Happy 4th everyone!!!

Random thoughts from Fox.....


Just got back from camping up in buckhorn in the angeles forrest. I haven't been able to sleep the past couple nights because my brain has been plagued with questions about death. This brought on by the body we saw on the roadside due to a 49 yr old motorcycle rider who lost control after a heart attack and hit the guard rail.

I've seen death before, I've experienced it myself when I've lost loved ones and even my own child. I don't know why it affected me so much this time. So I've been really curious and researching a lot. I find it really strange that DMT (the chemical released in your brain upon death and brain shut down) is found abundantly in plants and in the digestive tract of animals and in some of our adrenial glands.

Is it possible that when we die our body shuts down but our mind keeps going like radio waves or the internet? Just because you turn off your TV off doesn't mean the tellly air waves aren't still dancing around your head. Maybe our conciousness passes on to the plants were we wait in limbo dreamland to find our next body to inhabbit. Is this why the animals have the DMT in there bellies, because they feast on the plants where we wait in limbo land? Then we pass on to the animals, which then pass it on to us?

Maybe we just go to a dream like state until our DMT floats into some hornhusk of a baby body down the street. Is this why we don't recall things as an infant, maybe we are not actually given a soul/thoughts/conciousness until something inhabits us and if this is so, then all new life is really old life? Maybe we can't remember our old life because dreamland is always much longer than the real world and if we shacked up in a plant for 10 years, how long would that be in dreamland...I would say enough time to forget our past lives....


This is all just thoughts, but wouldn't it be something....the world would change so much if we could learn what really happens after death.


ps if you haven't watched the movie " Flatliners" do so it's on NETFLIX


On a lighter note...
here are some camping pix I stole from max, thanks max

xoxo
Fox

I am so sad I guess I am not able to make comic con, unless there is someone willing to pick me up on the way? I am right off the 15fwy pretty pwease! Is anyone heading that way and could spare a seat, I can throw in green for gas and green for ..... ):0 ~~======0[ ]


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fox

So I died my hair and started the lower half of my left sleeve, with none other than a super mario bros snip-it (blue yoshi my favi and the invinsibility star), next I want midna and a snip-it from zelda twilight princess! Also I am going to get a rebus puzzle on my for arm....lots and lots of work to go!

Here are some pics! Can't wait for my next shoot to show off my new hair



just out of the shower clean


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Fox

Hey guys just got done tatting myself thought Id share, I feel like I am getting better and better. The hardest part about tatting yourself is stretching the skin with whatever you have available.....







if you haven't seen my new set in MR please check it out
Fox-Lumber Jill

I just want to tell everyone thank you so much for all the kind words on my new set, it really brightened my day up! I love reading over all the nice things everyone has to say, its such a change of pace from face book. This is why I love SG land everyone here is so open minded and accepting no matter what size, color, or big thighed bitch you are lol

thanks again for the smiles
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fox

Hey guys about to hit the PSN yes, yes more red dead....maybe I'll squeeze in some LBP if anyone is still down to join me my gamerID is Fox_928 ... I have a mic too!.....Oh yes and my new set is now in review for your veiwing pleasure!! We have to give a big thanks to Max for shooting!!

love you guys






Thanks for all the love and support
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Fox

Okay so you guys probably are catching on to what a nerd I am lol, I love gaming it up. So anywho, I had a vision last night...I want to make a posse on line in red dead with just all females I can teach them how to shoot on normal or expert, and how to lock on and roll and dodge and what not...then we will over take the on line RDR *insert evil grin* buahahah! So I am on a mission to find some hot lady shooters out there! My character is the zombie hooker and my mount is the turkman....I wish there was a way to play with the mythical mounts from undead nightmare..but anything is better than the donkie

ps
my new set hits review in a few days :0



special thanks to photographer maxAmillion

Someone please play with me on PS3 on line RedDead Redemption: FREE FORM-FRIENDLY

my username/gametag is Fox_928 ......it sure is lonely here in this desert. If you don't have undead nightmare, we could play regular, plain ol' RED DEAD REDEMPTION! Either way come play, I to level up to recieve some better mounts

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Fox