has gone over 500 nd I am lost for words guys. Even if it doesn't go up, I am happy you guys love my old SG ass enough to comment 500 times! Almost 4 years on the site now and with all these 18 year olds, ahaha, I sometimes hink "how can I compete" Ahaha, but I must say I feel more confident and more sexy than ever, seriously! It will go live, I feel it in my bones.

Nightynight. sleep tight.say a prayer for me tonight!

Here's yesterday's blog and pics.

P.s. Just got home from work & I is tipsy. I love being Tipsy. NOT drunk. Tipsy. Amen to that. xoxo

Some photo's mark meijerling recently took! He was being creative with an old old camera.Seems like my nipples are hard again, haha, and it wasn't even cold in his apartment..WEIRD!!! I also wanted to show you some holiday snaps but the files seem to be to large. that's a shame! Anyway, off to work soon. I DJ in a club here in Amsterdam. Been doing that for almost 8 years now. Have a great weekend peeps and please don't forget to vote for my set in MR.

xoxo

MY NEW SET IN MR IS RIGT HERE! CLICK :-)

Some photo's mark meijerling recently took! He was being creative with an old old camera.Seems like my nipples are hard again, haha, and it wasn't even cold in his apartment..WEIRD!!! I also wanted to show you some holiday snaps but the files seem to be to large. that's a shame! Anyway, off to work soon. I DJ in a club here in Amsterdam. Been doing that for almost 8 years now. Have a great weekend peeps and please don't forget to vote for my set in MR.

xoxo

MY NEW SET IN MR IS RIGT HERE! CLICK :-)

Well this is my last blog, about my set. I don' t wanna over plug. I must say I am very pleased with how it's doing. The percentage rate is great and almost 500 comments is amazing. You know I haven't been in front of a camera for over 1 year, maybe almost 2. I was so nervous. Seriously Waikiki is amazing, one of the best photographers I have worked with. There's something about female photographers too, it is easier... I find. Cherry was a winner set and somehow I do think this is a winner set too. I love it, truly. It's me, now, how I feel is so apparent in that set, happy, relaxed, loved,safe & sexy. Great combination!

So, anyay, it' called walkin with thee. It was shot on a sunny, cold October, just outside Amsterdam. People walked by and gave me the thumbs up as we shot. Check it out here and help me get it up on the frontpage peeps.....my set


I just heard something funny. Well I say funny but like most comedy I guess it could offend some...

You know how many comedians, as do many other people actually, say global warming is a scam. How better to control us, than cut our travels & other luxuries.... right? Tax everything, full stop. Alternative scientists are saying global warming could well be a natural cycle, we've had hotsspells before....we've had mini ice ages before.,,,the planet has been around for millions of years and we think we can just come along and ruin it in 50 years time. Well who knows, truth is we'll never know the facts. Either way global warming is a trillion million $ industry and we have all fallen for it, hook line & sinker! There's nothing we're going to do about it. So ed of discussion. But.... Anyway, this great dutch comedian, Theo Maassen just took it a little further, haha, by comparing global warming to fever. When the body is sick, we get fever. Fever isn't the sickness, it's it's way of ridding the body from the sickness. Earth wants us gone....just a thought....

Enjoy your weekend lovelies, take care and tell me all about it. xoxo

Who are you? Do you know? I know one thing I've changed an unbelievable amount since I've been on this site. these 4 years have been great. I have had a pretty much up and down relationship with SG but over the whole I would say it has been good.

I was a goth & metalgirl for about 12 years....ending up in the pin up and fetish scene. My first set here, "Wild Inside" I do not know that girl anymore. She's beautiful, but kinda fake perhaps. Insecure, trying too hard. Now I find myself much more at peace with me, my life, the direction I am going in. I'm sure I will change paths again. That's what life is about. Finding your way through choice after choice. Making peace with yourself and choices made. Tattoo's some I would never take now, if I could do it over. but they make me who I am.

My new set, is so me right now. I hope I can override Wild Inside, the old me. WIth the current, more solid, happier, lighter and all together brighter me. It's a bright future, 2010 is upon us. What are your resolutions?

Mine are:
I am going to finish my tattoo's, had enough of half work.
Visit my home country Wales. Haven't been back to see my family in 4 years.
Take my DJing to the next level.
Show you more booty...& get this set on the front page good and proper. Go vote, you know you want to. xo