Oh yes I'm in between classes right now. I have 45 minutes to kill. I keep thinking about my set and such...I want my lip peirced haha. It's snowing like a bitch outside, well it was on the walk to school, fun times. I wish I had a camera...I need to take pictures of myself I'm going through withdrawl. Maybe my class will be canceled or something. But I don't want it to snow too much because then I can't go home this weekend and I'll go fucking insane.

And I'm sorry but my one room mate is making me hate techno music with a great passion. I thought I would have to deal with rap, I don't know which I'd rather have. It's not so much as the music that I hate, it's just that she plays it NON-STOP! Like last night I woke up because she was coming into the room to go to bed. She walks away from her computer and climbs in bed to sleep, yet the computer is still very much on and blarring music. How am I supposed to sleep?? If she needs music thats what her headphones are for. It's becoming so annoying. But yeah enough bitching. Guess it could be worse. I bet she has friends here at least.

Well I'm back at school from my first weekend home. It's bloody cold over here. I couldn't feel my hands when I got upstairs. This weekend was weird. It started out good, and then I kept fucking it up. I'm becoming the person that I NEVER fucking wanted to be. It hurts inside. Now I'm back at school wondering how I'm going to get out of this bored and lonely state. I find myself getting severly depressed...like way more than I ever have in the past. Always on the verge of tears. Change is good...I guess. At least that's what everyone else seems to say. I find myself saying "I wanna go home" more often than I thought I would. Hopefully this is just a phase that everyone goes through. I'm miss Laotzulost more than anyone. I get that feeling like when you remember something that you've lost and you want it really bad. I fucking hate that feeling...it hurts, empty like.

I need my set done grrrrrr. No one has done a set with Ramen noodles have they? Poop. Oh well, until next time. yeah...

Fuck why can't I delete this damn entry. Douche

Well I'm home for the weekend. All I did on the drive home was think of my set I wanna do. I'm thinking my first one will be sorta simple. In my dorm room maybe, I like my bed it's cute so yeah. Pink out the butt in my room haha. I was reading inSG Pittsburgh that a girl wants to do her set in the Club Laga bathroom. Good idea, wish I had thought of it. No better yet, I'll have mine done on the stage I still need to choose a photographer. I'm leaning towards norritt but Laotzulost doesn't really like that idea too much. So maybe Penny if either are willing that is.

Well I'm off to hang out with my baby. <3 Fraiya

Well hello today from the AIP library. Finally got a computer today, and couldn't update because of the damn internet problem in my room. It should be up today thank god. School has been alright so far, I have homework again tonight. It rained yesterday and I have to walk 1 1/2 miles to school so yeah. And carry a giant portfolio, so now today I feel like I'm 80 because I ache so damn bad. Only one more class today and it doesn't start for another hour.

My room mates are cool, I'm just bored out of my mind, I need something to do. But I have no one to go out with I may venture to the south side someday this week, cuz it looks rad. But again no one to hang with. Maybe I'll check out SG Pittsburgh or something

no comments on my last entry, guess no one wants to take my pictures. Oi I wanna be a Suicide Girl.

< for Laotzulost

Oh my many a things has happened in that past couple days. I finally made my move to Pittsburgh, what a day let me tell you. Screaming parents, friends yelling at you for directions. Oh yeah. But I moved in and spent one night there so far. Thank goodness that Laotzulost was with me. I'm glad I got to spend my first night in Pittsburgh with him My bed in my favorite part, it's all pink and black and has a black canopy with pink stars on it. Lovely. I haven't met my other room mate and the one I did meet I've seen for about 5 minutes haha. But I'm home at the moment, home #2 that is. I'm waiting for my baby so we can go have lunch together before he works, cuz I have to leave while he's working...poo I know.

I'm really looking forward to it though, seems like it'll be fun. Once classes get started I can get on that photoset for Missy . Maybe Fleur can do my pictures after all?? Oh man that would be rad, anyway. I have to get my computer set up still but once that's done I'm sure you'll hear from me. Until then

And I promise sweetie, I won't have too much fun without you, you know I only have the most fun with you silly.

OH MY FREAKIN CRAP!!! Release forms! Photosets! Whoa!! What a lovely email I recieved today. It was such a ray of sunshine for me on a really cloudy day SG is the bestess site ever.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! I APPLIED!!!

Well here is my first real set: Fraiya: Starlet Photography done by Laotzulost Let me know what you guys think ok I'm submitting some of these pics to Missy. Everyone cross your fingers Enjoy

New photoset coming soon, hopefully I am submitting some of these photos to Missy. I rather like a lot of them so it'll be hard to pic three. But you'll get to see them all haha.

Last night Laotzulost and I ventured to our local shopping malls parking lot so that I could try out my skateboard some more. I'm rather good I must say. I learned how to jump off curbs and such. It was wicked fun. Then I tried to jump this high curb and made it but then fell of my ass...catching myself with one arm. Needless to say my wrist hurts like a bitch today. And I thought I was gonna die last night. I didn't cry though, I'm a hardcore skater now haha. Well it's off to do some partying now...laters