On February 13, 2009, one of my closest friends lost an ongoing battle with cancer.

Lou Genise was a multi-faceted man : a writer, fire performer, clown, poet, artist, philosopher, avid participant in the Burning Man community, and more so than anything else, a good, solid friend. Even through the toughest times during his illness, he had a smile on his face, never letting it get the best of him. He truly valued and cherished every moment, and lived life to the fullest, and because of that, every moment anyone was lucky enough to spend with him remains a bright, happy memory. The world is a far dimmer place without him in it now.

Lou participated in numerous experimental treatments for cancer after being diagnosed, and thus aiding future patients to perhaps one day receive a treatment that would result in a full cured recovery. In light of that, his friends and family have asked that donations are made in honor of his name to his primary treatment facility, The City of Hope Comprehensive Cancer Center.

I am hoping to raise $1,000 for this cause. Any amount is welcome, and any contribution of $25 or more will receive an 8x10 print of the photo of 18 Suicide Girls above, all raising their fists and yelling FUCK CANCER, taken by none other than Cherry Vega, an extraordinary photographer and individual.

The print features (from left to right) Friskey, Blaze, Nya, Lee, Vice, Snow, Clio, Bunni, JoLeigh, Vivid, Ajilee, James, Rambo, Rigel, Evette, Radeo, Lyxzen, and Mantis. I would like to thank each of those girls for participating in this charity, along with the staff of Suicide Girls and Mike Marshall. It means the world to me.


Edited to Add :

I am totally overwhelmed by the enormous generosity that has been exhibited. We are rapidly approaching our goal amount, and will hopefully soar over it.

Thank you everyone that has contributed to this cause, whether it be monetarily, with a re-post, or with sympathies!

1. Snow : Through the Pane




2. FiveTwentyThree is back up and running, with a new design. I like it much better than its predecessor. As I have mentioned before, I update there much more regularly than I do here. You may even subscribe to it to receive chronicles of my adventures directly to your inbox by clicking right here.

3. Haute Macabre has been keeping me quite busy. I still cannot believe how quickly it took off. That, too, is undergoing a makeover, so I will surely keep you posted on that.



4. How was Vegas, you ask? It was busy and full of germs, that's how it was. Thankfully, my bedmate was polite enough not to complain of my fever sweats in the middle of the night. She's a courteous thing.

Photo by the Smutty Tumblr herself.



5. I seem to have aborted my efforts at a 365 project. I made it to mid-February, and then lost steam (and interest). Perhaps I shall pick it up again, perhaps not.

I'm starting today off with Who Killed Amanda Palmer, and a with a photo blog galore.

First, I'd like to thank everyone that helped to push Evette's set Alabaster to the front page. After all these years modeling for SG, it's a nice new turn for me to be on the other side of the camera. I am still modeling - even just shot with Sawa just a few weeks ago, and have sets planned with Zoetica, since she is my (second) favorite person to take my clothing off for.

In case you missed it, here are some previews from Alabaster:





Currently, there are two other sets that I shot in the Member Review section.

Posh : White Out





Desdemonia : Fuck to Cum






I have also been shooting for Zivity.com. Zivity is an interesting site, the artists and models are paid per vote that their sets receive. It has no "networking" features, but I like it nonetheless.
I believe it is still free to subscribe for one month, which may not last much longer. Your trial subscription comes with 5 free votes, so should you sign up, please cast a vote over to my set of Nixon!

Nixon : Hardscrabble





Posh : Vignette - Coming Soon!






And just because I had completely forgotten about it until randomly stumbling on it a few days ago, remember when Nixon and I ate a bible?

† HauteMacabre has had nearly 2,000 hits in less than a week. It is the sick and slick brainchild of Nixon and I, with a touch of Zoetica thrown into the mix for some good measure.

Do come see what all the fuss is about, and add Haute Macabre to your twitter to receive updates.

† I'm not sure if you were aware, but Desdemonia Fucks to Cum.

Her newest set is currently in Member Review, and I was behind the lens.

&dagger Nixon and I have started a new blog together.

Haute Macabre will be your resource for all of your spooky shopping and dark fashion needs. It is currently still in Beta, so we'd love for you to take a peep at it and let us know what you think.

&dagger From my personal blog, which I update more often than I do here:


photo by courtneyriot

Another play, again, in five parts.

Act I



Meet the new Abandon All Hope. She has been re-birthed into a new beast, and wants you to participate.

Send me your questions about life, love, liberty, lust, or even subjects that don't begin with the letter L, and I'll give you straight, honest answers. I might even consult my Magic 8 Ball from time to time, to ensure 100% accuracy.

Act II

Nixon took her clothing off for me, but perhaps that is best left said elsewhere.

Act III

Thursday, December 11, I will be signing the new SuicideGirls Book: Beauty Redefined at Meltdown Comics at 7522 Sunset Blvd in Los Angeles at 6PM. From what I understand, there will be free beer and G4 will be there filming.

I have seen this book, and it is mighty. You want it as badly as you want the free beer.



Act IV

I have succumb to the Twiiterverse. Care to follow me and my random exploits there?

Act V

Does Santa consult wishlists once it has been deemed whom is naughty or nice? Or is the traditional Dear Santa letter still hold it's weight? Exactly how does he decide the naughty or nice thing? Does he read blogs? Seems as if that would be the easiest way, nowadays.


Edited to add a Sixth:

A play in V parts:

Act I:

My friends list is now open. Rejoice!

Act II:



Alabaster, starring Evette, thanks you for the hundreds of comments you have left. Leave more, and demand that it be published to the front page.

Act III:

Dirty Noir prints now available for your consumption.

Prints can be purchased for $25 each via PayPal to fractal.suicide@gmail.com, or by visiting my static shop page at FiveTwentyThree.com

Available prints listed below. Please email me directly if you are interested in prints from that set that are not currently listed.

Dirty Noir I




Dirty Noir II



Dirty Noir III



Dirty Noir IV



Dirty Noir V



Censor marks will not appear on the product, just in case you were wondering.


Act IV:

FiveTwentyThree.com has been steadily pacing itself along.

New features include:
-A static shop page, as I previously mentioned: Consume
-A page for all your stalking needs: Stalk
-Email subscriptions for updates: Subscribe to 523
-The 523 Photo Project

Act V:

Poladroid is fun.

I shot a set of Evette a few weeks ago that just went into Member Review. Go look!

Evette - Alabaster

These are a few of my favorite pictures from it:

Evette and I decided smoking is still for the cool kids.

Day of the Dead at Hollywood Forever. More on FiveTwentyThree.com.