is there anybody out there who likes math as much as me? i went to a club and some random kid started talken about pythagorean theorem to me, that was SOOOOO cool. do YOU remmeber what it is?? or if you know anything cool with numbers, let me know it. im bored and i wanna talk numbers... nerds untie! NERDS NERDS NERDS!


-- ok, i messed that one up, that kid at the club was asken me about the QUADRATIC formula... how can no one remember pythagorean?! JEEEEEZ looks like you all need a math tutor =)

yay for new piercing! i did just my left nipple, when i get some more money together im going to do the other as well. theres something about it, i dont know exactly what it is, but its so goddam addictive! maybe its that hurt, but its a good hurt, or maybe just the sensation of the needle or a piece of surgical steel... whatever it is i fukken love it! check it out in my pics xo

Thanks to everyone for the support!! i am so happy you all loved my new set. All of your compliments really made my Valentines day! It feels really good when so many people appreciate what you do. This year, my valentines day consisted of me spending $1000 to pamper my car with its 60K mile check up, 4 hours of class, 4 hours of chemistry lab, driving in traffic to pick up my car, all while my boyfriend is 3000 miles away... pretty lame, i know. but it felt wonderful when i got to read all of the awesome comments you all left me. thanks for making my valentines day as great as i hope i made yours!! xoxo

yesterday i got a hot stone massage... o my! it was fantastic! they take these really hot stones and massage you with them then put them on your feet, hands, back, all different pressure points, and then take another and massage you. it was 80 minutes long. i feel sooooooo good. i wish i could get one all the time but they are expensive as hell. ooooo the luxurious life i wish i could afford. my whole body feels like jello right now AND... the sun came out for the first time in a week! =) i have a feeling today is going to be great

"be patient dear, tigger will be here soon." thats what mama roo said to lil roo in an old winnie the pooh episode. as a little girl, my dad used to say that to me all the time (rip <3 i miss you more and more every day). why can't i possess the patience neccessary for good health? i have found that impatience leads to a build up of stress and uncontrollable emotion. when forced to wait, i often find myself crying at the frustration of things that, for the most part, are beyond my control. i dont feel like im a very demanding person, however sometimes i just can't tolerate the fact that someone of something cannot satisfy my demad imediately. looking back, this seems to have consistantly been an issue of mine. i just spent the past 2 hours on the phone with at&t. i swore and cried until my needs were met and the problem was solved. maybe thats not the best example because without my immature behavior i would have been charged extra money, but still i just can't seem to learn how to take a deep breath and calm down sometimes. is it because i was raised as an only child? or maybe because i have always had a boyfriend who was willing to cater to my every need? am i spoiled? patience is a virtue - just like they say. but is it something you are born with or something that can be attained? is it something that gets better with practice? is it something that can be learned? or even taught? maybe its something that each and every one of us has within us but we just dont know how to utilize it yet. hopefully someday i can learn... i guess i'll just have to WAIT until then though...

why are so many people afraid of success? for me, succeeding feels better than anything, its like going down that killer drop on a rollercoaster, falling in love, letting a song get inside your soul so that you breathe in the beat... thats how success feels. i never let myself fail, and if i do fail someday, its ok because i know that i tried my best. that way my failure cannot be blamed on a lack of motivation, instead its caused by the actually inability of mine to achieve a certain goal. but why do some people never even try? so many people underestimate the power of the human mind. when we want something, we can will it to happen. when your mind is in the right place, everything seems to come together. when you set a goal, you CAN achieve it - thats ecstacy. so many people are too wrapped up in the same lame old excuses of why they can't, things that prevent them from accomplishments, reasons for their lack of even an ATTEMPT to succeed. well shut the fukk up. i dont want to hear your bullshit anymore. all you need to do is make a plan, think positively, and maybe TRY, just for once, and belive me, you will see just how much you can achieve. success is unlimited or those whose mind is in the right place. OUR POTENTIAL IS INFINITE! anything is possible, as long as you want it bad enough. so stop explaining why you can't, instead start believing, start KNOWING that you CAN.