Would you like to be entertained and get lost on Youtube for a while?? That's what the cool kids like me do haha.

Here ya go. A few videos I've been watching tonight. Here comes the randomness.

This pretty much makes me piss myself laughing...



I like when he called himself awesome haha...



I know I've posted this before, but this movie is still awesome. If you have time I insist you watch it all...



I can't stop watching Beyonce dance...



I went to go get my nose pierced today and the piercer was out of town haha. Soooo I guess I can't get it till Monday now.

I'm gonna get to bed now because I have to work tomorrow although I don't want to. I hate being there. Today one told me another girl said I was stupid And the only reason was because I was training a girl one night and we didn't get everything done. And the only reason for that was because I thought I was training not doing someones work for them. It's not my fault she's new and slow. I'm awesome yeah??

Fuck it haha. I'm piercing my nose and I'll just continue to not belong haha.

Oh oh one more video.

I love this man...



Much love <3

I don't know what to say. I really just want to post pictures haha. Hmmmm maybe something will come to me as I upload this shit...

I think I mentioned a while back that I had received a huge package in the mail and I had more fun with the box than what was actually in it...



Those peanuts are such a bitch to clean up haha.

I like this picture. Not bad for a camera phone.



I have the most eclectic taste in music. I think if someone actually saw what was all on my iPod they would think I'm crazy. I'm not sure I should list what I just downloaded because I don't want everyone to think I'm super lame. Lets just say "Ease on Down the Road" is currently playing. If you can name what that's from you might be a dork like me



That's me tonight after work. And now I'm in my PJs...





I like this song. Whatev...


I did the dance from the video in highschool in a recital. It probably didn't look that awesome haha. If I could do it now I'm sure I'd do it much better.

Payday isn't getting here fast enough. Holy balls gas was $2.97 today?!?! I didn't get any haha.

I was training girl at work today and I laughed at the word testicles. Yes I'm immature I know.

Nothing I'm writing about seems to be worth writing more than one sentence for. haha.

I have to wake up and clean.

I really want to go to the bar.

Jager...

I kinda miss my friends. Since my friend moved out everyone has stopped talking as much and it makes me sad.

I fucking hate closed minded/racist/asshole/pieces of shits that live in the same state as I do.



It really makes me sick to my stomach that people can be so hateful. They have no idea what they are talking about. I'm sure if you asked any of those assholes what the definition of socialism or communism is they wouldn't be able to answer you. They are so fucking contradictory it makes me ill. Fucking Christians my ass. Go to hell. No really go to hell.

Fuck fuck shit fuck.

Ok I'm going to bed now I hope you enjoyed my completely random blogness.

I've decided to go ahead with the septum piercing. I'm excited. I unfortunately have to wait till I get paid again to get it. I would have enough right now, but I paid my Iraq war bill already this month...



I suddenly want a new job as well. I've been at my current one for a year now. I've applied for a full time position twice now and been fucked out of it just as many times. First the full time third shift girl wanted first shift instead. Which I can understand third blows. Now I go to apply for it and since I've been absent 4 times the entire year I've been there I can't be promoted at this time. Now some stupid fuck who's worked there less than three months is going to get it. I worked my ass off learning every position I can so I can be used in any spaces that need fill so I could get hours. Yes I've been working full time hours the whole time I've been there, but without the benefits. And now I can't get promoted because of my attendance. I call bullshit. I even got a nice "Try to be a more diligent worker in this area and your chance for promotion will improve." Fuck you. I have chest pains because of you people.

I've never worked at a place where at least once a day you are treated/talked to like fucking scum of the earth. The medical staff is condescending and the office half are a bunch of fake stuck up bitches. The only real people in the entire hospital are the few left in my department. I hate not being myself outside of my home. Clowns aren't the only people who wear costumes to work and prostitutes aren't the only ones who get paid to get fucked. I get to go out to dinner with some of these people soon and believe me I won't be wearing a costume then. I hope their children turn out like me. Tattooed, pierced, and naked on the internet.

Maybe I wouldn't have been so upset if they hadn't told me this on my 10th day straight day of work. 10 of 12 that is...


Well now that I've gotten that off my chest haha. My friend that was living with me finally got his own place if I hadn't mentioned that before. Thank you to everyone who bought prints. I'm still trying to get the other half of the money from another friend for the futon, but he should get it soon I hope.

I got a badly needed hair cut. Pictures tomorrow when I have it all nice and neat haha. Sorry the hair salon always puts waaaaaay too much product in it for me. Am I the only one they do that too?? haha

I found this video on Youtube the other day. I used to watch this show constantly when I was little for some reason. And I still to this day quote this episode, mostly with my grandma cuz we used to watch it together haha. You should watch it although I'm sure you won't find it as amusing as I do haha.



This one about Princess Di makes me laugh as well...



I got this album yesterday. Go buy it ok...



I love me some Oasis I really really do haha.

Ok I'm gonna go roam around Youtube some more. Probably end up watching episodes of Ghost Hunters. Then off to bed for I must rise as the butt crack of dawn to go be a diligent worker.

I suddenly want a new piercing. Septum possibly??? Your thoughts??

I went to a harvest fest thing today with my sister and her friend. You know like the whole "it's fall arts/crafts/home" made sorta stuff. Good food and good times. I never did find the booth that was selling the giant plates of home made potato chips. Seriously why couldn't I find it? haha. I did find a booth that I found to be the normal crafty type. They were selling little wooden signs with different silly sayings on them. But then something out of place caught my eye and I decided to snap a picture and share because I swear no one would believe me otherwise...



Yes those are little wooden Sarah Palins. Needless to say I was amused and a bit confused as well. I should have taken a picture of the bigger one they had hahaha.

And just to throw this out there... Aside from my sister and a select few I can't fucking stand teenagers. I don't know what it is haha. I had a couple girls behind in line today, dressed like god knows what, who complimented me on my earrings. I was fine with that but what pissed me off is they were saying how they thought Kurt Cobain should be president and they had "EMOS RULE" painted on their fucking faces. Please fuck off. You're what 13?????? I hate kids who think they know shit about shit I'm sorry haha.

But later I was somewhat amused because the "scene girls" tried hitting on a boy at the park and failed miserably. He told them to get the fuck away and he walked over to talk to me because I just happened to know him haha. I looked over at them and smiled. I'm evil yes??

Besides that I had a pretty good time. Lots of riding rides and eating food that isn't good for you haha.


I'm done offering my friend who's staying with me any help. He refuses to accept rides from me and barely talks when I ask simple everyday questions. If you can't answer me when I simply say "how was your day?" you can eat a dick. Really I'm trying to be nice here. I wouldn't offer rides and waste gas if I didn't want to. But fine don't talk to me. I hope he realizes it's just making me more angry.

On a happier note. I am excited for Halloween. It's the first time I've had a bigger place to decorate and I live in a pretty populated area so I may actually get trick or treaters!! Haha I love it. I don't know what I should be yet. Any suggestions?????

I am so making corpses for next Halloween to hang up. Check this website out. It's pretty sweet.

How to make realistic corpses.

So doing that. I'd do it now but it takes like 3 months to dry haha.

Ok I'm off to bed. Gonna clean up the apartment tomorrow whilst the boy goes to jury duty. Fun fun for him haha. Goodnight Much love <3

Just updating to let everyone know I'm still alive. Not that it's all that important, I suck at life anyways.

This band makes me happy...



Maybe someday I will get to see them live. I missed the chance to back in the day because my fucking math grade was low or some shit. Fuck that noise. I'd still also have Noel Gallagher's babies.

Oh and this band too...



Definitely one of the best songs ever.

I'm slowly losing my friends. My friend who's been staying with me won't even stay in the same room with me. I'm only trying to help, but apparently my help is putting too much pressure on him to find his own place to live. Well fuck I'm sorry for giving advice and being optimistic. We kicked him out for a night cuz he was being a douche. He slept out in the cold and I feel like a piece of shit. This makes my heart hurt. I hope we can be friends again someday. I don't have anyone to play guitar with now and I just learned a whole song

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday. I'm going to order her some black and yellow flowers to send to her at work. I know how she's loves getting surprise stuff sent to her. Oh and she loves the Steelers too if you didn't catch the black and yellow reference haha. If I ever had lots of money I'd buy her a house and make a room just for all her Steelers stuff.

Warhammer online is on one of my computers right now. But I've yet to really get to play it because my boy has been on it the last 3 days. It's going to be just like Warcraft I can see it now. Lovely.

I'm gonna go put makeup on and take naked pictures of myself. Possibly that would cheer me up.

Awww fuck...

The end of summer is almost here and I have yet to ride any roller coasters. I'm actually pretty bummed about it haha. Next weekend looks somewhat promising since my friend said something about them too. We'll see.

Yesterday was a good day off despite the fact my Patrick is out of town till Sunday. It's hard sleeping alone. But I did get to hang out with my others boys and my sister. I went out and got my sister a name tag for her new puppy that she got for her birthday. Well he's not exactly a puppy he's like four, but you get the idea. Then we headed off to the lake to go fishing. I haven't been fishing in forever apparently because both of my fishing poles sucked ass. One just wouldn't cast and the other had parts flying off when I did cast. It seems I may need to purchase a new one if this is going to be a reoccurring thing haha.

Then we drove home, had some BK Lounge, and the boys told my sister what she should not let guys talk her into when she's older. The word buttsex was used a lot. My sister just shook her head most of the time haha.

Ok well I'm posting this info again. Today and tomorrow are the last day. I haven't sold any all this week. I only need to see like 2 more to have enough for the futon. So if you have some spare cash and want a pretty photo of my boobies then feel free to purchase one

Here's one of the choices for your viewing pleasure...



So please please please check them out

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I'm only using paypal right now so it's debit or credit only. I will be glad to sign or write a message on any or all prints if you'd like. I really hope someone at least checks it out because all the money I raise doing this first sale will go to my friend that's staying with me. I want to buy him a gift for when he get his own place. Most likely I'll be buying him a futon so he can at least have a bed ya know. So help me help a friend please!!!

Fraiya's Print Sale!!!!

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Ok I'm off to get a shower for work now. I'm so not excited. But I did get a new phone recently and I can't seem to stop texting so that should keep me occupied haha. Much love <3

Woot I had to make an update because I fiiiiiinally finish this painting that I had posted a while ago. I'm such a slacker haha. Seriously if someone wants me to paint anything for them you need to give me a deadline or I'll just fuck around forever haha. But here it is. I think it turned out rather sweet and I hope my friend enjoys it.



Cool huh?

I had to post it. Oh oh and my apartment is seriously awesome. I have an awesome neighbor who is a photographer and she wants to take some pictures for me

Ok gotta get to bed. Work at 8 in the a.m. and then booze in the p.m.

Much love <3

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And don't forget to check out my print sale please! On sale till August 24th.

I'm only using paypal right now so it's debit or credit only. I will be glad to sign or write a message on any or all prints if you'd like. I really hope someone at least checks it out because all the money I raise doing this first sale will go to my friend that's staying with me. I want to buy him a gift for when he get his own place. Most likely I'll be buying him a futon so he can at least have a bed ya know. So help me help a friend please!!!

Fraiya's Print Sale!!!!

<3 <3 <3

What a lovely day it is outside. It's sunny yet nice and cool. It feels good to wear a hoodie for a while. But I hope fall doesn't come too quickly haha. Cuz I love me some summer time.

I have this feeling that the shoot with Gidgette is off. I'm pretty sure she won't shoot for me unless she gets paid so yeah. ::shrugs::

I have two days off in a row woot!! I'm going to clean the house, finish a painting, and finish a card I was making my sister for her birthday. Yeah I realize it was last week, but I'm slow sometimes haha. I'm making her a card that is a bunch of old pictures of us when we were little put together. Maybe I'll post it if it's not too embarrassing haha.

Here some pictures from my sisters little party I threw.

Well this first one was what was taking place before she arrived. Yeah damn you Combat Arms...



Here's the cake. Yes I put her man name on it. Which is Spencer. And despite the fact that it's black and pink it's not and emo/scene kid cake haha...


The birthday girl and her pirate sign.


Candles!!



I really should have taken a picture of the kitchen the next day. There were so many cans/bottles you couldn't see the counter top haha.

Oh and check this out. The other day I went down the front stairs to check the mail and there was a huge package. My friend Matt had gotten something sent to our place before so I assumed it was for him, but he just never mentioned it. But I got downstairs and saw it was addressed to me. So after some texting back and forth with Matt I discover the package actually is mine. And here's what was in it...



Awesome huh!? It's name is Pandora and I now have a full size acoustic/electric. If I never said before the only acoustic I had was junior one. So now I have a big one and I can rock out properly haha. I'll have to make a video of me sucking horribly at guitar

Ok gotta get on that cleaning stuff now, much love

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And don't forget to check out my print sale please! On sale till August 24th.

I'm only using paypal right now so it's debit or credit only. I will be glad to sign or write a message on any or all prints if you'd like. I really hope someone at least checks it out because all the money I raise doing this first sale will go to my friend that's staying with me. I want to buy him a gift for when he get his own place. Most likely I'll be buying him a futon so he can at least have a bed ya know. So help me help a friend please!!!

Fraiya's Print Sale!!!!


P.S. I had to take a few photos out of the sale, but they have been replaced with a few other choices from the other sets. Sorry for anyone that wanted on of those. Hopefully you find one you like

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Hello all I'm making an update ::gasp!!:: I know right.

No I did not fall off the face of the earth. Just been a little preoccupied with summer time I guess.

My sister turned 16 recently. I celebrated with her by throwing her a little party at me casa. Complete with her own giant bottle of Smirnoff Ice. I'm an awesome sister yeah?! haha

I have a friend that is living with the boy and I at the moment. He lost his job, his home, and his woman within a two week span I swear. I have to admit I was stressing a bit at first because it was a very sudden arrangement. The boy and I were fighting and shit because of it which is not good. But it's getting better now. I'm pretty sure he's got a job lined up and such. So hopefully he'll be able to move along towards the end of the month. And this will lead me into my next topic of discussion.

I'm going to try selling prints again. I've set up my own cartfly and such so you can buy them off them. I'm only using paypal right now so it's debit or credit only. I will be glad to sign or write a message on any or all prints if you'd like. I really hope someone at least checks it out because all the money I raise doing this first sale will go to my friend that's staying with me. I want to buy him a gift for when he get his own place. Most likely I'll be buying him a futon so he can at least have a bed ya know. So help me help a friend please!!!

All the info is found on here... Fraiya Suicide Print Sale!!!!

I'm going to keep this sale going for probably until the 24th and then if I get any orders they will be shipped out after that so I can order prints all at once.

If you have any questions feel free to message me or email me at acidburn2611@yahoo.com. Either I hope I can help out a little.

I might be shooting with Gidgette again this weekend. I need to get back to her about when I have off work.

Work is gay. I thought I was getting full time now I'm not.

I've gotten into CKY a lot again lately. The movies that is. I'm kinda giving up on waiting for the band to get back together I swear. It's been two years since I saw them play live. And I'm pretty sure the last show I went to was their last performance together. Lame. But anyway I have like every CKY/Jackass/Viva La Bam related thing on DVD. Sad I know. I can help myself haha. I'm going to post some clips for your enjoyment.





I'm sorry but I have to say this is one of my favorite songs haha...


Haha I love it...


Ok I'm done I swear. But yeah I'd love if you'd at least check out the prints for sale. Or if you feel like suggesting another way I could make some extra cash let me know ok

Oh and I have a video of myself to post at some point once and I can figure out how to edit the damn thing haha.

Much love <3