I figured since it's my balloon day that I'd post something good for a change. Although at the moment I don't have much to say haha.

Went out for a pre-birthday party over the weekend. I got slightly tipsy. Apparently I told some girl to go fall down some stairs...::shrugs::

Just got back from a night of gaming with the boys. Good times as always.

And now I'm snuggled in bed. Having a birthday dinner with the boys parents tomorrow, they <3 me

Goodnight SG land

Thanks for all the encouraging words for my emo "I have only one set" blog I'm sorry for being such a downer.

This blog entry isn't much better haha.

I just got off the phone with my mom and gosh she just makes me feel wonderful about myself. No no that wasn't sarcasm at all silly!!

Really though, I thought parents were supposed to be there when you can't quite carry yourself through life. I didn't mean to get behind on my phone bill. It just happens sometimes. Things come up (car repairs and such) that can't be helped. So I say hey guys, could I borrow a little cash to get by?? I'd like to be able to buy some groceries maybe. And borrow means I'll pay ya back also right?? So when I finally get paid again and I start paying back a little at a time per agreement, why do you call me and give me a guilt trip??? And expect me to not be upset by it?? Does it entertain you to make me feel like shit??? I;m pretty sure you get off on it.

My mom asked me why we can never have a normal conversation today. I wanted to say "well you're not normal." Don't get me wrong, I love the woman that gave me life. But for fucks sake stop making me feel guilty for it.

I'm just gonna give the rest of my paycheck to her, who needs extra grocery money really? I just don't want to be her reason for hating life this week.

It's sad, but she makes me not want to have kids. Although I know I would go out of my way to not make my kids feel this way, it's like I don't even want to take that chance.

I'm tired of being a one set wonder. I need a new set for real.

Ok quick update to share my Halloween fun times so far...

Last Saturday was my friend Ashley's Halloween party. I've never seen so much liquor before. Well except for maybe a bar.

*warning*
This picture does not contain even a third of what we had. We just had to keep refilling this table. But it looks nice haha.



I was Rainbow Brite again. Ashely was a fairy, and her cousin Jennifer was a bloody nurse I guess haha. And we all look super fucking happy to take some jello shots...



We are awesome at beer pong...



We were known that night as Tits 'an' Ass respectively...



I also went trick or treating last night in a fancy development where they gave out TONS of candy. People thought I was in junior high. It was awesome haha. Tomorrow will be fun times as well. I should be heading out with some kickass friends. Hopefully I'm not the only one dressing up haha. I'm going to re-use my Triana Orpheus costume. Maybe this time I'll have pictures of it haha.

I'm off now because I can't stop playing this...




Oh oh and tomorrow is the last day to vote in the Metal Ink contest, so if you love me and haven't voted please do

VOTE FOR FRAIYA!!!

Once again, I'm so glad to be home from work haha. I think I might need my wisdom teeth out. The one that recently came in is pointing a weird way and attacking my cheek. I can hardly eat without biting myself. Gotta get that fixed asap.

In good news, I came home to find that I am T-Shirt Hell's official T-Shirt Whore of the month!! haha. I'm rather excited. Here's where you can check it out.

T-Shirt Hell Whore of the Month



Neat huh? I get 10 free t-shirts. I bet I could pick more than 10 haha.

I was at my grandmothers the other day and she's been getting rid of some stuff since my Pap passed away. She asked if I wanted anything and I'm so glad she did. She has this old Singer sewing machine that I use to mess around with when I was little. She said she put it in the paper for $25. I tried to tell her it was worth waaaaay more than that. Plus it was my Pap's mothers, so to me it's worth more in sentimental value. Luckly no one had called for it yet, so she's gonna give it to me. I want to polish it up and then sit photos of my family and such on it. It looks like this by the way...



That is not the actually one, but that's what it looks like. I can't wait to get it here. I love antiques and I love it more because it was my great grandmothers. And I'm sure my Pap would be glad that I have it instead of a stranger.

Ok well I'm off to eat some soup I think. That should go down smooth right? haha damn teeth. Much loves <3

Oh and don't forget I'm still in the running for the Metal Ink contest. Although I can't complain since I've already won one thing this month. But vote anyways

Fraiya Suicide" at metalinkshop.com

Oh my I'm so glad it's Friday. I've had the most stressful week ever. The lady who takes care of hospital payments and such was on vacation this week. And I am the only other lucky person who knows how to do this particular job. Thank goodness it's not my regular job. I'm so sick of numbers and balances for real haha.

Now I'm just relaxing at home watching Wife Swap haha. Good stuff. I just watched an episode of Super Nanny where some dumb mother was letting her four year old listen to her iPod which contained tons of gangster rap. Hearing all the beeps when the nanny read the lyrics to the mom was fucking hilarious. Seriously how dumb can people be haha.

Should be a good weekend. I think I'm heading out to the bar and such Saturday night, spending the night at a friends (haven't done that in forever! haha), and then to a harvest fest/craftshow on Sunday. Mmmmm I want some hot apple cider. I do love the fall.

Ok I'm off for now, but before I go I'd like to pimp myself out a bit. I'm in the running for Metal Ink Maiden of the month for October. Alongside some fellow SG's actually. So I would be hugely grateful if you could send some votes my way. And check everyone else out as well. You have to sign up to vote I believe, but if you'd like to vote for me just follow this link...

Vote for Fraiya!! <3

Here's a little sample for ya...



Much love <3

So I'm thinking of not cutting my hair for a year. Just to see how long it gets. I miss having long hair sometimes because back when I did I never knew how to make it look good. I think I could now though. Your thoughts?

So CKY was fan-fuckin-tastic! I know it was Saturday, but I'm just getting around to updating haha. I had fun even though I had a crowd surfer thrown on me. My neck feels better now. My sister was my body guard in the crowd. That is one girl you don't want to fuck with for real haha. But yeah it was awesome. I got a guitar pick this time! And it just so happens that Jagermeister is one of their sponsors so two of my favorite things are on the pick woot!

This was one of my favorite parts of the show...(not my pic btw)



They looked like they were having such a good time, and not hating each other haha. I also made/wore this to the show...



I might make some more of this one if anyone is interested. I'm hoping some people on the CKY Alliance boards will maybe want one. And speaking of necklaces, I should have a few more new ones on my etsy soon. Some cute shrinky plastic ones. I think they're rather nifty.

I finished up a few more of my photos I did for Death by DVD. There's a few so I'll put them in a fancy spoiler...

I scanned this the other day. Baby Fraiya...



Apparently my eyes have always been that big haha.

Fall Out Boy has a new video. I'm diggin' it.



<3 Sometimes I worry about karma...

I finish a promo pic for Death by DVD...



And check out their myspace. I feel special... Death by DVD

Ok I'm in the middle of dying my hair. I gotta finish getting ready for a night out with Ashley. If we can figure out where we're going that is. Much love <3

I'm rather exhausted. I had a busy day. Today I went out with my sister and her friend to shoot some stuff. It's for a new radio show that an artist friend of mine is doing. It's called Death by DVD. Check out their myspace here...Death By DVD

It's just an hour long show where they talk about different horror movies. Review, critique, and such. They were looking for some models to promote the show I suppose. So I decided to try a couple things. These are just two samples I have of what we did. They're the only two I messed with in photoshop and the photos are taking FOREVER to load so this is all you get for now haha.

I was going for a "zombie pin-up" look here. It actually says Death by DVD on the walk, but you can't see it in this photo...



And this is me being bloody, dirty, and sweaty. Or covered in cooking spray, whichever...



More to follow whenever my computer decides to load faster.

I ended up taking three showers today after all that. The last one was much needed because my sister got a TAD carried away with the cooking spray.

I am sofa king tired. Time for bed. Let me know what you think of my preview pics and such.

Lunch with my grandma tomorrow

Much love <3