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JANUARY 9, 2007 @ 05:58 PM | 24 COMMENTS

I am really fucking sick of being accused of bullshit. A lot of my accounts have been hacked into so I'm getting into the habit of changing my password every two days. My dad accused me of snooping around on this website that he chats on. I don't have a reason to go on there so why the fuck would I? I called one of my friends and I found out that she used my email to set up an account on there because she cuts herself. Im not going to delete her account just because my dad doesnt want it on there.Yeah, I was pretty pissed that she used my email but hey, it might get her to stop tearing herself up. If my dad stumbles upon this, this is for him

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"FUCK YOU, I DONT HAVE A GODDAMN REASON TO SNOOP! I DONT LIVE WITH YOU SO I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS WHAT THE HELL YOU DO. IF I HAD MY WAY FROM THE BEGINNING, YOU WOULD STILL BE IN THAT HOSPITAL UNTIL YOU REALIZED YOU WERE IN THE DAMN WRONG. I HATE WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO OUR FAMILY AND I DON'T WALK ON EGGSHELLS FOR ANYONE SO YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT. YOU ARE ONLY DOING THIS SHIT TO GET THE ATTENTION AWAY FROM MOM."



Alright Im done with that subject.Next one, someone from my job is trying to start some bs that Im cheating on my fiance with one of my guy friends. My fiance wouldn't tell me who it was because he doesnt believe it for an instant.First off, I have no reason to cheat on my fiance. He's everything I could ever want and supports my hopes and dreams. No one in my life besides him and some of my friends.Secondly, I love him too much!!!! I do not know of barely any men that support me and love me the way he does!!! kiss to my rob!!!

Well anyways, off to better topics.....Im finished drawing my tattoo so the only thing left to do now is get it done. So Ill put pictures up then! Have a good week and Ill see ya later.
Dont forget to buy a pistolita calendar!

JANUARY 1, 2007 @ 03:14 PM | 17 COMMENTS

New years was fun! We went down to the inner harbor and stayed at the wyndam hotel. My friend Dave and his gf Johanna came, along with my fiances friend aaron and his gf Karen. Hooters food fucking sucks but the sub shop right across the street made up for it. We watched fireworks and went back to the hotel room to watch Metalocalypse.They had a marathon of it on smile . We drank ourselves stupid and waved the the other side of the hotel (along with flashing them,lol). Me and Johanna became adventurers and ran around the hotel for a little while when everyone else was passing out.We still have some liquor left.Heres some pics:

This is Rob and I at the inner harbor!

Aaron and Karen

Dave and Johanna(Isnt she a hottie)

These are the pictures at taco fiesta.We ate there for lunch/breakfast.If you are ever in baltimore, you have to eat there.


The reason Im not in the taco fiesta pics is because I was stuffing my face.
Hope everyone had a great new year.Mine is off to a great start! kiss
DECEMBER 28, 2006 @ 08:39 PM | 7 COMMENTS

New years is right around the corner and damn, Im trying to figure out my new years resolution. So really I just need to think of my biggest flaws.
Here goes my list:
1.Try not to get mad at people( I know itll happen but not like I do now)
2. Do more with my family
3, Go back to school and find another job

Ill add more later on
DECEMBER 24, 2006 @ 09:47 PM | 5 COMMENTS

Merry christmas! Happy holidays
DECEMBER 15, 2006 @ 03:38 PM | 13 COMMENTS

My birthday was great! I had a lot of friends come over and see me. The only sad part was one of my close friends had a death in the family.His grandfather passed away. Thank you to all who wished me a happy birthday! I felt loved love !
I went over to one of my friends houses and she did a cute little christmas shoot with me. My feet hurt from those damn high heels but to see the result will be worth it. Well anyways...enough about me, buy a calendar from Pistolita.Its for a good cause!
Well apparently, Im not the only birthday baby this week....Bully is having a birthday sunday so make sure you wish her a happy birthday!
YAY for birthday paper around christmas. If you are december baby, you know what Im talking about. I used to get all my birthday presents from people outside of my friends and family in christmas paper and christmas themed. Rob's mom bought me christmas decorations last year puke for my birthday and this year too.
Well off to eat!
Have a great weekend! kiss kiss


Heres some of the pics I did this morning!Let me know what you think!



DECEMBER 6, 2006 @ 10:39 PM | 28 COMMENTS

Wow, one of my "best" friends and I got into this huge argument. eeek Im just tired of being his shoulder to cry on when his girl hunts dont go well.

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He used to have a crush on me when I was younger but then I told him we were like family, just to back off. Well every once in a while, he used to overstep his friend boundary(which I did tell my fiance because thats his friend too) and I'd go off.
Over the past couple of years, hes had the weirdest taste in girls and he always knows how to creep them out. He was talking to this asian girl and she thought he was a stalker. He went after some girl that lived a bit away and he found out she was married but was having a bump in the road with her husband.The last girl I tried to set him up with, he creeped her out by calling her all the time.
Now, hes been onto this lesbian(He thinks hes going to convert her but he still is a virgin so it doesnt make sense to me) and so all of his time has gone to her. All the guys and I feel like we're a disease or something so Im the only one who actually has guts to stand up about it.
This Saturday is my birthday function(party whatever you want to call it) and everyone whos been my friend for quite sometime, knows I have a get together the saturday before my birthday. Well I asked him to help me out and he said he had plans with that girl. I asked him to change his plans for part of the day and he got snippy with me. shocked As soon as that happened, I snapped. I would invite the girl but hes ashamed of us(Trust me, we've asked him) so how are you going to blow off your so called best friend for a girl that you have no chance in hell with? We've been friends since 9th grade(known him since elementary but we both moved so no friendship there) which has been 9 years almost.


So anyways, He came over here tonight and tried to cuss me out but I wasnt paying much attention. My feelings arent hurt anymore.ITs just more of feeling sorry for him that he doesnt realize this girl is using him. frown

What would you do?

DECEMBER 5, 2006 @ 06:46 PM | 6 COMMENTS

DECEMBER 3, 2006 @ 03:21 PM | 6 COMMENTS

I hate christmas time!Stupid people always come out and it becomes a murderous rampage just to get one lousy item! Does anyone else hate christmas?
Well let me explain....I dont hate christmas itself but I hate the way people are around this time. Plus I try not to get into a christmas mode until after my birthday.My dads birthday is right on christmas so we celebrate his birthday early. Plus this year still hasnt been a good year.My mom is still going through cancer treatments(which I have to drive her to) and my family is just going through a bad wave.
One week until my birthday and Im seriously not ready for it. Too much stuff to do right now.
Do you ever feel like you dont have enough time to do the things you need to do?
NOVEMBER 27, 2006 @ 03:18 PM | 6 COMMENTS

I can't believe my days off went just like that. I went up to philly on saturday, took my fiance and his friends to go see the rocky statue. I hung out withEmber and her boyfriend Steve. They are such a cute couple smile minus the fact that I think their cats hate us. It made me miss my kitties all over again. frown I had fun and the only I missed was going to chinatown which Ill do one day soon.

Wow, two weeks from today will be my birthday.I will be 22 so I definitely need to get my ass back to school full time and get out of warehouse work.Im going into cosmetology and vet tech.I love animals and I also love doing hair and makeup. Back to my birthday, I can't believe its already here. Whats funny is that for my birthday, I just wanted a party with some of my friends or to go to the strip club and try to motorboat the girls. kiss

Im sorry but Im going to be all over the place with this blog because I had so much on my brain. I have to agree with something I read on Morgans profile of stuff shes not into.....fake "bi" girls who try to make out with me to turn their boyfriends on, boyfriends who want me to make out with fake "bi" girls to turn them on. I completely agree with this. mad Its so funny to go through this profiles to find out that numerous girls claim they are bi, but when it comes down to it, They are as fake as diamonds in my studded bracelet.Ladies, do not claim you are bi just to try and be the hot object.YOURE NOT!

Ive been trying to play a little more of guitar hero 2.Its not working so Ive been hooked on internet games and GTA.Im sorry but I love stealing firetrucks and driving down the sidewalks to run people over. I gave up on Kingdom Hearts two because I knew I would just get distracted the whole time.
SO whats new with everyone?
Are we ready for christmas?
Im ready for my 80s party!
NOVEMBER 23, 2006 @ 09:28 AM | 6 COMMENTS

Happy thanksgiving to everyone!
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